*oh i am THAT BAD ASS*

Yeah I said it.I am that BAD ASS! I just won tickets to see reba and kelly clarkson! Even though I'm only a fan of reba's older stuff and kelly is ok..... I'm still excited to go! I've always wanted to see reba in concert! So this should be good times!!! I'm kinda torn on who I should take with me! Karissa my concert going buddy, or Matt...which he doesn't like country so I don't think I'll torture him with reba...also I don't think he is ready to see this side of me! Ha ha ha! So I guess karissa and I are going to the concert!!!! Yay!

my oooooh SO GUILTY PLEASURE!

I must say I'm so EXCITED for the new season for all my FAVORITE SHOWS!!!!!!! First GREY'S ANATOMY!! Oh my lord....this is the best show EVER!!!! Then DESP. HOUSEWIVES, brother's and sisters.. Those 3 shows are just the best. Anyhow I'm watching grey's tonight and meridith makes a very good point. Why get married, if 40 years down the road you feel dead inside? And you decide to go have an affair with your best Friends husband to fill that void? That's a pretty shitty situation. But then I guess you have to believe that the person you marry, that it will work out, And there will be a happy ending. Ahh! Grey's is the best show ever! But then I start thinking about all the what if's! I know its stupid! But still I have this fantasy that Derek and meridith will work out! But then she's so messed up in the head it may not.....SAD! Aw and then Taylor swifts song white horses plays at the end. Oh my what a sad song! Talkin about how she's not his princess this wasn't the fairy tale. Oh man. So so so sad! What a sad episode!! Jeez I think I need a drink! Ha ha just teasin....well sort of. But its late and I need to get to bed.

oh boy

I went out with Matt again on Saturday night. We went to this sushi restaurant called akasaka in the cottonwood area. It was ok. I ordered the spicy tuna crunch and it was not good at all!! But I traded rolls with my friend Christina and so her's was good. Anyways! We all decide to go back to matt's house in o town, to play beer pong. I was so tired at this point that I went and got a rockstar. We start playing beer pong, and I'm tired so I'm sitting on a stool so I don't have to stand. I asked Matt if he'd drink all my beers again and he's all I drank all of them last time. How about you drink every other one? I go ok.... I will its a deal. So we're playing and I'm not doing so good. I ended up having to drink all 6 of my beers cuz I lost big time and at the end of the game I was drunk. Matt is very drunk at this point to. So I'm standing in back of Matt trying to throw the ball into the cup and Matt is doing this dance I'm trying to throw the ball. Well I guess I was a little too close to Matt he full on elbowed me right in the nose!!! That was the worst pain EVER!!!! He felt so bad!! He's all" baby I'm so sorry! What can I do for you? Do you need anything? I'm so sorry baby!" I'm laughing trying not to cry. And so I go sit down on the couch and everytime I look at matt he has a sad look on his face and is like baby. I'm so sorry!!!! It was a good time I guess. I'm just glad that my nose isn't broke!!!!!! Everyone was teasing him and was like well Matt atleast we know your a hitter now. And he's like NO I'm really not! So later we're sittin on the couch watching the dark knight. Matt turns to me and is like "tania I am so, so sorry about your nose. I'm not like that at all. I just want you to know I'm really sorry. I'm all its ok. My nose doesn't even hurt anymore. So that's a lesson learned.. Don't stand behind Matt while we play beer pong. Ha ha ha.....jeez..... But he's a nice guy I like him a lot. And for some reason I don't hate it when he calls me baby, dear, honey. Or whatever. I LOVE it!!!!! WEIRD I know. He's a cutie. I may just keep him around for awhile.....

*talle's wedding*

here are some pics of talle's wedding! it was so much fun! And i am so,so,so,so,so HAPPY for my sister! it makes me feel so good, and amazing inside, to finally see her truly happy! she deserves this happiness as much as anyone. I'm so glad she found scott! He really loves her, and is so wonderful to her! The begining of the reception kinda started off for me not the best. my mom wasnt feeling good at all, so i had to go set up the center pieces and everything with my amazing aunt jo, and my mom had full on yelled at me, and all this, so i'm just like...ok.....i am NEVER EVER having a wedding! not if my mom acts like that! ANYHOW! after everyone started to show up things went really well. I saw most of my cousins i havent seen in ATLEAST a year. I was so Happy to see everyone again! Then my very good friend Aubree sang Rascal Flatts Everyday, for my sister and scott. SHE DID SUCH AN AMAZING JOB!!!!! AUBREE THANK YOU SO MUCH! YOUR AN AMAZING SINGER!!!!!!! My dad, mom, and Aage all gave a toast congratulation talle. She really is my hero, my everything, and my life would be nothing with out her in it. I am truly so happy for her and scott. I went over to their house to see what they got from everyone, THEY were in 7th heaven!!!!!!!!!!!! so grateful for everyone coming out to support them, and for all the gifts you all gave them. Talle just kept saying I can't believe everyone has been so nice! and to do this for us! she's so funny. again it was so nice to see everyone, and we all really need to get together now! FO SHO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha ha. as i've gotten a little older, i've realized that my cousins, aunts and uncles are so important to me, and we really need to get together on a regular basis! but thats all i've got for now. Scott and Talle congratulations! I'm so happy for you guys to start your new life together! I love you both so much!

50 posts!!!!!

I've come to the conclusion that life is wonderful, and amazing right now! Ha ha! Only because I went out with Matt last night! And he is just amazing! So nice and so sweet and is always wanting to make sure that I'm comfortable. We went to famous daves to eat. Which just happens to be my most favorite! Anyhow Matt is talking to my friend Christina, and all of a sudden turns to me and is all "I am so sorry that I haven't been paying enough attention to you tania, its just everytime I look at you you make me nervous with how beautiful you are!!!!! I completly turned red, and was like oh my gosh. Your fine. And thank you for saying that! Its just funny to me that when I walked up to the table he was like "damn tania, I didn't know we were supposed to dress up! You look beautiful. So sweet! I really had such a good time last night. And its so nice to know that there is a 25 years old, has a house and is looking to buy a 2nd home in january. And just works all the time, and has ZERO debt except for his house. Which I find just wonderful. I'm the other way around. I've got a little debt, rent a house, and don't work my life away. But its nice cuz he is very driven with what he wants in life. So that is really good. Also this might just be the perfect relationship for me! He works all the time and has Saturdays and Sundays off. So pretty much I'd see him 1 time a week. Which is perfect for right now just because if we are together every single day, I'll get sick of him. Ha ha sad but so true! Pretty much he's awesome for right now. And he makes me feel like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world! So yeah hopefully there will be many more posts about Matt!! =-)

*LADY ANTEBELLUM*

I'm so excited to go to the fair tonight to see the greatest most fabulous, rockin new country trio!!! LADY ANTEBELLUM! They are seriously so fun to see in concert! Hopefully I'll have good seats......since this is a free concert and all. I'm hoping not a lot of people know that its free.(until after I get my 6 tickets) anyhow on an other note. My bestfriend Necia, called me last night and said her grandpa had a heart attack and had to have open heart surgery. All my love, thoughts, and prayers go out to this amazing family. And I just want to ask you all a small favor and to include these very speacial people in your prayers. Thank you and have a wonderful weekend!

*anxious about tomorrow*

I'm going to lunch with 7 girls I went to highschool with, and they are all bringing their kids. So in total there will be 7 kids, and 7 adults. I called kirstyn today and told her I was being a brat and that I did not whatsoever want to go to lunch with 7 kids!!!!!! That is not what I call fun! Those of you who know me. Know that I freakin love kids more then anything! I want 5 or 6 of my own! But really, going to lunch with 7 kids! That's just terrible! I think I most def will have to get there early and have a drink at the bar or something! I will be the only one there that is not married and does not have kids. That is so weird to me! It really is!!!! Atleast I have ZERO responsibilities I except for me, myself, and I! Which right now I'm ok with. But yeah hopefully in the next 5 years there will be a marriage and a baby. WHO KNOWS! Right now I'm enjoying life as it is!