~GUN POWDER & LEAD~

jalapeno jelly

2010-11-06T20:48:00.001-06:00

Well I just spent the day making Jalapeno jelly with Brady's mom. It was a lot of fun! His family is just so much fun! I love them to pieces. I will post the recipe On here when I get a chance. We made regular jalapeno jelly and mixed Berry jalapeno jelly..... The mixed Berry one we haven't tried yet, but I'm sure its DELISH!!!

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QUICK UP DATE....

2010-10-31T15:07:00.001-06:00

Well its Oct. 31st. All is well on the home from front. I've been dating Brady for 10 months. But on the 14th of Nov we will have started talking and hanging out for 1 year! THAT is so crazy. He is a great Guy. We have been living together for a few months now, and I think I am ready for the NEXT step... First we both need to get our priorities, In order, get some of our debt paid off. I think back to when we first started talking and he would ditch out on me,actually. We would both ditch out on each other, I am so GLAD we quit doing that to each other because he truly is the best. I can't even wait to get married and have kids with him one day. Maybe next year.. I have to say I LOVE HIS FAMILY! so when we end up getting married I will have amazing inlaws. This past summer We went to the sand dunes quite a bit. His family is as into that as my family is into snowmobiling. So between both our families we will be sure to have a blast! I can't even wait to spend the holidays with both our families! Well this was just kind of a rsnfpm update..... All is well here in my home. PS..... I haven't told you guys HOW MUCH I LOVE MY APARTMENT! Living in pleasant grove is the best! LOVE IT AND MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!

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LOVE-LOVE-LOVE 's looking good,good,good on ME!

2010-05-01T19:43:00.000-06:00

Well 3 months of dating B and things are great! I seriously couldn't ask for a better boyfriend then him! I can not picture my life with out him. I do have to say that in the 3 months I've been dating him, a few of my friends have been dating their boyfriends in less time then B and I....and are getting married in a few months, to in the fall!!??? Is that CRAZY!? I feel like it totally is!? It makes me have so much anxiety for them! B and I have talked about getting married quite a few times actually and it freaks me out. It makes me laugh because I have wanted to be married my whole entire life and now that iit might happen, its a little scary! I do know that B is the one for me. I have never felt this way about anyone ever before. BUT at the same time getting married at the very earliest next summer seems a little too soon for me. Now don't think that he has proposed to me. He hasn't. We have just talked about it. So eventually one day I will just not tomorrow, or next week, or even this year for that matter!!! LMAO When I found out my friend Christina is getting married in the fall, I called B up and said " AM I werid for not wanting to get married as soon as possible? What's my problem?" B just said " Tan, did you ever stop to think that they are the weird ones"? Jumping into something that huge after know each other for almost 2 months?" I had to agree with him. I just can't believe some people can rush into this huge thing called marriage! LOL I just can't. Anyways..... I just wanted to say again that I have the most AMAZING BOYFRIEND EVER!!!!!!! I just love him to pieces with my whole heart!

"When you've got a good thing"

2010-02-23T21:54:00.000-07:00

Everybody keeps telling me I'm such a lucky man
Lookin' at you standin' there I know I am
Barefooted beauty with eyes that blue
The sun shine sure looks good on you
I swear

Oh I can't believe I finally found you baby
Happy ever after, after all this time
Oh there's gonna be some ups and downs
But with you to wrap my arms around
I'm fine

So baby, hold on tight
Don't let go
Hold onto the love we're making
Cause baby when the ground starts shakin'
You gotta know when you've got a good thing

You know you keep on bringin' out the best of me
And I need you now even more than the air I breathe
You can make me laugh when I wanna cry
This will last forever I just know, I know

So baby, hold on tight
Don't let go
Hold onto the love we're making
Cause baby when the ground starts shakin'
You gotta know when you've gotta good thing

We got a good thing, baby, whoa
So hold on tight
Baby, don't let go
Hold onto the love we're making
Cause baby when the ground starts shakin'
You gotta know, oh you gotta know
Oh you gotta know, you gotta know
When you got a good thing

*Alright.......these lyrics pretty much some up how I feel about Brady. I have definitely met my match with him. We are so much a like its a little crazy. BUT he treats me so good! He is always concerned for me. Brings me coffee every morning, makes sure I have everything I need until I see him after work. He has my whole heart. I can't say that enough. He does.... Truely the whole thing! As of yet he is just my boyfriend. Which as most of you know is a HUGE deal for me. I freaked out when we talked about it because I DON'T commit to anyone. And so it made him a little un easy. But I got over that real quick. He is perfect for me. He loves my attitude. Loves everything about me and thinks I'm perfect! Which clearly I am not. But he thinks so. And that is wonderful. I honestly can't picture my life with out him, whether he and I become more then bf\gf who knows....I do know that he will always have my whole heart! Because we know everything about each other, took the time to be come best friends first. He'll always be in my life. We have had a few misunderstandings....but its mainly because of not communicating well. But even when that happens I still want to be with him, hang out, talk to him, and work through it. Which again this is not me at all!!!!!!!!!!! All I can say I do know when "I've got a good thing"

4 fantastic months!

2010-02-09T19:32:00.000-07:00

OK............ So Brady and I have been talking and hanging out for 4 months. When we decided to make it official! He is my boyfriend. I considered him to be one of my very best friends. I can talk to him about anything and everything! Which is really weird. For me anyways. I'm not someone that will just spill my guts out to just anyone. Its so crazy that I can talk to him about everything and anything! I was a little nervous to call him my boyfriend. I really freaked out. I'm not sure why I did. But I did. And I was able to talk to him about it and he made it better. He always tells me how beautiful and perfect I am, and that he is so lucky to have me in his life. Which if I do say so myself I am the lucky one! So I guess we will see how it goes with him. All I know is He is a very good man.AND he treats me well. He is not a douche!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so HAPPY to say that brady is NOT a DOUCHE!!!!! Lmao and that makes me happy.

Guess we should play Catch up again.

2009-12-18T20:42:00.000-07:00

SO......here it goes. MY life lately has been anything but crazy. Not since living om my own. I still go to as man concerts as I can possibly go to. I am an Addict.. I may need to go to CA. CONCERTS ANNONYMOUS. LOL but I guess its a good thing to be addicted to. I have recently removed some people out of my life that are no bueno for me and it has been such a RELIEF! Tyler just got kicked to the curb, because he is a loser that thinks he has been saved by GOD for all his transgressions. Which maybe he has I just think he is a loser and a liar and have no need for him in my life EVER again. And then just some other random nobody's. I wonder why its so hard to find Good honest people out there? It just seems to me like there are so many dis honest people out there and it makes me sad. But such is life I guess. I have recently come into contact with this guy I went to high school with. He seems ok. I'm sure you all have noticed a Brady that as my step sister Julie says "DROOLS all over me" and as my friend Aubree says he "L-O-V-E loves you Tan" lol he is nice and I talk to him everyday of my life since Nov 14th. There is just one problem with him. Wheb we make plans to hang out something always comes up. He always tells me he likes my attitude and that he loves that I'm so honest. Also that I don't judge him for his past. Believe me he has a small past. But coming from Small town usa where everyone except me and a few others were junkies in high school. He was, has been clean for 5 years and has totally tured his life around for the better. I am proud of him because for one, He is not dead. And for 2, he has made something of himself. Which is fantastic. But like I said we talk everyday. All day long, just about anything and everything. I am so glad that he is able to talk to me about anything. But at the same time, its like WTF dude. Let's habg out, be friends instead of the guy and the girl that only talk on the phone or text. I have invited him to come hang out and he always has something come up!!! Makes me think something is not right. Maybe I intimidate him? I get that a lot that I am very intimidating because I know what I want, and won't accept anything less. He knows that and maybe he thinks he can't be friends with me. Who the hell knows. But anyways. There really isn't much going on in my life at the moment. Other then trying to get B to hang out. I guess I just don't understand how people can be so fake. I'm sure you guys have notice most of my posts on facebook. I truly am such a nice, caring person. But you do me wrong and I am done. Its that fire cracker in me! Lol I just have zero tolerence for people that lie. Be honest people. Because I am. Maybe a little too honest, but atleast I'm not fake and don't treat people like a piece of shit unless they have done me wrong. Enough about that!!!! I'm SO EXCITED for Christmas. MY whole family is going to the Grand Canyon to ride the polar express around the canyon. It should be a good time!!! I just love my family so much and wouldn't know who I'd be if it weren't foor them. I've come a long way this past year. I'm not the partyer I used to be. Which is good because that got old real fast! Although I still enjoy a nive glass of red wine or a beer once in a while. But yeah what a random post!!!!! That's about all that is going on in my life! Out with the bad news people in with the great new honest people. Peace until next time

I'M ALIVE, and WELL

2009-11-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

Alright, I realize its been 3 months since my last post. I'm sorry about that. My life has been so much fun lately, and I know I say this a lot but I've really come to realize how blessed I am for the family I have. My mom and dad, step dad, and step mom are the best ever! Its taken me a long time to truly appreciate and love my step dad. And I just want to say AGAIN that I am so blessed to have not only one but 2 great dads in my life. And my mom, bless her heart for putting up with my VERY opinoinated self! Just had to say that real QUICK. After the Kenny concert I went to TOBY KEITH, KEITH URBAN, and the love of my life JASON ALDEAN* toby and keith were good concerts as always they always put on such a great show! But I swear the best concert I ever went to was Jason Aldean in VEGAS at the MANDALAY BAY hotel. It was out in the beach area where the pools are. And the stage was set up right in the water so we were able to walk up to the stage and dance, and sin in the water! I swear Jason knew how much I LO VE him! He just kept looking right at me and smiling, because as you all know I'm his number 1 FAN!!!! He just is such a great preformer. I suggest all of you guys go and see him and let me know what you think. That was not only the best trip to vegas I went with my best friend karissa, our friend yvonne, and my boss nancy and her hubby. We all just had such a blast! Also I have dated a few guys in the past 3 months... None of which I am dating now. Such is life I guess. I honestly feel that every guy out there has some sort of addiction! Wehther it be cigarettes, weed, alcohol, whatever it may be. I'm to a point in my life where I want NONE of that, except for the couple of adult beverages once in while. There is no harm in that. So as of yet I have not found a guy worth my time for more then a month. I'm at a place in my life where I feel content, and if I should meet that wonderful guy that's great if not that's great too! So no more deadlines on when I should be married, and have kids! And let me tell you its such a relief to finally feel that way!!!!! And to finally be in such a great place with myself. So that's how my 3 months have been. I'm very blessed to have such an amazing FAMILY, and to have a handful of friends that are actually good friends! I will promise to update more often then every 3 months. And later today I will post pics from Toby, Keith, and my boyfriend JASON =) have a great day!

LADY ANTEBELLUM, MIRANDA LAMBERT, AND KENNY CHESNEY CONCERT WITH TYCEE!

2009-07-23T23:18:00.011-06:00

THIS PIC IS A REALLY GOOD ONE OF KENNY

I LIKED THIS ONE TOO..

SUN CITY CARNIVAL BABY!

TYCEE WITH HER LADY A SHIRT! AND PIC

HILLARY SCOTT OF LADY A

TYCEE AFTER WE GOT HER SHIRT

ME WITH TY'S PIC

THE STAGE

ME CHILLIN WITH TY

TYCEE CHILLIN IN THE HOT WEATHER BEFORE THE CONCERT!

OK SO THIS CONCERT WAS SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T SAY THAT ENOUGH! TYCEE WAS SO EXCITED TO SEE LADY ANTEBELLUM, AND MIRANDA LAMBERT. SHE DIDN'T REALLY CARE A LOT FOR KENNY CHESNEY, BUT IT WAS REALLY NEAT. AFTER MIRANDA LAMBERT PREFORMED WE WENT AND STOOD IN LINE TO MEET LADY ANTEBELLUM, WELL TYCEE WAS SO EXCITED TO MEET THEM AND ESPECIALLY HILLARY ONE OF THE SINGERS. WHEN WE GOT UP TO THE TABLE DAVE THE GUITAR PLAYER WAS LIKE ' HELLO SWEETIE, HOW ARE YOU? AND TYCEE IS LIKE FINE. THEN WE GET TO HILLARY AND I SAY HILLARY TYCEE IS YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN! SHE JUST LOVES YOU WITH HER WHOLE HEART! AND HILLARY HADN'T SAW TYCEE AT THIS POINT WHILE I WAS TALKIN TO HER AND HILLARY LOOKED DOWN AT TYCEE AND WAS ALL" OH MY! YOU ARE JUST THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY WHOLE LIFE!" YOU ARE SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL! WHAT IS YOUR NAME? AND TYCEE GOES, " TYCEE" AND HILLARY IS ALL I LOVE YOUR NAME! YOU ARE JUST SO BEAUTIFUL! AND THEN WHAT WAS REALLY COOL IS CHARLES KELLEY THE OTHER SINGER IN THE GROUP REACHES CLEAR ACROSS THE TABLE TO SHAKE TYCEE'S HAND AND IS ALL " YES I DO BELIEVE YOU ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN! DID YOU ENJOY THE SHOW!? AND TYCEE IS LIKE " OH YES" IT WAS JUST SO NEAT TO BE ABLE TO TAKE TYCEE TO SEE HER FAVORITE BAND! WHILE WE WERE STANDING IN LINE THE GIRL BEHIND US KEPT SAYING HOW CUTE TYCEE WAS BECAUSE SHE WAS SO EXCITED TO MEET LADY ANTEBELLUM. AND SEEING TYCEE'S REACTION WHEN DAVE, HILLARY, AND CHARLES WERE TALKING TO HER WAS PRICELESS! I STARTED TO CRY, BECAUSE IT REMINDED ME WHEN MY DAD TOOK ME TO SEE TANYA TUCKER IN CONCERT AT THE STATE FAIR WHEN I WAS TYCEE'S AGE. I REMEBER THINKING THAT WAS THE COOLEST THING EVER. AND TO BE THERE AND ACTUALLY SEE FIRST HAND HOW TYCEE REACTED WAS SO COOL!!!!!! ! SHE WAS IN AWE OF MEETING HILLARY SCOTT! I HAVE TO SAY I MET LADY ANTEBELLUM 3 TIMES LAST SUMMER AND THEY ARE THE NICEST MOST DOWN TO EARTH PEOPLE I'VE EVER MET! THAT HAVE BEEN FAMOUS ANYWAYS! IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT JUST BEING ABLE TO HAVE TYCEE MEET THEM! SOOOO COOL! KENNY CHESNEY WAS GOOD AS ALWAYS. BUT THE HIGHLIGHT WAS TYCEE GETTING TO MEET HER IDOL! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!

the KING OF COUNTRY MUSIC

2009-07-17T08:33:00.000-06:00

Oh man... Today I have been waiting for, all summer long! And since about February! I am so excited and so grateful I get to see George strait AGAIN! And in this great state of UTAH! I first saw george strait at the MGM grand about 4 years ago. Troye and I met in las Vegas and such the best time EVER. I remember it like it was yesterday. Taylor swift opened for him, and this was when she was first starting out and was good. Now I can't stand her! But man I just have always loved George and will for the rest of my life. I'm sad because Troye isn't going with me today, but don't worry sis, I'll take tons of pics for ya! But soon to come pics of this AMAZING concert!!!!!

PAIGE MARINA

2009-07-14T12:37:00.002-06:00

THIS LITTLE CUTIE, I FELL IN LOVE WITH WHEN SHE BECAME A PART OF OUR FAMILY ABOUT 5? YEARS AGO. SHE IS THE BEST BIG SISTER TO TYCEE AND TRIPP, AND IS ALWAYS LOOKING OUT FOR THOSE 2! SHE IS REALLY JUST A CHILL RELAXED GO WITH THE FLOW KIND OF KID! I HAD WALKED INTO MY MOM'S HOUSE THE OTHER DAY AND TYCEE AND PAIGE WERE PLAYING, THE SECOND THEY SEE ME, PAIGE IS LIKE TAN WHY HAVEN'T YOU EVER BLOGGED ABOUT ME? TYCEE SAYS THE SAME THING! I'M ALL WHOA THERE TY I HAVE BLOGGED PLENTY ABOUT YOU!ITS ALMOST LIKE YOUR MY KID! I TOLD PAIGE I WAS SORRY THAT I HAVE NEVER BLOGGED ABOUT HER. I DON'T KNOW WHY I HAVE NEVER, BUT TODAY IS THE DAY!!! SHE IS SUCH A DELIGHT TO HAVE AROUND! I JUST LOVE HER TO PIECES! I ALSO HAD THE BEST TIME EVER IN MOAB WITH HER. SHE RODE IN THE FRONT SEAT OF MY CAR THE WHOLE WAY DOWN TO MOAB, AND WE WERE JUST SINGING AT THE TOP OF OUR LUNGS.. (I SHOULD SAY I WAS) PAIGE SORT OF LOOKED AT ME LIKE I WAS REALLY MOST DEF HER CRAZY AUNT! BUT THAT'S OK! WE HAD FUN. SHE IS JUST SUCH A SWEET HEART. SO I THOUGHT I'D POST REALLY QUICK ABOUT HER!

REAL QUICK*

2009-07-05T21:01:00.000-06:00

I just wanted to say how I am so blessed to have the most best friends a girl could ever have! Necia, aubree, kirstyn, and karissa! You guys are the best! I was watching a show to night called army wives I just love this show! And the girls reminded me of all of us. You girls have been there for me no matter what and I am so grateful to you all! Kirst and Necia I've been friends with you coming on 10 years, I can't imagine my life with out you two. Through your guys marriages kids having families, we stay in touch no matter what and I just love you guys with my whole heart to pieces! I thank all 4 of you for being my friends through the good and the bad times! I just felt the need to share with everyone how amazing these 4 people are to me!

DELICATE ARCH

2009-06-25T18:24:00.000-06:00

We all went and hiked to delicate arch on monday, our last day in moab. it was such a blast! I had no idea Aage had never EVER hiked up to the arch! so it was really neat to be able to be there for his first time! also christie and julie have been calling each other every morning for the past 2 months and have been going to the gym! Christie had made it a goal that when we all hiked up there she was going to hike ALL THE WAY to the arch. I am so proud of her for setting such a goal, and for going to the gym everyday ! when i won't get up my lazy ass in the morning and go myself! this was a very cool expierence! not only was it aage's first time being up there, christie had this goal, and Arian was with me! she had never been either. The funny thing is, Aage kept up with all the kids the WHOLE time and got to the arch 30 mins before the rest of us! i was a little worried he'd have a heart attack, but he didn't and he did a great job! I can't say this enough i AM SO PROUD OF YOU CHRISTIE! WAY TO GO SISTAH! ok here are some pics of all of us at the arch! enjoy! (all of these are from my phone, remember i thought my camera was broke)

hells revenge

2009-06-24T18:41:00.001-06:00

MY WHOLE FAMILY WENT TO MOAB THIS PAST WEEKEND. JUST FOR A LITTLE REUNION, TO GET EVERYONE TOGETHER SINCE WE HAVEN'T BEEN TOGETHER SINCE CHRISTMAS. OH MY HELL.... CAN I SAY THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN! I NEVER THOUGHT IN A MILLION YEARS COULD WE ALL HAVE AS GREAT OF FUN AS WE DID AT CHRISTMAS SNOWMOBILING! BUT BOY WAS I WRONG!!!! MY SISTER JULIE HAD BEEN PLANNING THIS SINCE MARCH, GOT EVERYONE TO MEET UP FACEBOOKED US ALL ABOUT ONCE A WEEK TO LET US KNOW WHAT WE WE WERE DOING, GAVE US ALL FOOD ASSIGNMENTS FOR DIFFERENT DAYS, AND GAVE US A LIST OF ACTIVITIES WE WERE TO BE DOING WHILE IN MOAB. WELL THE FIRST NIGHT WE GOT TO MOAB, WENT TO DINNER AT PASTA JAY'S. WHICH WAS SO YUMMY! AAGE PAID FOR THAT. HE IS SO DEAR TO MY HEART! THEN WE ALL JUST WENT TO THE CAMPGROUND AND HUNG OUT TALKED TILL ALL HOURS AT NIGHT. WOKE UP SATURDAY MORNING WENT TO BREAKFAST AT THE MOAB DINER.. YUM* AND BRIAN MY BROTHER TOOK US ALL ROCK CRAWLING. WELL I HAD NO IDEA WHAT THIS WAS. I HAD HEARD ABOUT IT FROM HIM BUT NEVER REALLY PAID THAT MUCH ATTENTION I GUESS. BUT WE GET TO THE OPENING OF THE TRAIL, AND EVERYONE SAYS OK TANNI, YOU AND JULIE NEED TO TAKE YOUR CARS, THERE ISN'T ENOUGH ROOM FOR EVERYONE TO RIDE IN BRIANS, SO I'M OK WITH THAT I HAVE 4 WHEEL DRIVE. I'M THINK THIS IS GOING TO BE LIKE GOING OVER WEST MOUNTAIN WITH MY POPS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER.. OH MAN.. I WAS SO WRONG! WE HAVE TO DRIVE ON THIS "FIN" IS WHAT THEY CALL IT, ITS BASICALLY THIS NARROW ROAD THAT IS BUMPY AND SCARY AS ALL HELL! SO I PRETTY MUCH SHIT MY PANTS AND SAY THERE IS NO WAY I CAN DRIVE UP THAT! SO I ASKED BECCA MY SISTER IN LAW IF SHE WOULD DRIVE BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN DOING THIS FOR 10 YEARS! AND KNOWS WHAT SHE IS DOING! WELL SHE GETS UP THERE, I'M RIDING WITH BRIAN IN HIS BAD ASS ROCK CRAWLER. JULES AND JAY ARE IN THEIR SUPER NICE TOYOTA TACOMA AND WE GET UP THE FIN, AND THERE IS THIS SUPER BIG HUGE HILL WE HAVE TO GO UP! I'M FREAKING OUT, JULIE IS, AND JAY IS AS WELL! THIS HILL IS MORE LIKE A MOUNTAIN. WELL I MAKE IT UP WITH BRIAN, BECCA FOLLOWS US, AAGE IS ON THE FOUR WHEELER, PORTER MY 10 YEAR OLD NEPHEW IS ON HIS MOTORCYLE, AND JULES IN THE TRUCK WITH JAY, AND THE BOYS JAYDEN AND JARON, ALONG WITH Y 17 YEAR OLD NIECE MAREN. THEY MAKE IT UP THE MOUNTAIN JUST FINE! JAY IS SHITTING HER PANTS IN THE MEAN WHILE. SHE ISN'T QUITE USED TO MY FAMILY YET. AND THE CRAZY STUFF WE DO ON FAMILY VACATIONS! BUT SHE WAS A GOOD SPORT ABOUT TAKIN HER NICE TRUCK UP THERE, BY THEN END OF THE 6 MILE CLIMB WE COME TO THIS REALLY ROCKY ROAD, MY CAR COULDN' TMAKE IT SO BRIAN AND JOSH HAD TO BASICALLY BUILD A ROAD OUT OF ROCKS TO GET MY RODEO UP THE HILL. BY THE TIME THAT WAS DONE I WAS HAVING A PANIC ATTACK, FROM ALL THE BOTTOMING OUT AND ALL THE NOISE FROM THE ROCKS BREAKING UNDERNEATH US, THAT I JUMP OUT OF MY CAR YELL AT JAY, AND SAY" HEY JAY! DO YOU HAVE THAT RUM IN THE BACK OF YOUR TRUCK"?!!! AND SHE'S ALL "YES MAAM I DO!" I TELL JAY I HAVE GOT TO HAVE A SHOT! I'VE HAD IT! I THINK MY CAR IS RUINED! THIS IS MY ONLY LIVLY HOOD, THIS IS MY CAR, I DON'T USE IT TO BEAT AROUND AND THROW TO SHIT, THIS IS MY CAR! MY ONE AND ONLY CAR! SO I TAKE 2 SHOTS OF RUM, JAY ALSO DOES BECAUSE SHE FEELS THE SAME, AND MAN I SWEAR I COULD'VE DRANK THAT WHOLE BOTTLE OF CAPTAIN MORGAN! I WAS SO STRESSED OUT ABOUT MY CAR!!!! BUT ALL IN ALL WE HAD A GREAT TIME! STRESSFUL AT TIMES, BUT SO MUCH FUN!!!!! BRIAN IS AMAZING FOR HELPING US ALL THROUGH THAT TRECHEROUS CLIMB, AND BECCA YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY HERO FOR GETTING TRIPP, TYCEE AND PAIGE, AND ARIAN DOWN THAT MOUNTAIN SAFE! YOU KICK SOME MAJOR BUTT! JULIE YOU WERE AMAZING TOO! DRIVING THAT TRUCK, AND HAVING TO DEAL WITH THE BUMPER BEING ALL SCRATCHED UP, AND JAY.... EVEN THOUGH JAY WAS A BIT STRESSED, I REALLY THINK SHE ENJOYED IT A LOT! =) BY THE END OF THE 6 MILE TRECK, WE HAD BEEN ON THE MOUNTAIN FOR 10 HOURS! AND THE END I ASKED TRIPP, IF HE WAS DONE? AND HE SAID "NO TANNI!" AGAIN! I WAS LIKE TRIPP, I AM DONE! TAN IS DONE AND I NEED LIKE 30 ADULT BEVERAGES! AND HE JUST KEPT SAYING NO TANNI! HE JUST LOVED IT AND WOULD SIT THERE AND SAY" AHHA! TRYING TO SAY "YEEHAW"! WE ALL HAD AN AMAZING TIME! I WOULD HAVE TAKEN MORE PICS OF OUR TRIP, BUT I'M APPARENTLY A DUMB ASS AND THOUGHT MY CAMERA WAS BROKE, WELL IT WASN'T I HAD PUT THE BATTERIES IN MY CAMERA THE WRONG WAY! WAY TO GO RIGHTY! JEEZ. BUT IT WAS SUCH A BLAST I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL FAMILY! I COULDN'T HAVE ASKED FOR BETTER SIBLINGS MYSELF! SO HERE ARE SOME PICS OF THE"HELLS REVENGE" TRECK WE WENT ON. ENJOY! I'LL POST SOME MORE OF WHEN WE HIKED UP TO DELICATE ARCH! THIS TRIP WAS AMAZING! FOR YOU THAT COULDN'T MAKE, LIKE I SAID YOU MISSED OUT! THIS WAS SUCH A BLAST AND NOW I THINK I HAVE FOUND A NEW HOBBY! LOL.... BETTER QUIT BEING A CHICKEN SHIT..... MAYBE......LOL

pippi's pasta pavillion

2009-06-17T19:58:00.000-06:00

so today while i was at work i got a phone call from arian. she wanted to know if i could come up to grandpa kerby's for dinner and a sleep over tonight. I said yes but i still have to work in the morning but that's fine. so i leave work early so i can head up there and hit traffic, on the way up and i call arian and tell her i'm going to be alittle bit late. She says that is fine just call me when you get here. don't come in the house. so i do as i'm told. I call her the second i get to grandpa's house and she says ok hold on peggy is going to come answer the door. So i'm waiting and my dad comes walking around the corner of the house. And he tells me that he has had to wait outside until i arrived at the house. which i'm sure was a long time! but anyhow peggy opens the door and arian is waiting for us with MENUS to PIPPI'S PASTA PALVILLION"

HERE IS A SIGN WITH THE SPEACIALS. TODAY'S SPEACIAL'S WERE SPAGHETTI WITH MEAT SAUCE, CAESER SALAD, GARLIC BREAD, AND CHOCOLATE MOUSSE WITH SPRINKLES. HERE IS A PIC OF ALL THE YUMMY FOOD THAT CHEF PIPPI AND HER ASSISTANT PIGGELETTO MADE FOR US. THIS WAS THE BEST DINNER I HAVE EVER HAD! WAY BETTER THEN THE OLD SPAGHETTI FACTORY AND THE CHOCOLATE MOUSSE WAS 100 TIMES BETTER THEN BRICK OVEN! THE CAESER SALAD WAS JUST A MOUTHFUL OF DELICIOUSNESS! CHEF PIPPI AND HER ASSISTANT PIGGELETTO DID SUCH AN AMAZING JOB! WE EVEN HAD A CHOICE FOR "DRINKS SPARKIING WINE" OR CRANBERRY JUICE. SO YUMMY I RECOMMEND THIS WONDERFUL RESTAURANT TO ALL OF YOU! VERY DELICIOUS.

my crazy week

2009-06-13T14:47:00.000-06:00

Ok..well it first started off with this guy I recently became friends with. He called me after not speaking to him for about 2 weeks and just basically wanted to say hi. Well after he did that I spoke to my friend and she told me all of this stuff that happened one friday night. I was like what!? Are you kidding me! Well supposedly my guy friend had been over to her house with this chic we went to highschool with. Well she is married and her hubby had been out of town for the week and she and my guy friend had been hanging out the whole week.... That's not too bad. But my friend told me when he and this chic showed up to her house they looked like they did something they shouldn't. So I'm all what a piece of shit! Are you kidding me? Why the hell would he do that if his wife cheated on him? Well I asked him and he denied it of course, so that night I went to the bar with my friends and this guy I had been playin pool with asked me awhile later and said tania are you doing better? Because no one should ever have a hold of anyone like they do of you. Right when he said that I seriously had an "ah ha" moment sort of! I was all your so right! I don't even know you and these 3 dumb ass people have caused so much drama in my life that I was so upset at the bar everyone could tell and I shouldn't have gone. So I want to say thank you to guy at the bar that said that to me! The next day my mom had surgery. She was going to have her stomach removed, but ended up only having to have the opening to her stomach widened. Which is a less invasive surgery then the other they were going to do. I have been so worried about her for 6 weeks and I am so grateful that she is ok, and that the surgery went well. She is still in the hospital until Monday. But she is doing well. I just love her to pieces! And on another note, Troye and arian are here! They have been here for about 2 weeks now. I just adore those 2 and love them to pieces! Arian is now 5'4 she is 4 inches taller then me! And she's 12! And just the most beautiful 12 year old I've ever met! Just wanted to catch ya'll up on my crazy week!

wow

2009-05-26T18:11:00.000-06:00

So I'm going to share with you all about my friend. I've known this person for just a little bit. Well in the short time I've gotten to know this person, I've come to adore, appreciate everything this person has to offer. Now this person is going through some shitty stuff right now and I feel bad! But some events have happened in recent weeks to lead me to believe that this person is having a nervous breakdown. Probably a lot worse then I think. All I can say is keep your chin up, know that so many people care about you and are behind you 100%!!!!!! No matter what! I've known you just a short time and I know the person you are, and the person you want to be. You inspire me in so many ways I can't even say! So as you said to me, no matter what happens we'll always be friends. Don't ever forget that! I make friends that last a lifetime, so your stuck with me no matter what!

STAIND CONCERT

2009-05-17T17:54:00.000-06:00

I WENT TO SEE STAIND IN WENDOVER, THIS PAST SATURDAY. CAN I SAY IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!! I LIKED THEM BEFORE. BUT MAN, ONCE YOU SEE SOMEONE LIVE, IT CHANGES EVERYTHING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THEM BEFORE! THEY WERE AMAZING! I WENT WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS NECIA. WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE HIGHSCHOOL! AND SHE JUST IS SO MUCH FUN TO HANG OUT WITH! WE GOT TO THE CONCERT HALL ABOUT AN HOUR EARLY AND WAS JUST HANGING OUT, DECIDED TO GO IN AND GET A BEER, AND ARE SITTIN IN OUR SEATS, OH MY HECK AND THERE ARE THESE 2 GUYS SITTIN IN THE SAME ROW AS US JUST LIKE 10 SEATS AWAY, AND ONE OF THEM SAYS HI, TO US, SO I GO "HEY! AND THROW UP A PEACE SIGN, i GUESS THEY THOUGHT THAT MEANT TO COME AND TALK TO US... WELL I WAS GETTING ANNOYED WITH THEM AND WENT TO GET ANOTHER BEER, WELL NECIA HAD TO SMOKE, SO WE GO OUTSIDE, AND THIS OLDER GUY WALKS UP TO US AND ASKS US IF WE HAPPEN TO HAVE ANOTHER TICKET? AND I SAY NO, BUT MY BROTHER IN LAW WAS SUPPOSED TO COME OUT HERE, BUT HE ISN'T NOW, SO MAYBE I CAN GET HIM TO SELL HIS TICKET. WELL NO SUCH LUCK! WELL THE GUY IS REALLY APPREACIATIVE OF ME TRYING TO FIND HIM A TICKET, AND CONTINUES TO TALK TO US, WELL WE GO BACK IN AND ENJOY THE SHOW, AND WE ARE WAITING TO BUY A T SHIRT, AND THE SAME OLDER GUY WAS BEHIND US! HE'S ALL I GOT TO SEE THE SHOW! FOR 50 BUCKS! AND WE SAY THAT IS SO AWESOME! WE ARE GLAD YOU GOT TO SEE THE SHOW! WELL HE ASKS US WHAT WE ARE DOING, AND I SAY, WE ARE GOING TO EAT SOMETHING, THEN GO BACK TO THE PEPPERMILL, AND HE SAID OK WELL LETS GO TO THE PEPPERMILL AND I WILL BUY YOU LADIES BOTH A BEER, FOR TRYING TO GET ME A TICKET! SO I'M OF COURSE DOWN WITH THIS, I REALLY WISH I COULD REMEMBER THIS GUYS NAME, BECAUSE HE LOOKED JUST LIKE MY HUSBAND GARY ALLAN, OOOH HE WAS SO CUTE! FOR BEING AN OLDER GUY! I THINK HE REALLY LIKED ME, BUT HE WAS WAY TOO OLD FOR ME! LOL I WANTED TO GET HIS NUMBER SO I COULD HOOK MY FRIENDS MOM UP WITH HIM, BECAUSE YOU KNOW HOW YOU CAN JUST TELL WHEN SOMEONE IS A GOOD PERSON? WELL THIS GUY WAS! THERE WAS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT HIM, THAT I WAS LIKE WOW... WHAT A GREAT GUY! AND THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE IN WENDOVER, WE WOULD SEE HIM EVERYWHERE! IT WAS SO FUNNY! WHEN WE GOT READY TO LEAVE WE WENT AND GOT GAS, AND OF COURSE OUR DUDE WAS AT THE GAS STATION! THEN WE WENT TO SMITHS, AND SOMEHOW HE WAS THERE TOO! AS WE'RE WALKIN OUT OF SMITHS, HE PULLS UP ON HIS HARELY, AND IS LIKE HEY! I SAID HI! HOWS IT GOING? AND HE SAID GOOD, JUST ON MY WAY BACK TO ELKO! SO I SAID WE'RE ON OUR WAY HOME TOO! DRIVE SAFE! MAN I WISH I WOULD'VE GOTTEN HIS NUMBER FOR MY FRIENDS MOM!!!!!!! OH WELL... THE CONCERT WAS A LOT OF FUN. HERE ARE SOME PICS,! ENJOY!

GRATEFUL

2009-05-15T22:17:00.000-06:00

I got the saddest phone call from my best friend tonight. She was just sobbing, and sobbing because she is depressed. I had no idea. I'm so glad that she called me and told me. She just broke up with her boyfriend. Had to tell her other best friend they can't be friends anymore, and was just having such a terrible day! Then she goes on to tell me she's all alone, because she has no one, her best friend is in Provo, and she does everything for everyone and everyone just screws her over in the end. I told her ya know, that's how it is with me. No matter who you date, who your friends with someone will screw you over because we being the amazing people we are tend to care more then we should about people and always end up getting hurt. Its shitty but really what can you do? Its not in our personalities to screw people over, lie cheat and do whatever to be a horrible person. Its just not us. I said friend, don't let these people bring you down! Its their loss they screw you over and aren't in their lives anymore. Its part of being a genuinely nice caring person. Some people take advantage and some appreciate it. Just know that I miss you and you are my dearest friend, and I'm so lucky that I got over "hating" you years ago! And soon we'll go dancing or just chill!

1 YEAR*

2009-05-05T20:53:00.002-06:00

And have I really done anything with my blog except bitch about lame guys that I seem to attract? Not really!!???? Well this next year I hope to find happiness with an amazing guy that hopefully I will meet....... Actually scratch the hopefully! I WILL find much happiness with an amazing guy... This year. I'm thinking positive this year, more so then last year. And so far it has brought good things! I have a couple of fun exciting things planned for the summer! 1 takes place in June, white water rafting in MOAB with the family! I mean the GIESSING/KERBY clan. 2 of the best concerts ever! Kenny chesney on july 23rd, and the one and only my love GEORGE STRAIT! I'm taking tycee to see kenny chesney. She will just love it I know! And just possibly a few trips to st. George.... Perhaps? So yes I'm excited for this summer! And the next year of blogging! Not as much bitching I promise! Lol!

T

2009-05-05T20:53:00.001-06:00

T

2009-05-05T20:53:00.000-06:00

ANNOYED*

2009-05-04T22:41:00.000-06:00

So I'm watching this show called "INTERVENTION" and usually I love this show. But tonight it sets me on fire. A girl named Brittany is addicted to this prescription drug that's similar to herion, I forget the name. BUT apparently she's been addicted to it since she was a teenager, and that is really sad, but it really sets me of fire because her mother had a daughter and when she was 5 got kidnapped and murdered. SAD I know. Well the mom gets prego with Brittany and I guess puts all this pressur on Brittany to be like the daughter that got kidnapped. Well apparently the mom will take Brittany to the drug dealers house and even pay for the drugs her daughter is taking! I could NOT believe that when I heard that! What kind of dumb ass parent are you to enable your Childs drug habit by taking them personally, to buy the drugs!!!???? I just about shit my pants. Also her boyfriend of 5 years does drugs with her, and enables her as well! WTF!!!!!! Its so sad to me that this has happened to this poor girl, and I don't even know who the hell she is. I was just on fire while watching this! So I thought I'd share. Why would any parent enable their kids to do drugs!!?? I realize the loss of the moms other daughter was hard, and she's trying to make up for it. But my hell. Its just sad. Really sad.

terrible SAD day!!!!

2009-04-29T18:38:00.000-06:00

So today was a pretty good day. I went to lunch with my step sister and niece Maren to osaka and enjoyed some YUMMY sushi! It was a lot of fun getting together with those 2! Well I get back to work, and my assistant manager Christina tells me she needs to talk to me. So we go in the backroom and I say ok what's up? And she's all let's go outside. So I say ok.... She then tells me she is giving me her 2 weeks because her boyfriend is in Alaska, working and she wants to be there with him. I sort of freak out, one because she has been my friend for 5 years. And for 2 I think its so ridiculous she is packing up and moving out there. For 1 her boyfriend sits there and tells her he doesn't want to marry her, because he is hung up on some girl in Canada.... Well to me that would be a clue to get out of this relationship... Well she thinks it feels so "right" and I'm sure it does. I told her she really needed to fast and pray about this maybe even get a blessing because this is a huge deal! I did apologize to her for freakin out and I do only have her best interest at heart. I hope it works out for her in the long run. I really do. Me being me, I just wouldn't run off to Alaska with some guy that won't even marry me!(if I wanted to get married that is) Christina is such an amazing person I just hate to see her get screwed over by another douche bag! But yeah so just a sad day that she is leaving our job and me behind! Now who am I gonna go dancing with!!!???? Lol just teasing!

2009-04-19T18:42:00.000-06:00

this pic reminds of springtime and i am so happy that is has finally arrived! life is GREAT right now! just thought you all should know!!!!!!!

non- existence love life.

2009-04-08T21:14:00.000-06:00

Ok ok ok ok I know I have posted a lot about the losers I have dated. Well it gets worse. This boy I have just adored for more them 5 years of course turned out to be the douche bag of all douche bags! Seriously!!!! With all the moving I have done, from utah to Oklahoma, back to utah to northern utah back down to central utah I guess would be where I'm at now. We have stayed in touch thanks to my EX brother in law dave. He and this boy are quite good friends. And everytime they'd want to hang out I'd drive 2 hours to hang out with this boy because I was so in to this boy. I'd go shooting, bowling whatever just to hang out with him. Well in the past 6 maybe 10 months he has ditched me about 5 times. I always have him the excuse, " oh he has his horses to tend to, or his work is so busy and blah, blah, blah" well I called him up about 2 weeks ago, and said hey what are you doing this weekend? And he's all nothing except I gotta shoe my horses Saturday morning and finish up putting these cabinets in this house, so I said ok, well do you want to come out with my friends and I Saturday night? And this boy is all sure! I will "try" and make it if I can't I will call you and let you know. Well come Saturday a little birdie by the name of dave tells me this boy is in cedar city with another girl! I literally fly off tha handle text him and say what the hell man? You couldn't even text or call me and say you have other plans or something came up? You are such a piece of shit, and for me to stand there and let you do this to me 5 freakin times in a row? What the hell man? All I ever wanted was honesty, that's all I ever want in anyone whether they are just a friend or not. I atleast deserve that. Oh man, did I lay into him so bad, he finally told me I needed to "get over myself" and he was already hanging out with the "hottest" girl in utah"..which I called him out on that and said bull shit, I bet your just hanging out with your ugly neighbor girl, and you can kiss my ass goodbye. I have nothing to get over, and for you to treat someone that badly. Buddy you need to get over your hick piece of shit self. Now I know that may have been a little extreme but my hell seriously you should've told me you had plans when I called you plenty of time in advance to hang out. I mean come on people I am 26 years old. I'm sick of this bull shit, lying and drama! That goes with dating. Its ridiculous, how many posts have I posted about douche bags lying to me!!!! I have honestly had enough. If your gonna lie to me about you being married having a girlfriend, or having other plans when I make plans with you, BOY you best keep on walking, because this girl is done, and as kellie pickler would say" I'll be there in the back of your mind from the day we met, to when you were making me cry, and its just to bad you've already had the best days the best days of your life!!!!!!!!o

doofus!

2009-03-12T21:24:00.000-06:00

I have no idea if I spelled that word right but... Oh well. So the story today, is I went to target with Tycee yesterday to buy a lamp and some garbages and cleaning supplies for my new apartment. Well the night before I'm putting my clothes away and realize at 11 at night I don't have a shower curtain! So I'm very annoyed go to bed, and work the next day run over to my mom's house for a second and Tycee was over there. So I ask her to go to target with me and she goes, "tan I just got back from there with grandma! And I was like I'll be really quick! I just gotta but a lamp and a few things. So she went with me. And we come back to my moms and I say well I'm going home I can't wait to put my shower curtain up! So Tycee says" fine tan, go have fun putting your shower curtain up! Ya doofus! I just laughed at her! And then thought....oh no! I've ACtually turned into my mom and my sisters being excited to hang up a shower curtain, or go clean!!!!!!!!! What has this world come too!!!!!!!! Ha ha ha just kidding. I just laughed at Tycee. She always says the funniest things and puts a smile on my face.

i'm leaving on a jet plane*

2009-02-26T20:58:00.000-07:00

THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO FOR THE NEXT WEEK COME SATURDAY!!!!!! I CAN'T EVEN WAIT! I'M GOING TO CANCUN WITH MY MOM AND AAGE, TIA AND TERRY, AND TRIPP, AND TERRY'S PARENTS WENDALL AND KAREN. IT SHOULD BE SO MUCH FUN! I AM JUST LOOKING FORWARD TO SITTING ON THE BEACH AND LEAVING ALL MY PROBLEMS, CRAZY LIFE AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT AT HOME, AND CHILLING AT THE BEACH FOR A WEEK! I WILL MOST DEF TAKE TONS OF PICS SO YOU ALL CAN SEE WHAT FUN WE'RE HAVING... HOPEFULLY IT DOESN'T SNOW WHILE WE ARE GONE, SO YOU ALL CAN ENJOY SOME KINDA SPRING WEATHER! SO FOR THE NEXT WEEK PEACE OUT! HA HA HA!

2 of my favorite people!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-11T21:39:00.001-07:00

i thought this was so cute! i took this pic tonight of tripp and tycee eating popcorn and watching a movie! man i just love these2 little kids so much!!!!!!! and Tripp! he's so funny now! He repeats every word and action you do! i walked down to tia's tonight to get tripp so i could babysit him and tycee while she went to a baby shower. well i'm giving tripp a piggy back ride back to my mom's and i'm talking to him asking him to say" tanni, and mama, tycee, and papa" and he says all of those words clear as can be! i love having him say my name, because he actually says tanni, and not "nanni" tycee and tripp just crack me up so i thought i'd share this cute pic of them!

* this may be uncalled for... but who cares.

2009-02-08T00:44:00.000-07:00

Ok so long story short. One of my friends is trying to hook up with my married friends... Not cool right? Well my married friends ask me to speak to..let's call him DB....cuz he's a douche. Anyways they ask me to speak with DB and say please just knock it off. Its not cool its one reason to try and hook up with someone that's single and quite another when they are married. I was nice, very professional. About the whole thing cuz DB is supposed to be my friend. Well the shit hits the fan and db thinks I "created" all this dramb just because. I didn't I hate drama. More then anything. I do not create it for any reason. This said, he blames me and doesn't own up to him being a complete douche bag, we end up fighting me saying stuff like I'm only friends with him cuz he pays for everything when we go out, and that's all he's good for. He ends up calling me some really nasty names. We are no longer friends as of about 1130 this morning. I don't understand how he can blame this on me since I was bringing it to his attention, and I told him flat out I think he's awesome this no way effects our friendship, I still want to chill, and whatever. If he would own up and not blame me for his stupid mistakes everything would be fine. The whole situation sucks because we ended on very very bad terms. Like we no longer have each othes phone #'s he deleted and blocked me off of myspace and facebook I took him off of all my messenger services. We are no longer friends. And its shitty cuz he was pretty awesome. But the names he called me and the words he yelled at me hurt the worst because I've never been called them before. I'm just like how can a friend turn around and call me a cunt, a 2 faced bitch, and a liar, when he was the DB that was trying to get with my married friends! Now maybe I should've stayed out of it, but my other friend came to me and asked me to talk to db. How is that fair that he's treating me like this and yeah I said hateful stuff. But not that hateful. And its just a shitty situation. He's a complete ass, I know and can I guess peace out and "take it easy" in his words cuz he's a douche. But this has had me upset all day. I was only looking out for him. And obviously he doesn't care. That's all I can come up with. Anyone that knows me knows I'm so kind and generous, but at the sametime don't mess with me! I really had to just vent about this douche bag who is no longer apart of my life.............

SAD DAY

2009-02-02T19:32:00.000-07:00

Pk so I'm sure I've all told you, that I'm moving to a town closer to my family and I'm happy to do that. I have a need to be close to the ones I love, its hard to explain. But its as if its a drug for me. Because I care so deeply for everyone in my family, but at the sametime I'm so so so so so so sad to leave the life I have up here in O town. All my single friends. My bff Karissa. It just makes me so sad. And I'm not sure how I'll deal with it. I'm sure most of you think, my god tania they are just friends.... But that's not it. When I make friends with someone I'm friends with them for life. Its feels like a little bit of my heart is breaking. Even though I know with out a doubt this is the right thing for me to do. It just saddens me a little bit. I guess more then a little bit since I'm posting about this. But I'm pretty positive that GOOD THINGS are instore for me and this wonderful move. I will get to see 3 of my favorite nieces and nephew on a daily basisis. Which now its like and every other weekend if that. And I can help my mom and dad out. And that's what's important right? Yes! Of course. See my pops is having surgery tomorrow to have a stint put in his heart. Which stresses me out like no other. And I know he'll be fine. But hello* he is my dad. The best dad I could ever ask for, and it makes me sad he isn't feeling that great. So I know this move is good so I can help him out when he needs it, which seems lately more often. Man. Seeing your parents get old really sucks. More when your single and you seem to think...crap...I better marry the first douche bag I see... Ha ha just teasing. Jus so I'm not alone. But pretty much this is a pity on tania post, and please bless my pops in your prayers tonight. Dad if you read this I love you and am so grateful you are apart of my life every single day I thank god for you and mom! I love you! And will talk to you after your surgery!

HOT MAINTENANCE GUY

2009-01-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday at my work us girls were finishing up the shipment. Well last week my DM called and said the guys that change all our lights are in town so look out for them and make sure they do their job. Well yesterday I get back from lunch and start working on the shipment, and we all decide to take a 5 min break, we go to the back and then somone comes in my store. We all yell " HELLO" and they are like hi! We're here to check your lights and clean the vents. So I didn't see these guys cuz I'm so short the shelves in my store block my view until I walk to the front of the store. ANYWAYS. I get up to the front of the store and look at these guys and I'm All oh my! The one with the the sunglasses looks so HOT! So I introduce myself by saying "hello I'm the store manager tania. Let me know if ya'll need anything? And the girls and I continue to work and the guys are talkin to us saying they went snow boarding yesterday and could barely drive up to powder mountain because they don't have 4 wheel drive. And that they were driving 5 mph. He said they had a lot of fun. And I was all yeah snow boarding is a lot of fun. But next time your in town you should go snowmobiling. Now that's a hell of a good time! Ha ha. So their just talking and bull shittin with us and I had to run to the back room. Well I come back up and they are getting ready to leave. Like getting in their car to leave! So I wave bye to them, and hurry and call my good friend chelsi' and tell her when they get to her store to ask the hot one for his number! Well by the time the hot boys get to her store im off work and I forget I asked her to get the one guys number. So I'm getting ready to go see my friend that just had a baby. And chelsi texts me and is like his name is Phillip and here is his #! So I got it and was like shut the shit up you really got it! That's awesome! How did you get it? And she's all one of my girls did it. They we're just asking about him and said the girls at the previous store need his number. And he's all well why? Is there something wrong? And the other girl at chelsi's store is like no actually the manager thinks your so hot! That's why she wants your number! Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!! When I heard that I was like oh man ....you guys are awesome! Thank you so much when I come up next week for inventory I'm bringing ya'll a surprise for doing that for me! I did Text Phillip, last night and he never replied..... Hopefully he will someday soon when he's not busy driving all over the united states changing light bulbs and doing maintenance for my work! Ha ha ha so that was the highlight for my week! I should've took a pic of him! But I didn't I'll just have to remember his good looks in my head! LOL!!!!!! I'd most def move to Florida for him! Ha ha ha just kidding. I told my friends we might be taking a road trip to Florida to track this Phillip guy down! Wish me luck!

* good things are instore*

2009-01-20T21:44:00.000-07:00

Its almost 10 at night and I had to tivo the inauguration of Pres. Obama. It touched my heart I must say. I believe that with Pres. Obama the 44th Pres of the united states, good things will come. And its a chance for everyone to come together as one. I was reading a blog about someone who was at the inauguration, she flew in to D.C. Friday, road the train to union station, and it was so crowded with people that going up the escalator there was hundreds of people at the top. When your on An escalator, you can't just stop. She thought people would start to trample over people. But in the next moment everyone came together linked arms and helped each other out. Adults were looking out for children,so they didn't get trampled. military personal were directing traffic so people could get there safely. I think having Obama as our next Pres brings a new light to the world, to America. Atleast in my life he brings a sense of stability. I spoke to a friend of mine earlier today, and she felt the whole thing was a little racist. I myself do not think that. Its such a historic amazing event. Who ever thought we'd have a black president? I certainly did not. I was one of those people thinking we are not ready for a black president. But what changed my mind I was talking to tycee wondering what she thought about this whole thing. And she said its crazy, people shouldn't care what the president looks like or what color his skin is. I told her that is so true! And that maybe this will be the end of racisim. She of course didn't know what racisim was. So I explained to her its making fun or hating someone because they are different. And she replied well tan, everyone should know you should like people for who they are not what they look like! I had to laugh at this smart sweet amazing niece of mine! And the fact she had no clue what racisim was makes my heart smile! I just wanted to say all in all GOOD THINGS are certainly instore! And I can't wait to see them take effect.

yAy

2009-01-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

YAY! I AM SO HAPPY THE STEELERS WON! I'M OFFICIALLY
VERY EXCITED FOR THE SUPER BOWL NOW! .....

OH HAPPY DAY! =)

2009-01-12T18:39:00.000-07:00

I had a great conversation with my work friend Becca today, I started out telling her rascal flatts are coming to town because they are her FAVORITE! And she's going to come visit all of us girls at work, on friday and bring her adorable precious baby girl avery! I can't even wait to see them! It was good to chat with ya Becca via text message! ALSO!my friend aubree just found out she's pregnant! You all know her as the most amazing singer that sang at Talle's wedding. I'm very excited for her! So CONGRATULATIONS aubree!

complaining yet again.........

2009-01-07T19:57:00.000-07:00

I know I have complained quite a bit about this but I'm gonna do it again! IT SUCKS BEING SINGLE! It really does! My friends Christina and karissa and myself all have the same view. We all think we're gonna be 50 by the time we find a guy worth our time or even long enough to go out on more then one date! I was talking to my friend amiee today and she will have been married a year in June. She's talking to me saying that she doesn't think I'm ready to get on the "married train" because its so hard. And I'm just thinking maybe that's true. But atleast I'd like to be on board the "boyfriend train"! Is that really too much to ask!????? I have a couple guys I'm talking to. But one of them lives far away and the other lives like an hour and a half from me. (and I think he likes my friend) so that doesn't put much hope in my life at the moment. And I gotta say I do have a lame new years resolution! To meet a great guy that I will keep around and to be a better person. I strongly believe that 2009 is the year for me to actually make the finding a good guy happen. Anyhow.... Tania is here to complain about the douche's that live in the state of Utah... Atleast in my neck of the woods! Ahh! The joys of Being single! Gotta love it! NOT!

new years and karissa's bday!

2009-01-04T14:35:00.001-07:00

the first 2 pics are of karissa's bday at texas roadhouse! she barely turned 21 and we had a good time celebrating! this is emily and karissa our new years started off fun.. this pic is karissa's sister and brother in law myself and karissa. karissa and i enjoying our beer for some reason they had fake money on the tables.. i haven't figured out why yet this pic cracks me up! the guy standing next to me thought that he knew me. well i'm pretty sure he just wanted to hit on me. but whatev! the guy on the left next to karissa was nice! he was the guy at the door of the bar that checks id's.

so my new years ended at 11 pm! we were at the bar til about 10 and then i was all i want to go home! i'm not gonna be out with all the crazy's so i had them take me home and i went to bed! how lame is that! oh well! it was a good time! hope you all had a great new years !

new years!!!!!!!!

2008-12-31T00:31:00.000-07:00

i just want to wish everyone a Happy New years and to please be safe and to not drink and drive! If you do that is! Troye and Arian are going home thursday... I'm sad to see them go, but they need to get home to Brian, and i guess Arian needs to go back to school. It was so wonderfully amazing to have them here or Christmas! Such a blast! this Christmas was truely the best! I don't think we've had a Christmas free of drama EVER! For as long as i can remember which has made this christmas so speacial. I truely hope thats a sign for this huge family of mine to finally come together as one, and forget each other's differences. ANYHOW! HAPPY NEW YEAR! AND I'LL SEE YA OR POST ANOTHER BLOG NEXT YEAR! HAHAHAHAH!

Denise! your gonna be proud!

2008-12-28T13:27:00.000-07:00

alright so i set up troye and brian a blog, and my dad and peggy! yay! so hopefully they will use them. i'm pretty sure my pops will, but troye i may have to remind her to post on a regular basis! so check them out!!!!!!!!!! www.troye-redneckheaven.blogspot.com, my dad is www.keithandpeggy.blogspot.com

SNOWMOBILING CHRISTMAS PICS

2008-12-27T21:08:00.000-07:00

So for Christmas this year, my mom and Aage took all 5 milion of us snowmobiling up to Daniel Summit Lodge for 2 nights and 3 days... just kidding there really isnt 5 million... it sure did seem like it though when the WHOLE family gets together. It was so much fun, I can't even say how grateful i am for Having the most AMAZING MOM and the most AMAZING step-dad EVER! I thank God everyday for blessing me with this amazing and yet crazy family and i coudn't ask for a better one! i hope you all enjoy these pics.

Tia, troye, myself and my mom don't mind the cheesy smile i'm giving.. if i don't cheese it, i look real grumpy in my pics.... so yeah...

This pic is a little dark but its my step sister Christie my step dad aage, my step sister Julie all in front then there is my step brothers Jeff and Brian in the back

This is my Amazing Step dad Aage, and my Amazing mom!

Troye, my mom and Becca my sister in law-->

Then the above pic is 3 of my nieces with their FAVORITE aunt in the whole world! These are just a few of the pics from snowmobiling up at the lodge. It was a blast and this has got to be the best Christmas ever. Everyone in my family was able to be there, and there was no fighting whatsoever, everyone just really had a good time and really wanted to be there. Its such a blessing to have so many wonderful people in my life and we all know that i can be a brat most of the time but i just want you all to know i love you so much! and is so grateful to have you in my life! Merry Christmas and I hope all of yours was a speacial as mine was this year!

NEVER AGAIN!

2008-12-20T20:35:00.001-07:00

OK so friday at work yvonne and i were craving chinese food. it was real snowy and just terrible weather, so we decided to have chinese food delivered to my store. Well i'm someone that always orders the same thing everytime, and thought i should order something different. Well this was a BIG MISTAKE! The above picture is how our shrimp looked.. can we say EWWWW!!!!!! its not what i had in mind. they deep fried the whole SHRIMP! most of the time they don't do that. so i thought! Well we start eating and i finally just peel all the breading off, cuz i'm sick of only eating that. well come to find out.......... this is what our shrimp looked like ..........

it still had the LEGS ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can i just say i puked a little bit in my mouth! That has got to be against food handleing law or something! so needless to say, i'm done eating shrimp! any kind! YUCK! so yeah it just made me so sick that they wouldn't even peel all the nasty gross stuff off! leaving the legs! come on now! I highly doubt I will ever eat at that place again...... it seriously makes me vomit just thinking about it......

my little red*

2008-12-13T16:29:00.001-07:00

This is Arian! my sweet niece... as we all call her "RED" i found this pic at my dad's house today, he took while he was back in oklahoma for Thanksgiving. The dog in the pic is Henry Jay. he's a bulldog, blue heeler,and like 2 other things. he's a cutie! but anyhow i just wanted to post about one of my favorite people! Arian is amazing! she's such a loving, caring, girl. and i just wanted to tell her how much I LOVE HER AND MISS HER! and i can't even wait to spend this christmas with her and troye! its been about 5 years since i've spent an actual christmas with them and I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STEELERS

2008-12-07T20:02:00.000-07:00

Oh yes! I may have lost my mind! Most of you know I'm not really a fan of sports. I think they're boring, and can pretty much just ruin my day. BUT this season of football I begun to just love it! I don't have a favorite team yet... But I must say my favorite team is anyone who kicks the cowboys ASS! The cowboy's and steeler's game today WAS AMAZING! I thought the cowboys were gonna win, until the 4th quarter and the good ole steeler's came through for me with 2 touch downs at the last min! I really just love any team that can kick Tony homo and the douche bag cowboys... No offense to you cowboy fans! Ha ha ha it was a damn good game and I wanted to let ya'll know....I have come over to the dark side finally! Ha ha ha

an amazing person

2008-11-23T18:33:00.000-07:00

I just felt the need to share with you all about a speacial person that came into my life when I was about 12. He married my sister Troye. As most of you know Brian is his name. He is such an amazing guy. I think of him as my buddy, my friend, my 2nd dad. I lived with them for 3 years in oklahoma and let me tell you those were the best years of my life! Watching my adorable niece grow up, hanging out with Troye and Brian. Anyways. I don't tell Brian enough how much I love him, and that he is such a huge part of my life, I should be Better at calling him just to say hi. Believe me I'm working on that. I love that he's a fantastic provider for my sister and my niece, and that he would move the moon and stars for me. He is an amazing son in law to my amazing pops =) I wish I had a pic of him to post on my blog, but I don't. I guess I just want him to know that he's amazing, I'm sure glad he is apart of my family! My family and my life would be so dull and not fun with out him, I just thought I'd tell you all about my most favorite person in the world (except for my nieces and nephews!)

ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-22T17:57:00.001-07:00

i pretty much changed my blog background........................and some how lost my play list! and everytime i get a new password to make a playlist the damn thing doesnt work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eh....whatev! ya'll will have to suffer with out my amazing music! sorry...............

great news......

2008-11-21T15:17:00.000-07:00

So apparently I don't have to make the move or decide on moving until spring..so I'm think March or April? Which is fabulous news on my part! I was seriously stressing so much about what to do! Now I have sometime to really think if I want to give up my life here............. Ha ha not really give it up.....more like social suicide! And start over down there. Just because a lot well all of my friends down there are married and on their 3rd kid.. What fun is that hanging out with a bunch of married people when your 25 and single? Its alright. No offense my friends that read this.... I'm just glad I have a good 3 or 4 months to decide! Thanks for all your advice!

I NEED ADVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........NOW!

2008-11-19T14:19:00.000-07:00

Ok so my DM just asked me if I would take over the provo store! What do I do? I need your guys advice! I want to move down there cuz my family is down there! But then I hate Utah county!!!! I hate it down there so much! I love it up north it feels like home up here.... But my family! What do I do????? My mom says take it. My dad says ask for a raise and if they give me a raise then take it....... I just don't know.

my amazing SISTER! atleast one of my amazing sisters!

2008-11-14T20:14:00.000-07:00

TYMARIE AND TIA

MY AMAZING SISTER RAN THIS MARATHON WITH A BROKEN PELVIS!

2 AMAZING PEOPLE THAT I LOVE SO DEARLY

ANOTHER PERSON THAT I LOVE SO DEARLY

LOVE THIS PIC!

this one of paige ty and me I love it! we were bored sittin on the floor of the harley store.. in san fransisco

tycee and paige with their DELICIOUS DONUTS!

PAIGE WITH HERS!

STINKIN CUTE TYCEE WITH HER'S

ADORABLE TRIPP!

TIA AND TYCEE

THE FUTURE STORE WHERE MY WEDDING RING WILL BE BOUGHT! HA HA HA YEAH........RIGHT!

MY AMAZING MOM FILLING OUT A POSTER FOR TIA

MY AMAZING PAPA! WITH HIS LOVELY HANDWRITTING!

UNION SQUARE DOWNTOWN...

T AND T WALKIN BACK TO OUR CONDO.
ok ok ok ok i know this is a lot of pics, for one post.......... but i just wanted to hurry up and post them, before everyone forgot that my sister tia, ran this marathon with a broken pelvis! she is seriously so amazing! how is it that 1 girl can have so MANY AMAZING PEOPLE THAT SHE JUST ADORES AND LOVES SO MUCH! IN HER LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!! every single person in these pics, are my life my everything and i hope that they all know how much i truly do love them! even though.............................. I CAN BE A BRAT....ha ha ha remember dinner Terry................. any how i hope you guys enjoy these! this trip was so much fun!

finally reba and kelly pics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-14T19:57:00.001-07:00

alrighty! denise you should be proud of me! man oh man... 4 posts in one day! boy am i feeling ambitious today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha these pics are from the reba and kelly concert about a month ago! this was such a damn good concert! don't worry about the cheesiness of the pic of karissa and i......THAT'S HOW WE ROLL......... so anyhow..... i really did go to this concert, i didn't lie and say that i did.................. hope you enjoy!

A VERY SAD, SAD, SAD, DAY!

2008-11-14T18:26:00.000-07:00

On Wedensday, one of my employees put in her 2 weeks. I am very sad about this. Her name is karen. and can i just say she is AMAZING! she put in her 2 weeks because she feels like she should be at home with her teenage daughters. Which she probably should be. BUT at the sametime I NEED HER AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so now i have to go through the dreaded interviewing process! which can i just say SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! i really hate interviewing people. Its just so uncomfortable and it just plain sucks! I just wish i could find some way for her to stay working and not have to quit! but she can't cut her hours and still get the same pay! so i have 2 weeks to find someone...the interviewing isnt even the worst! its the 4 days of training, and the awkward silence, becauase the new girl doesn't dare to talk! ugh!!!! but i either have to hire a full time employee or 2 part time.... which i may just hire a full time so i dont' have to train 2 people and interview 2 people! Karen is such an amazing person, she has such a hard life, a very difficult husband. I can't even imagine being in her shoes and dealing with the bs that her husband puts her through! but hopefully she is making the right desicion! i assume she is. She has totally fasted and prayed. which i personally tell her to do ALL THE TIME! she needs a lot of miricales in her life! i'm so sad that i won't be working with this amazing woman anymore! I wish you good luck karen, and if you EVER want to come back don't you worry! i will get rid of whoever i hire to replace you! =)

FEARLESS*

2008-11-14T18:22:00.000-07:00

AGAIN! i am the new proud owner of TAYLOR SWIFTS FEARLESS CD! oh my! how i love this cd! it just breaks and melts my heart all at once! so if you guys like country music or dont... i suggest you go spend 10 bucks and buy this amazing cd! i have much thanks to karissa for picking it up for me at target! so right now my 2 favorite cd's are kenny's lucky old sun and taylor's FEARLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously GO BUY IT! YOU'LL THANK ME!

ugh!

2008-11-08T12:25:00.002-07:00

So I've been dating matt for 2 months. Can I just say its been the longest 2 months of my life! Ha ha! I thought he was this "amazing" guy! Oh well boy was I WRONG! I was talkin to him on my way home from work, and he asked me who I was going to vote for. I said I was just going to put down my friends name cuz I didn't really know that much about obama and McCain. And I just said I'm more liberal then anything. And he full on starts calling me a free loader and all of that! I was all are you freakin kidding me! I have a full time job and I cut hair on the side. I pay my bills, I am not a free loade! So he says that he pays for everything. I was like damn straight you do! If your gonna date me you will pay to take me out. Your the guy so that's how it will be if you don't like it find another girl to date. Then after that arguement I got a invite to a baby shower. And I told him i've been looking forward to this cuz my friend got knocked up by this douche bag, and she needs lots of stuff. And he's all where is her husband? I said she has a boyfriend and he's a douche, so she needs lots of stuff. And he goes off about well I'm surprised you haven't had lots of one night stands and haven't gotten yourself prego! I was like 1st of all I AM NOT A SLUT! I do have some morals! Jesus. He really pissed me off so needless to say I haven't seen him at all this week, and he wanted to take me to lunch on Friday. Oh I called him and told him I was working in slc. I'm pretty much done with that Loser. I did meet this really cool guy on Halloween at my house party. He was really awesome. His name is Justin. Maybe somethin will happen with him. If not WHO CARES! I have another guy that's 36 that I'm supposed to go out with one of these days. So wish me luck on this stupid thing call dating! Ha ha ha ha.

2008

2008-11-05T22:05:00.000-07:00

**** I MUST WARN AGAINST ANYONE READING THIS POST!IT MAY OFFEND SOME OF YOU AND THAT IS NOT MY INTENTION* SO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK**** I was very surprised at the out come of the presidential elections. I assumed McCain would win. But knew in the back of my head obama would win. I was very surprised that California and Florida voted and changed to democrate. But I feel that America does need a change. This may or may not be the change we need. I feel that we need to put all the rumors to rest about barack obama. And give him a chance! Even though I'm sure i Have the same doubts as many of you. He is our next president elect. And he deserves that. And aside from that. The whole proposition 8 in california really pisses me off. Who are we to say who can fall in love and be married? Its discriminaton and I say its bull shit. It all goes back to slavery and when women couldn't vote and all of that. Its plain discrimination and its wrong for us to choose who can and can't get married. Its not the life I would choose. But I feel its the greater power to decide whatever you believe in. I believe in a lot of what the lds church believes in. But at the sametime. I don't believe in discriminating people for who and what they are or choose to be. That's why we live in a free country. And that's pretty much all I have to say about that. Comment if you want and if you don't that's fine as well

alright

2008-11-05T21:05:00.000-07:00

I've been REAL LAZY with my blog the last little while. And I know I need to post pics. But all I felt like doing was posting 7 pics onto my myspace. So check them out. Maybe tomorrow I'll have more motivation to upload them to blogspot..... We'll see.............. My pics are under my photos they are from Halloween. So check them out and comment if you want.

Halloween parties

2008-10-28T17:27:00.000-06:00

Alright so I know I'm pretty lame for not taking pictures of the Halloween parties I went to this past weekend....but I just forgot to take them while I was dressed up! I went as a Gothic alice in wonderland! My costume was so short! And so uncomfortable! But everyone loved it! I first went to a party with Christina, dave and karissa, in north Ogden. That party was ok.... Then we left and went over to MaTt's. Well he didn't know I was dressing up. So dave called him and was like "matt! You've gotta see tania! She looks hot! All dressed up like a sexy alice in wonderland! I was all oh jeez. No I don't! I showed up to matt's, and he didn't even say one thing hardly! From across the room he was like she looks HOT! But didn't talk to me hardly at all the first hour I was there. So Shawn this guy I barely met that night. Was freakin stuck to my hip! He kept askin me to take shots and all that finally I had like 3 shots of jager and was like I gotta drive home! I'm not drinkin anymore! So I didn't... Well to ske a long story short the reason matt wasn't talking to me is. Because he thought Shawn and I were together! I was like um no!!!!! I wouldn't bring another guy to your house!!! I'm not like that! Ha ha ha so now I tease him and is like yeah...so my other boyfriend is takin me out tomorrow so I'll can't with you.. Or I'm going to wendover on the 8th. I'd invite you...but my 2nd boyfriend is going! He knows I'm teasing. He's the one that thought that! Ha ha ha it cracked me up. But when I go out Friday I'll take pics! It should be fun. And if you want to see pics of san fransisco go to tia's blog. She posted a bunch from my camera there. I'll admit it I'm too lazy right now to post them! Ha ha!

san fransico

2008-10-23T20:29:00.000-06:00

This trip was so much fun! I would've posted a bunch of pics but stupid me.... Lost the cord to my camera! So its gonna be a few days to get pics up! My sister tia. She's amazing. Not a day goes by that I don't think that. I learned today that she ran 13 miles which is a half marathon with a broken pelvis bone! Who does that! Only her I guess! She went to the dr and he said she may have to have surgery.. Hopefully not. But if she does. You can bet I'll be workin 4 10 hour days so I can help with the kids on the weekends. She did amazing! 2 hrs 13 mins she ran! I'm so proud of her! I can't even express how awesome it is to see someone you care so much for do something they love so much! I mean I'm such a lazy person I couldn't run a 1/2 mile with out running out of breathe or dying from a heart attack! Ha ha ha! San fransico is a great city! Hopefully I can go back with my friends and really party it up! Being able to go on a trip with tycee and Paige and tripp. Was so much fun! I just adore them so much! Paige and tycee both wrote me letters saying how much they loved me and how so so so so so so cute I am and funny as well. They are the best. Along with arian. As soon as I find my damn cord I'll post pics. Oh yeah. We went to alcatraz. It was awesome! Tycee loved it!!!! She even wrote a half page report about it! She did a great job I of course give her an A +! In closing TIA YOUR AMAZING! I'm SO PROUD OF YOU!!!! Even though you were in pain the whole time! I love you and your the best!

the lucky old sun

2008-10-16T08:26:00.000-06:00

As you all know I am a HUGE COUNTRY MUSIC FAN! So I am officially the proud owner of Kenny Chesney's new cd "the lucky old sun"now this isn't your typical Kenny chesney cd. Its a real mellow chill relaxed CD, except for the 10 and 2 song. I heard this CD was all about his break up with Renee zellweger, I may have to listen to the lyrics more closely. But the song I'm alive with dave Matthews is so good! I just love it. So if your a Kenny fan, go by this CD, but don't expect it to be like the last CD. Its a totally different style. Oh and on another note I'm going to san fransico tomorrow!!!!! I'm so excited! When I get back I will most def post pics of my trip and all the close up pics I took at the reba and kelly concert!

because of you

2008-10-10T13:27:00.000-06:00

I can't even wait for tonight!!!!! I'm going to see reba macintire and Kelly Clarkson in concert! It should be fun. I hope so I've heard nothing but good things about this tour! Of course I'm going with my concert going buddy. So we should have lots of fun. I'll take tons of pics and post them sometime this weekend if I have time!

DRAMA

2008-10-09T09:54:00.000-06:00

One of my room mates moved out in Sept. So we had to all pay double the rent for Oct. Well I have these 2 friends that needed a place to live so I talked to brit about it and asked her if they could move in. It would save us from having to pay More in rent and give them a place to live. These girls are pretty cool. I only know them a little. But Tuesday I told both of them its fine they can move in. Well Nicole (the one I don't get a long with) is in Texas for the week visiting her boyfriend. She finds out they moved in calls brit up and says "what the fuck is going on in my house?" brit explains the situation and Nicole is pissed that we didn't mention anything to her. She's like the rents gonna be split 5 ways then. And if its not then I'm gonna charge you guys for laundry and all this bull shit. I called up Nicole and was like "first of all this is just your house, 2nd of all you never talked to us about Danielle moving in you just moved her in.so what is the difference of us doing this now?" then Nicole is all " the rent will be split 5 ways or I'm gone. I'll take my stuff and take my name off the lease, and brit and I are both like " do it then. That'll be the best day of our lives when you get the hell out of our lives!" she just pisses me off. She thinks because we are using her couches it automatically gives her seniority of what goes on in the house! It took me a good 9 months to finally be civil to her, and make our house a great place to live, and she pulls this bull shit. Well you don't tell me how it is. That doesn't sit well with me. We can talk and try to work something else, but don't tell me your gonna charge me for stupid shit. So Nicole is just as stubborn as I am, so I guess we'll see who ends up moving out.... There is 4 of us against her stupid ass. So it just may be her! Eh..I'm so annoyed!

veronica's bday at the port!

2008-09-27T12:22:00.000-06:00

As as soon as.veronica emails me the pics from last night I will post them on here. We all went out to Port o' Col in slc. I kind of wasn't looking forward to it because I just wanted to stay home. But I'm glad I went out because whenever I go out dancing with Veronica we NEVER have to buy our own drinks. Which is fabulous! But anyhow we go up to the top level and This guy starts talkin to us, he buys us all a shot of tequilla, and then walks off cuz I guess Veronica was being rude. But anyways. We go back to our table to drink our shots and guess who walks by us?!!? Oh Paul milsap, Ronnie brewer. From the Utah JAZZ! It was awesome! Veronica is freakin out, her and I walk up to them and start talking to them, veroncia tells milsap that they better take us all the way this year we got so close last year, and she was disappointed. I was like oh don't mind her! She's drunk! I was like Veronica! You don't say your disappointed in them! But he took it ok. We got pics with milsap, brewer and miles. So it was awesome! I will be posting those pics as soon as she emails them to me. Oooh and I have milsap a hug! Oh my! He's got a damn nice body! Ha ha ha! It was so much fun last night! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERONICA!!!!

oh i am THAT BAD ASS

2008-09-26T17:07:00.000-06:00

Yeah I said it.I am that BAD ASS! I just won tickets to see reba and kelly clarkson! Even though I'm only a fan of reba's older stuff and kelly is ok..... I'm still excited to go! I've always wanted to see reba in concert! So this should be good times!!! I'm kinda torn on who I should take with me! Karissa my concert going buddy, or Matt...which he doesn't like country so I don't think I'll torture him with reba...also I don't think he is ready to see this side of me! Ha ha ha! So I guess karissa and I are going to the concert!!!! Yay!

my oooooh SO GUILTY PLEASURE!

2008-09-25T20:55:00.000-06:00

I must say I'm so EXCITED for the new season for all my FAVORITE SHOWS!!!!!!! First GREY'S ANATOMY!! Oh my lord....this is the best show EVER!!!! Then DESP. HOUSEWIVES, brother's and sisters.. Those 3 shows are just the best. Anyhow I'm watching grey's tonight and meridith makes a very good point. Why get married, if 40 years down the road you feel dead inside? And you decide to go have an affair with your best Friends husband to fill that void? That's a pretty shitty situation. But then I guess you have to believe that the person you marry, that it will work out, And there will be a happy ending. Ahh! Grey's is the best show ever! But then I start thinking about all the what if's! I know its stupid! But still I have this fantasy that Derek and meridith will work out! But then she's so messed up in the head it may not.....SAD! Aw and then Taylor swifts song white horses plays at the end. Oh my what a sad song! Talkin about how she's not his princess this wasn't the fairy tale. Oh man. So so so sad! What a sad episode!! Jeez I think I need a drink! Ha ha just teasin....well sort of. But its late and I need to get to bed.

oh boy

2008-09-22T09:43:00.000-06:00

I went out with Matt again on Saturday night. We went to this sushi restaurant called akasaka in the cottonwood area. It was ok. I ordered the spicy tuna crunch and it was not good at all!! But I traded rolls with my friend Christina and so her's was good. Anyways! We all decide to go back to matt's house in o town, to play beer pong. I was so tired at this point that I went and got a rockstar. We start playing beer pong, and I'm tired so I'm sitting on a stool so I don't have to stand. I asked Matt if he'd drink all my beers again and he's all I drank all of them last time. How about you drink every other one? I go ok.... I will its a deal. So we're playing and I'm not doing so good. I ended up having to drink all 6 of my beers cuz I lost big time and at the end of the game I was drunk. Matt is very drunk at this point to. So I'm standing in back of Matt trying to throw the ball into the cup and Matt is doing this dance I'm trying to throw the ball. Well I guess I was a little too close to Matt he full on elbowed me right in the nose!!! That was the worst pain EVER!!!! He felt so bad!! He's all" baby I'm so sorry! What can I do for you? Do you need anything? I'm so sorry baby!" I'm laughing trying not to cry. And so I go sit down on the couch and everytime I look at matt he has a sad look on his face and is like baby. I'm so sorry!!!! It was a good time I guess. I'm just glad that my nose isn't broke!!!!!! Everyone was teasing him and was like well Matt atleast we know your a hitter now. And he's like NO I'm really not! So later we're sittin on the couch watching the dark knight. Matt turns to me and is like "tania I am so, so sorry about your nose. I'm not like that at all. I just want you to know I'm really sorry. I'm all its ok. My nose doesn't even hurt anymore. So that's a lesson learned.. Don't stand behind Matt while we play beer pong. Ha ha ha.....jeez..... But he's a nice guy I like him a lot. And for some reason I don't hate it when he calls me baby, dear, honey. Or whatever. I LOVE it!!!!! WEIRD I know. He's a cutie. I may just keep him around for awhile.....

talle's wedding

2008-09-20T10:18:00.000-06:00

here are some pics of talle's wedding! it was so much fun! And i am so,so,so,so,so HAPPY for my sister! it makes me feel so good, and amazing inside, to finally see her truly happy! she deserves this happiness as much as anyone. I'm so glad she found scott! He really loves her, and is so wonderful to her! The begining of the reception kinda started off for me not the best. my mom wasnt feeling good at all, so i had to go set up the center pieces and everything with my amazing aunt jo, and my mom had full on yelled at me, and all this, so i'm just like...ok.....i am NEVER EVER having a wedding! not if my mom acts like that! ANYHOW! after everyone started to show up things went really well. I saw most of my cousins i havent seen in ATLEAST a year. I was so Happy to see everyone again! Then my very good friend Aubree sang Rascal Flatts Everyday, for my sister and scott. SHE DID SUCH AN AMAZING JOB!!!!! AUBREE THANK YOU SO MUCH! YOUR AN AMAZING SINGER!!!!!!! My dad, mom, and Aage all gave a toast congratulation talle. She really is my hero, my everything, and my life would be nothing with out her in it. I am truly so happy for her and scott. I went over to their house to see what they got from everyone, THEY were in 7th heaven!!!!!!!!!!!! so grateful for everyone coming out to support them, and for all the gifts you all gave them. Talle just kept saying I can't believe everyone has been so nice! and to do this for us! she's so funny. again it was so nice to see everyone, and we all really need to get together now! FO SHO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha ha. as i've gotten a little older, i've realized that my cousins, aunts and uncles are so important to me, and we really need to get together on a regular basis! but thats all i've got for now. Scott and Talle congratulations! I'm so happy for you guys to start your new life together! I love you both so much!

50 posts!!!!!

2008-09-15T15:03:00.000-06:00

I've come to the conclusion that life is wonderful, and amazing right now! Ha ha! Only because I went out with Matt last night! And he is just amazing! So nice and so sweet and is always wanting to make sure that I'm comfortable. We went to famous daves to eat. Which just happens to be my most favorite! Anyhow Matt is talking to my friend Christina, and all of a sudden turns to me and is all "I am so sorry that I haven't been paying enough attention to you tania, its just everytime I look at you you make me nervous with how beautiful you are!!!!! I completly turned red, and was like oh my gosh. Your fine. And thank you for saying that! Its just funny to me that when I walked up to the table he was like "damn tania, I didn't know we were supposed to dress up! You look beautiful. So sweet! I really had such a good time last night. And its so nice to know that there is a 25 years old, has a house and is looking to buy a 2nd home in january. And just works all the time, and has ZERO debt except for his house. Which I find just wonderful. I'm the other way around. I've got a little debt, rent a house, and don't work my life away. But its nice cuz he is very driven with what he wants in life. So that is really good. Also this might just be the perfect relationship for me! He works all the time and has Saturdays and Sundays off. So pretty much I'd see him 1 time a week. Which is perfect for right now just because if we are together every single day, I'll get sick of him. Ha ha sad but so true! Pretty much he's awesome for right now. And he makes me feel like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world! So yeah hopefully there will be many more posts about Matt!! =-)

LADY ANTEBELLUM

2008-09-13T09:16:00.000-06:00

I'm so excited to go to the fair tonight to see the greatest most fabulous, rockin new country trio!!! LADY ANTEBELLUM! They are seriously so fun to see in concert! Hopefully I'll have good seats......since this is a free concert and all. I'm hoping not a lot of people know that its free.(until after I get my 6 tickets) anyhow on an other note. My bestfriend Necia, called me last night and said her grandpa had a heart attack and had to have open heart surgery. All my love, thoughts, and prayers go out to this amazing family. And I just want to ask you all a small favor and to include these very speacial people in your prayers. Thank you and have a wonderful weekend!

anxious about tomorrow

2008-09-11T20:19:00.000-06:00

I'm going to lunch with 7 girls I went to highschool with, and they are all bringing their kids. So in total there will be 7 kids, and 7 adults. I called kirstyn today and told her I was being a brat and that I did not whatsoever want to go to lunch with 7 kids!!!!!! That is not what I call fun! Those of you who know me. Know that I freakin love kids more then anything! I want 5 or 6 of my own! But really, going to lunch with 7 kids! That's just terrible! I think I most def will have to get there early and have a drink at the bar or something! I will be the only one there that is not married and does not have kids. That is so weird to me! It really is!!!! Atleast I have ZERO responsibilities I except for me, myself, and I! Which right now I'm ok with. But yeah hopefully in the next 5 years there will be a marriage and a baby. WHO KNOWS! Right now I'm enjoying life as it is!

beer pong.

2008-09-10T14:01:00.000-06:00

I went to a party on Saturday night with my friend geli and Christina. Geli and I went to the state fair first, and then decided to leave cuz it was pretty dumb. There weren't hardly any cute cowboys! So we left and met Christina in layton. Went back to my house and went to this party in Ogden. I had 2 beers at the state fair and like 8 more at the party, we walk into the party and its really a bunch of guys just playing the WII and beer pong. So I'm like oh jeez...this is going to be fun. Well we get there and Matt who's house it is, comes up to geli and I and is like who's your friend geli? And I go hi I'm tania. I like your house! So he gives me a tour of his house and in the mean time there is this stupid douche bag that keeps running up to me and knocking me over and trying to put the moves on me. He finally almost spilled my beer, so I was like "what the fuck man! Can you not handle your alcohol? You need to chill the fuck out!" he seriously pissed me off!!!!!! I'd go sit on the couch and he'd come sit right almost on top of me I'm like really? Who does that?! Anyhow. Matt asks me if I'll be his partner in beer pong. And I said sure if you drink all my beers cuz I've never played before. So we start playing and its so much fun! Matt of course got so shitty! But he was really nice from the min I walked through the door of his house. And he kept telling me how pretty I was and all of that. Actually all the guys were! Ha ha they were so drunk but still at the same time I was sick earlier that day and it made my day that these guys were like" whoa, your damn pretty! Even though they were drunk. Its still nice to hear. Anyhow, so we get ready to leave and Matt walks us out, I'm standing on his front pourch, and he's like give me a hug tania and so I did, he like full on picks me up and twirls me around! Ha ha ha I was like oh jeez.... Anyhow needless to say I have him my number. Hopefully he'll call or text or whatev. I've heard through the grapevine he wants me to come to another party..... We'll see about that. But yeah even though he kinda drank a lot he was so nice and not a sloppy drunk at all so that's good!

just have to blog about her!

2008-09-04T22:06:00.000-06:00

So I'm going to blog about karissa my bff. (that sounds so highschool) anyways. We've become really good friends over the last year or so. She is like 4 years younger then me but its so funny how we became friends. I dated this guy named Paul 2 years ago, and a lot of drama happened between Paul and I. Well like 1 week after this "drama" Paul was takin karissa out! I was like WTF! Really. I hate her! Really? Who does that! Dates some girl then after stupid drama starts dating another girl. I hated karissa so much for like 6 months. I'd give her dirty looks and just be a real bitch. And looking back now, I'm like really? We both dated the same guy and he was such a douche! We went out shopping tonight and to dinner, and we got talkin about Paul, and karissa was like tania no wonder you hated me! Everyone made it out to be that you all dated last summer! And I was like um...no. Not so much. We were dating when you started dating him! It was just terrible! But needless to say she is one of my best friends now. And we just laugh about what a douche Paul was, and. I Never told her about any of this until a few months ago! Anyways karissa is awesome! The post I wrote about her "maybe" getting married was just a joke! But she is awesome and I'm glad that I ended up being friends with her instead of hating her. It seems like we both have been dating the WRONG GUYS! But I'm still holding out for my love James....I have a pic of this hottie, but I lost it. When I find it, I'll def post it and tell you about what an amazing guy he is! Ha ha ha have a great night.

vacation time

2008-09-04T12:04:00.000-06:00

I'm so excited for October!!! I'm going to san Fransico! With my family! My sister was supposed to run in the marathon there, but she hurt her knee or something so she's not going to run. But still it should still be a lot of fun! And we're all going to cancun in feb for a week staying in my parents condo! That should be really good times. Except it will be one sober trip to Mexico for me! Because I don't feel that its approriate to drink in front of my very religious parents. I'm sure I'll have to sneak away to the bar at the place we stay at. Or SOMETHING!! Anyhow what should we do in san fransico! I've never been there before. I would like to go to china town. But I don't know! What exciting things is there to do? Let me know PLEASE! Ha ha have a great day everyone!

its official*

2008-08-28T12:06:00.000-06:00

I am officially the last one in my family to get married! I am so sad about this. I am happy for my sister but my mom called me today and told me they are getting married on Sept. 19th. Can I just say my heart fell into my stomach? I've known for awhile that they were going to get married soon but I didn't think THIS SOON! I just always thought I'd be married by now, be on my 6th kid. All my friends that are married and have gotten divorced say that marriage is over rated... Is it really over rated? I guess it depends on whether or not you settle for less then what you want. When I think back on all the LOSERS I've dated. I'm so glad I didn't marry any of them! Ha ha but still its sad that I'm the last one in my family to get married. What should I do? Where should I go to meet the man of my dreams? Where should I go to look for a decent guy? I go out a lot to the bars and clubs but I don't ever go to look for guys. I go to dance and have fun. If I just so happen meet a cute guy that's fine. But SERIOUSLY I'm obviously looking in the wrong places for a guy to marry! Is 25 too young to get married? I just had this conversation with my friend Necia on Monday. That I'm fine not being married right now, I get to go out and have fun, and I'm kinda glad I'm not tied down to kids. But at the same time I DO want to be married!!! But really, I must be going to the wrong places to find a guy. Now I feel that I'm a pretty hot looking chic and I don't need to go to E harmony to find a date. But man... If I'm 30 by the time I get married that might be an option I'm willing to take!

heading down to wally world*

2008-08-23T09:17:00.000-06:00

Yesterday I was so sick at work cuz I'm a dumb ass and took some iron pills that have been expired for 4 years! I've been taking them since Tuesday and had been so sick, throwing up, sick stomach. I finally decided to look at the date on the pills. I almost shit my pants! 4 years expired! No wonder I was sick! Left work early, paid my ticket from last week, picked my bff karissa up and went to wally world. We were getting groceries. And these dirt bag construction workers. NO OFFENSE to any of you construction workers out there. But these guys were such dirt bags! KArissa and I see probably the cutest and only single girls in our town, and these douche's freakin are talkin real loud sayin to each other, screw your wife, go talk to those girls. EW! They followed us from the frozen food section all the way to the toilet paper! Stupid douche bags. We're not 12, we don't go to wally world to "look for guys" and if your married stay away from these 2 bitches. Needless to say after that expirence at wally, we headed straight to the liquor store to get some yummy peach vodka, and a bottle of wine. Only drank the vodka, because mixing wine with anything makes for a huge disaster! I'm really begining to think there are no good guys out there anymore! Its just Terrible. Oh well tonight should be fun. Going out to my favorite martini bar EVER in the great SLC! So wish me luck that no married guys hit on us hotties tonight. That's just LAME!

myspace

2008-08-20T16:58:00.000-06:00

It just amazes me how many people have found me on myspace. I was checking my myspace last night, and I got a message from my long lost friend that fell off the face of the earth for about 10 years. His name is Tate. And he lived with my family for a few years growing up. He got into some bad stuff, and decided to move to another state to get on the right track. Well in his message he was like I haven't seen you in years! What have you been up to? I've just been working, fishing, trying to stay busy so I don't get off track again. and all this stuff. I was freakin out! Cuz he really is awesome. I've known him my whole life and he's like a part of my family. So I'm so glad he's doing so well! And he is so freakin hot now!!! Some girl is very lucky to date him! Ha ha ha but I called my mama and told her he found me on myspace, and she was like that's crazy! I was just thinking about him yesterday! Let me know how he's doing and tell him I love him.. That seriously made my week since the past week has been REAL shitty!

*AVERY is finally here!!

2008-08-14T21:44:00.000-06:00

I am so proud to announce that Becca and brett's baby girl avery has finally arrived to her loving parents arms! Becca sent me a pic of avery tonight. And oh my goodness! She is so precious! So beautiful! I was over come with such emotion when I saw that picture! I started crying! Because Brett and Becca have waited a long time to start a family, and now their dreams have come true! I can not express my love for Becca as I've gotten to know her over the past year. And being able to work with her, and see her and Brett embark on this wonderful journey has been the most amazing expirence I've ever had. It might be because I'm adopted and have got to see first hand from the adopting parents point of view. It is truly such a blessing for the parents adopting, and for the child. Its just amazing! I can't stop saying that! And how happy I am for these two amazing people!!!!!!!!!

fabulous news!!!......for Brett and Becca

2008-08-12T18:58:00.000-06:00

I'm so excited and proud to annouce my sales asst. Becca is going to be a mommy today!! She found out this morning the girl that's having the baby she's adopting is going into labor!!! Her and her husband have waited a very long time for this, and I'm so excited that she's able to have her dream of becoming a mom. I can't possibly think of anyone that deserves this more then her. She is such an amazing person! Its very bittersweet for my because Becca is such a great asst. Manager, and I'm so,so, so sad that she won't be working for me anymore! But ya know I'm still very happy for her! So CONGRATULATIONS BRETT AND BECCA!!!! You guys will make amazing parents!!!!!!!!! You better bring your sweet baby girl into the store to visit us!!!

LAME

2008-08-11T08:02:00.000-06:00

So I got pulled over today by the damn highway patrol. Its my own fault, I didn't get my car registered when I was supposed to. But still it makes for a shitty day!!!!

COUNTY FAIRS

2008-08-09T08:35:00.000-06:00

OH I just love the end of summer begining of fall! When its time for all the county fairs, and of course the state fair! I went last night to the county fair with my friends, it was a lot of fun. But my allergies were just terrible! We went to look at the animals and I could only walk through and see the pigs, because I was sneezing SO BAD! One thing I've never expirenced before while getting a wrist band for a beer, is waiting in line for 45 mins to get the wrist band, then having the ladies check my id for. Any dui's I might have or have gotten in the past. They weren't doing this only with me. It was everyone that wanted a wrist band. It was really weird. Might I add I've never had a dui or even have a criminal back ground. I have a pic of the wrist band, but it full on says my whole name has my birth date. On it and a portion of my drivers license on it. When did they start doing this at any public function? I think its good and bad. Bad being the part where we wait in line for 45 mins just for a wrist band! But after we got those we were good to walk around and have fun. I felt REAL old there since everyone was either in high school or barely 18 and had 20 kids each! But one good thing is one of the sheriffs directing traffic was a total HOTTIE, so I made my friend drive back and I asked him if he was single or married, and he said he was in a relationship. And I said. Damn. I wanted your number. Oh well! I give props to him for actually saying he was in a realationship and not being at all like the other guys I've met in my life! So yeah... I LOVE-LOVE-LOVE county fairs can't even wait for the next one in Sept!

dating disaster

2008-08-05T12:34:00.000-06:00

Friday night a bunch of us went out to the martini bar, and to the sky bar. Well I invited this guy I met at the auditions he seemed cool. I invited him cuz we all were talking about going at the auditions. So I texted him on Friday and was like so are you going down with us or meeting us down there? And he said I'll ride down with you guys. Me being kinda the brat I am, say oh well then can you drive? Ha ha ha. He was nice and said that was no problem. So I'm freakin out because my friend Bethany was supposed to drive with me to his house, well she was running late, so I had to ride with him BY MYSELF!!! Scary I know! I get to his house and he invites me in to have a shot of vodka before we go. I'm like suRe why not!? We're celebrating my birthday, I want to get my drink on.. We leave his house and have great conversation on the way down. Get to the martini bar all my friends are there and we find out HE'S MARRIED! So I turn to him and say, where's your wife at? He's like oh we're "seperated" just living together with our kids. And trying to work it out. Aubree replied obviously your not trying to work it out if your not wearing your wedding ring and your wife isn't here with us. I'm freakin out at this point because in no way shape or form did I intend on anything to happen with this dude. I was just being nice and invited him along. Well he bought all my drinks I felt bad, but. We were all there for me so why should I pay for my drinks! Ha ha anyways he drinks too much and I end up having to drive home cuz I didn't drink nearly as much as I wanted to. Well we're in his car and he turns to me and says" tania your unlike any girl I've ever met. Your not like any Mexican I've ever met.. Oh you don't EVER call me a Mexican. Cuz I'm not. I reply to him. "first off I'm not Mexican, I was born in el Salvador completly different country. 2nd of all probably cuz I'm adopted and my parents are white so pretty much I'm a white girl trapped in a brown girls body! Ha ha ha I was just trying to make light of the situation since he just pissed me off for the 100th time that night. so pretty much I guess I have written acrossed my forehead "homewrecker" so that all the loser DOUCHE-BAG married guys that are having "marriage problems" come find me! This is the 2nd time this has happened! Its just terrible. It really is. And it all started because I was trying to be nice.

a day of shooting

2008-08-03T20:56:00.001-06:00

aubree pulling a "bad ass angelina jolie"!

oh boy! i should have worn my contacts! ha ha ha i had no idea how terrible i look! anyhow kevin, aubree, her step dad, and kids and me, all went shooting today! so much fun! i forget how much fun it is! Aubree told me that when she shoots kevin's hand gun, she feels as bad ass as angelina jolie! ha ha ha i had to just laugh about that! this was such a fun day!

finally!! pics from american idol!

2008-08-03T20:46:00.001-06:00

These pics are from the auditions! aubree and i are in the first one, the 2nd one is where we had to audition. We had to GO DOWN TO THE FLOOR OF THE ESA, AND STAND IN A LINE OF 4 PEOPLE, AND SING IN FRONT OF EVERYONE! good thing they didnt have a microphone! the next one is of everyone is a huge group of people, standing on the stairs, ET and EXTRA were filming all of us! it seriously was the most fun and exciting thing EVER!!!!! so yeah i totally recomend this to anyone that can sing, to please do this! its such a fun process! so yeah... here at the pics from the auditions!

SAD DAY

2008-07-31T21:46:00.000-06:00

I'm sad to say that chelsie and mark got voted off so you think you can dance... I'm so sad! Watching chelsie and herb crying her eyes out.. Man.... I cried my eyes out too! They were my favorite couple! I don't think I'll be able to watch the show anymore!!!! I'm so so so so so so so so SO so so so so SAD!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my my my.......

2008-07-31T13:54:00.000-06:00

So GREAT NEWS!!!!!! I just barely noticed that gas went down 7 cents today! That is truly amazing in my eyes! Too bad I filled my SUV up yesterday at 4.15 a gallon..... Oh well. Just thought I'd let everyone know that has went down in my neck of the woods! Have a fabulous day. And by the way, VOTE for CHELSIE on So you think you can dance tonight on fox!!!!

A.I auditions........

2008-07-30T11:47:00.000-06:00

Let me just say that I had so much fun at the auditions!!!! I got to see my friend Aubree, I haven't seen her in atleast 4 or 5 years. And it was so much good to see her. Anyways on Tuesday when we got to the ESA it was so crazy! All the news people where there, all the radio stations, EXTRA, and ET were there! It was so much fun! We met a lot of cool people. And I'm sure everyone in line thought we were on crack! Aubree had her ipod and a hook up for it,so we're all playing that loud dancing singing just having a good time. We had to stand outside of the esa for so long while the American idol flim crews taped us all screaming, then once we got inside we went to our seats and they filmed more of us screaming. Then all of a sudden RYAN SEACREST came out and everyone started yelling and screaming! We also saw justin guarini. I don't know if ya'll remember him. But he came in 2nd after kelly Clarkson. It was just so much fun! And my friends and I didn't make it through. But ya know. It was so much fun that it was totally worth all the sleep and food we missed out on while we were doing this! I took some more pics. And I'll post them this weekend when I have more time! Thank you everyone for wishing me good luck and for all your support!!!!

American idol up date*

2008-07-28T11:46:00.000-06:00

So I just read through this paper I got yesterday and it says I have to know the lyrics to aint no mountain high enough by Marvin gaye and get ready by the temptations! I'm not sure how I'm gonna learn the lyrics to these songs! I know the chorus to aint no mountain high enough. But I have no clue what the other song is! Ha ha ha oh well, guess I shouldn't have gone to a bbq with my sister last night!

A.idol part 1

2008-07-27T12:39:00.000-06:00

here are some pics, from my registration for american idol... i took a few more, but all i have time for is these. i am so nervous! the pics are of my wrist band i have to wear until tuesday. i CANNNOT take it off or let anything happen to it until then, which means i've got to cover it with something to shower etc. The next pic, is of some random people i was in line with. and the last pic is with aubree. she is my friend from jr high and high school. She has such an amazing VOICE! man so many people do! i have so much compitition it scares the hell out of me! i know i have a good voice, but jeez! tons of people have just amazing voices! but yeah. that's all i have for right now! the actual audition is on tuesday the 29th..i'm scared shittless! oh well! its something i've wanted to do since the first season of american idol. wish me luck!

one of my best friends

2008-07-24T20:34:00.000-06:00

ok so this is karissa. one of my best friends. She's the one i go to all the country concerts with, and so on.. well today i was reading her bulletin on myspace. and she freakin said she's getting MARRIED!!! i'm hoping she is just joking. because me being her friend, and finding out on myspace would really piss me off.. WHAT IS IT WITH ME FINDING OUT SHIT ABOUT PEOPLE THAT ARE MY FRIENDS! oh man.. i would be happy for her, except that she broke a promise! last summer we both were down on our luck with stupid guys, and we said that both of us would not get married until the other one does.. well anyhow. i hope she's lying, because i don't even know this guy she says she's marrying! last i heard she was waiting for her missionary to come home! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA! oh jeez.. that's all i can say right now.

oh... good lord...

2008-07-22T21:24:00.000-06:00

so drama today at my work! i run to costco to get some toilet paper, and paper towels.. i'm walkin back into the backroom, to put them away. and as i'm stacking the toilet paper on the shelf, i dropped one on the floor. Well i pick it up, while i'm picking it up, i glance in the toilet, and oh my, there is a DEAD MOUSE! in the toilet. i freaked out started yelling and gaging, and yelling at becca, and angelica, there is a dead mouse in the toilet!!! screaming at the top of my lungs! becca starts freakin out, and i call nancy, ya want to know what nancy wanted me to do!?!?! put on a pair of gloves and get the mouse out!!!! I said to nancy, um...i can't! i just can't! its dead and i just cant! then i hear angelica had flushed the toilet! thank god! nancy was kinda mad, because it might plug the toilet up.. but it didnt! another blessing! ha ha ha.. so i cloroxed the whole bathroom before i left work, and angelica calls me, and says she lysoled the whole back room, vaccumed, and is bringing her steam cleaner in to clean the carpets... oh my this was just terrible! never in my life have i ever saw a dead mouse in a toilet bowl! GROSS!!!!!!!!

the 3 loves of my life

2008-07-22T18:05:00.001-06:00

these are my two nieces, Tycee marie, and Arian Shae, my most adorable nephew Tripp Lawrence lane.. these kids serioulsy are my world!!!!!!!!!!! the way i talk about them, you'd think they were my kids! i got all teary eyed, because tripp is 15 months, and just learned how to sip from a straw! i was like that is so amazing! he's so smart! he got it on his very first try! my mom and tia thought i was kinda a weirdo for tearin up over that! but i can't help it! he's so dang cute! and then tycee marie... she's another story! we were in my car one day, and she was hungry and wanted a kids meal from wendys. so i take her there, and on the radio, toby keith's hate me if you want to, love me if you can. came on, and i'm singing it to ty just cuz i always sing, and i turn to her right as the lyrics go : hate me if you want to, love me if you can!" and ty goes " tan, i can always love you!" what a sweet heart huh! and arian shae! man oh man.... she is the most athletic 11 year old i know! she plays competitive soccer in oklahoma, she is by far the best on her team! i keep telling troye to take video of her games, but that has yet to happen.. but arian is all girl, and such a huge tom boy as well! arian is just such a cutie! her being 11 really makes me feel old!!!!!!!!!! oh well... i just had to write a little bit about these cute kids!

moving crisis!

2008-07-21T08:39:00.000-06:00

My room-mates and I see supposed to be out of our house the end of Aug. Well Brittany and I found this brand new town home, to live in which I'm pretty sure we'll have to sign a year lease and not6 months. Which is fine with me. But Nicole is being all bitchy because she thinks she has more bedroom furniture then brit and I. Which isn't true. We all have about the same. It also sucks because Brittany is stressing out because she may have to borrow dollars from her parents, to move into this town home. Which I'm sure is stressful. But really Nicole shouldn't get the master bedroom 1 she has it now in our house. 2 she's leaving in 6months maybe moving to Austin with her boyfriend. Brittany is just stressing out way too much and its driving me crazy! I'm a really laid back person, and when people stress about stupid things, it drives me crazy!!!! So if we can't figure it out soon, I might be living by myself!!! Which wouldn't be so bad! FYI..... I've decided to quit being chicken and audition for American idol!!! I register the 27th or the 26th and then the 29th is audition day!!!!! Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!

SYTYCD

2008-07-17T22:14:00.000-06:00

I am on FIRE that Kerrington got voted off and not comfort! I think comfort freakin sucks at dancing, and kerrington is SO MUCH better! I'm so mad I didn't vote last night! Obviously America is on crack! Ha ha ha ha. Just teasing. Oh well they'll all be on tour... So
Its good....I GUESS

cherry hills

2008-07-16T19:53:00.000-06:00

I went to cherry hills today after work! Oh the memories it brought back! My friend works up at McKay Dee hospital and they were having this family day there so we went. SO MUCH FUN!!!!! Its changed even more since last summer! That's the great thing about living up this way, is I'm 20 mins from lagoon, and 10 from cherry hills! So we go all the time after work. But pretty much we all need to get the families together again and camp out up here!!!! ITS SUCH A BLAST!!!

SYTYCD

2008-07-14T09:14:00.000-06:00

I'm so sad to say that thayne got voted off last week! It sucked but it was bound to happen sooner or later, he's been in the bottom 3 since the begining! But I'm still sad, he is the one I went to high school with! But he's still a pretty good dancer, I'm sure good things are in store for him!

roadtrip*

2008-07-14T08:53:00.000-06:00

So this weekend I went on a road trip to Denver, with my mom,and my sister tia. We met my sister Troye in straTton Colorado, which is 150 east of Denver. My nieces tycee and Paige have spent the last 3 weeks in coweta oklahoma. They had so much fun,that they didn't even want to come home! They didn't miss tia and Terry at all! Which sucks for them because Terry and tia missed them so! But driving to Denver was so much fun! We went up through Spanish Fork canyon, and headed down by moab, and then to Colorado. THE PRETTIEST TOWN in the united states I would have to say is ASPEN Colorado, and Brekinridge Colorado! I've never been that way to Denver, and I just fell in love with those towns! I would move there in a heart beat if I didn't love my job so much! But this road trip was quite a long drive in a small compact car that we rented. But when we got to stratton, finally being able to see Ty and Paige after 3 LONG WEEKS was the best day of my life! Those 2 kids seriously are the best! And driving back to Utah with them was so much fun! They just crack me up! And they were so good! They didn't fight or argue at all! The only bad thing about the whole tripp was, we stayed in stratton, and not Denver! We ate at this po dunk town diner which was actually really good. But my mom, tia, and I wanted to have a girls night and go to a fun restaurant and maybe do some shopping. But we didn't get to do that cuz we were in stratton Colorado.... If you have ever been to Denver everything west of Denver is BEAUTIFUL! And everything east is just like KANSAS! So I'm just glad we had the pretty part of the trip! Troye had to drive all through Kansas to get back to oklahoma... So yeah. I'm pretty excited that I have my 2 nieces back in this pretty ok state!

SYTYCD4

2008-07-02T23:07:00.000-06:00

So me being the lame person I am...was watching last weeks episode of so you think you can dance, for probably the 100th millionth time! When freakin Mia Michaels choregraphed this amazing dance, the dancers did lyrical hip hop to leona Lewis bleeding love. CAN I SAY EVERYTIME I WATCH THIS EPISODE I get CHILLS and TEARS to my eyes! And then the dancers that danced tonigt! Oh my god! NepoliAn and tabith did such a good job choregrapheing the whole dance on a bed!? It was totally kick ass! Anyways I played both episodes for my room mates, and they totally were laughing at it! I was just wondEring if any of you saw it and what you thought of both those dances?? Let me know!!!

Tim Mcgraw Concert

2008-06-29T17:32:00.001-06:00

here is all the pics Karissa and i took at the lady antebellum and jason aldean, tim mcgraw concerts! we had so much fun this weekend! i can't even tell you all the energy at this concert! it was so much fun! we danced, yelled, screamed, drank some beer and just had so much fun!

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this pic is karissa and i with lady antebellum. they were so nice and down to earth! my budlight can in my hand, is what i had them all sign, because i didn't have anything else on me for them to sign. they thought that was so funny! hillary scott is the girl in the group. She was like" well if that aint country i don't know what is!

< this is tim mcgraw, he did such a damn good job! i've seen him the last 3 years in a row. and this by far was the best concert EVER!

< here he is again!

< this is Glen and Nancy. Nancy is my DM and glen of course is her husband! they had a blast!

karissa and i cheesin it for the camera!

< this is right when we got to usauana at like 530 we decided to have a few drinks before we walked into usuana! it was fun, everyone was drinkin and tail gating right before the concerts

< this is my boyfriend preforming and doing his thing! he is so amazing in concert! he is well on his way to headlining his own tour, and i'm pretty sure he' s going to be bigger then kenny chesney one of these days!

also, i almost got into a brawl with this older lady, she leaned over the row in front of her to tap karissa and i on the shoulders, and asks us to sit down... i reply by saying, i'm sorry, i paid just as much as you did if not more for my tickets, i only came to see jason aldean preform, and i'm going to stand, scream and yell all i want. if you don't like it i suggest you move to the lawn! well that didnt sit too well with her! i guess i didn't have to say it so mean, but my hell. if you go to a country concert at usuana, don't complain about people being loud! that's why they go to concerts out there! it was also funny, because this even older lady came up to us and was like. "i've been watching you guys, and your having so much fun! this is what concerts are all about!" and i replied, by saying" thanks! this is what concerts is about! and the people behind us kept complaining about us.. " the lady goes " screw'em! enjoy the show! you guys are having a blast!" so that's what we did. we just had so much fun! karissa is my friend that i go to all the damn good concerts with. we went to kenny chesney and sara evans together last year, and she seriously kicks ASS! i'll try and take a better pic of my bud light can signed by lady antebellum. and if you have a myspace, request to be my friend, and you can see more pics of all the other concerts i've been too! But this has been a damn fun weekend! its sad it had to end! I waited like 3 months for this concert, and its sad its over! but did i have a damn good time!?? SHIT YEAH! it was loads of fun.. i look forward to the many more concerts we're planning on going to this summer!

American idol

2008-06-24T18:41:00.000-06:00

Ok so I'm thinking about auditioning for American idol.... I'm not one of those people that thinks they can sing, and really can't. I Can sing, and very well I might add. But my problem is. I rarely sing in front of random people I don't know. I LOVE to do kareoke when I've had atleast one drink to calm my nerves... My question is, how do I get over this stage fright? With out a shot of vodka or tequilla? When my grandma lived with me, I would always sing to her and she would cry and say what a beautiful voice I have, she always wanted me to sing at family functions. And I actually did sing at my sister's wedding (when I was 11) but everyone said I did great. I guess I just need some ideas on how to get over this so I can aduition and see what happens? So any ideas would be greatly appreciated!!!!!

my boyfriends coming to TOWN!!

2008-06-24T13:38:00.000-06:00

Alright, so he's only my "pretend" boyfriend, but still! Friday night is going to be the best night of my life! I'm proud to say that my friend Karissa, and I, along with amie and Alex HAVE FRONT ROW SEATS to see my boyfriend JASON ALDEAN and this random other guy named TIM MCGRAW at only the best place to go to a concert EVER! USANA ampitheater! This is going to be a night filled with LOTS of ADULT BEVERAGES, and TONS of DANCING, and SCREAMING! Now I must say, karissa gets embarresed when she goes to concerts with me.... I tend to scream the whole time, but its so much fun. SHE by far is the only one to complain about going to concerts with me. I just wanted to say that I've been waiting a whole year to see my love jason in concert again. I saw him with rascal flatts last year, and he was by far SO amazing I just knew we were meant to be! Ha ha ha just teasing! But really ya'll should check out his music. His 1st CD is jason aldean, his 2nd CD is Jason aldean relentless. He is damn good. I will be definitly be posting pics and more after the concert of the summer!!!!!!!

YUBA LAKE BABY!

2008-06-16T20:49:00.001-06:00

This weekend we were supposed to go boating up at pineview, which is like 20 mins from my house, I had to work til 1245 on Saturday, so I was freakin stoked to go boating up there cuz its fun and such a blast with my family! Well I get a call from my mom on Friday, saying their going to yuba lake instead. ME being the stubborn overly dramatic person I am, say to my mom... Me "well if that's the case, I'm not going! That makes me so mad that you all are going down there to boat, instead of up here, when you know I have to work til 1245. Its pointless for me to drive that far to turn around and come home"
MOM" well I'm sorry, tan, I didn't realize you had to work, we all just thought the water would be warmer down there. So that's what we planned."
ME"well I freakin told ya on Monday that I worked everyday including Saturday a half day, I told you multiple times! That just makes Me mad cuz I really wanted to go with you guys and arian boating!
MOM"alrighty tanni, don't go, if you happen to change your mind call Terry, and he'll give ya mmmirections"
SO of course I just had to drive a 150 miles to go boating,because I've been waiting all winter to go, and YES it was so much fun! I didn't wake board or get in the water, because my body isn't quite to the swimsuit wearing size right now. But Terry's friend Trent apparenantly was hitting on me..... I of course was completly oblivious to it. I mean he was talking to me, my mom and Aage kept saying I think he was hitting on you tania, he was saying he wants to be apart of this family, and that he needs to stay away from girls that names start with B's. And stick to T's cuz girls with T names I guess kick ass! Ha ha ha! But I guess I just didn't think he was hittin on me, cuz duh he has a girlfriend! But they were fighting! So whatev, I just thought it was funny that my parents thought he was hitting on me. What do ya'll think? In real life though..I have to admit, I really don't know when a guy is flirting with me or interested in me! Maybe I just don't care enough to notice??? I don't know!?

inventory

2008-06-12T17:09:00.000-06:00

Ok so I just got my results from my inventory, you may remember my post about being a shitty day. Well turns out I do know what I'm doing! MY INVENTORY WAS THE BEST IN THE WHOLE STATE OF UTAH!!!!!!!! Even though the 5Th was such a shitty day, and I've been so worried about my results and everything with what all the other managers thought of my store, and the way my DM was at my inventory... This is the best way to say KISS MY ASS! I did the best! Ha ha ha just teasing.it totally blew my mind! My store wasn't as organized as it should have been for inventory, but we're organizing it this month, to look better, so that should help a lot! And I decided to stay at my store instead of move to Taylorsville. I love my store, the people that come into it, and the girls I work with. I also want to thank those kick ass girls for all their hard work this past year! When I get my bonus I'll buy ya'll lunch! =)

DOUCHE-BAG!

2008-06-10T18:49:00.000-06:00

This is a story about one of my so called best friends. We will call him DB for DOUCHE-BAG.... DB and I have been friends for about 8 or 9 yeArs. Yes I admit I did date him for maybe 3 months, broke up with him went on with my life sort of. Well when I moved from another state to the state I live in now I was concerned for DB. I wrote him a letter wondering how he was, and said I loved him and was sorry for all the pain I caused him. He responsed and we have been friends ever since. Well come to find out DB isn't who I thought he was. I find out maybe 2 months ago that he "failed"to mention to me he's been married for 2 yeArs has a baby girl, and all this billshit. Don't get me wrong this guy I considered one of my best friends. I found out he was married on his Facebook. I confront him about it & tell him it broke my heArt that he didn't tell me he was married and had a baby. That I missed out on these amazing very important events going on in his life. DB goes to say, I'm sorry I never told you, the reason I didn't tell you is cuz I knew it would break your heart. WHATEVER! I call bull shit on that. I thought he was My friend. Seriously who the hell does that? Who is that ashamed of the person they marry, and the child they bare? Obvioulsly DB is. It makes Me sick that someone I care so much about has pretty much lied to me for 9 years! Obviously he has some major MENTAL problems and needs some help. I've seen his wife and daughter, and I must say they are so beautiful and seem like amazing people that they just need to take DB for everything he has...which isn't much I might add.... It just makes me sick that for me telling DB everything about me, no lies only the truth that he turns around and lies to the one person that thought he was truly amazing. Well I'm hear to say DB and I no longer speak becasuse he's lying, cheating son of a bitch that I hope KARMA is a bitch when it comes to bite you in the ass! You get what you deserve DOUCHE-BAG!

the boy named mike

2008-06-10T18:06:00.000-06:00

So today I had to go to the ups store in Ogden, on Pennsylvania Ave. Well it took me about 2 hours to find because my friend told me it was east or Washington, well she was WRONG! I called the nearest ups store and asked for the store on Pennsylvania Ave. He told me it was west of 24th street. So I'm headed west on 24th..UM apparently I'm a complete idiot, took me forever to find it. Had the nice guy tell me to go west on 31st I would've found it. ANWAYS the point to my story is, as I find the ups store, pick up my HAZMAT package, and leave, I'm driving on 31st street, back to my store, and I'm stuck in traffic! I look over to my left and oh my god! There is this cute guy that I sort of know. His name is mike. He's in a band, and works for a lumber company up here. ANYHOW! I look over to him and realize who he is as soon as he's looking at me! I about SHIT my pants! I mean we haven't ever hung out I went to see him in concert a few months ago, and haven't seen him since. I mean this isn't the only time I've seen him in random places! When my sister ran in the Ogden marathon, my family and I went to eat at olive garden, and OF COURSE he was there with his family! I don't know if I should count this as fate or what! All I know he is damn cute! But like 3 years younger then me!! So that sucks! Pretty much I thought it was crazy that he was right next to me in traffic! CRAZY!!!!!!!

~*GUN POWDER & LEAD*~

jalapeno jelly

QUICK UP DATE....

LOVE-LOVE-LOVE 's looking good,good,good on ME!

"When you've got a good thing"

4 fantastic months!

Guess we should play Catch up again.

*I'M ALIVE, and WELL*

LADY ANTEBELLUM, MIRANDA LAMBERT, AND KENNY CHESNEY CONCERT WITH TYCEE!

*the KING OF COUNTRY MUSIC*

*PAIGE MARINA*

REAL QUICK*

*DELICATE ARCH*

*hells revenge*

*pippi's pasta pavillion*

*my crazy week*

*wow*

*STAIND CONCERT*

*GRATEFUL*

1 YEAR*

T

T

ANNOYED*

terrible SAD day!!!!

non- existence love life.

doofus!

i'm leaving on a jet plane*

2 of my favorite people!!!!!!!!!!

* this may be uncalled for... but who cares.

*SAD DAY*

*HOT MAINTENANCE GUY*

* good things are instore*

*yAy*

OH HAPPY DAY! =)

complaining yet again.........

new years and karissa's bday!

new years!!!!!!!!

Denise! your gonna be proud!

*SNOWMOBILING CHRISTMAS PICS*

NEVER AGAIN!

my little red*

*STEELERS*

*an amazing person*

ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!

great news......

I NEED ADVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........NOW!

my amazing SISTER! atleast one of my amazing sisters!

finally reba and kelly pics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A VERY SAD, SAD, SAD, DAY!

**FEARLESS***

ugh!

*2008*

alright

*Halloween parties*

*san fransico*

*the lucky old sun*

*because of you*

DRAMA

veronica's bday at the port!

*oh i am THAT BAD ASS*

my oooooh SO GUILTY PLEASURE!

oh boy

*talle's wedding*

50 posts!!!!!

*LADY ANTEBELLUM*

*anxious about tomorrow*

beer pong.

just have to blog about her!

*vacation time*

its official*

heading down to wally world*

myspace

*AVERY is finally here!!

fabulous news!!!......for Brett and Becca

*LAME*

*COUNTY FAIRS*

**dating disaster**

a day of shooting

finally!! pics from american idol!

*SAD DAY*

~GUN POWDER & LEAD~

I'M ALIVE, and WELL

the KING OF COUNTRY MUSIC

PAIGE MARINA

DELICATE ARCH

hells revenge

pippi's pasta pavillion

my crazy week

wow

STAIND CONCERT

GRATEFUL

SAD DAY

HOT MAINTENANCE GUY

yAy

SNOWMOBILING CHRISTMAS PICS

STEELERS

an amazing person

FEARLESS*

2008

Halloween parties

san fransico

the lucky old sun

because of you

oh i am THAT BAD ASS

talle's wedding

LADY ANTEBELLUM

anxious about tomorrow

vacation time

LAME

COUNTY FAIRS

dating disaster

SAD DAY