ANNOYED*

So I'm watching this show called "INTERVENTION" and usually I love this show. But tonight it sets me on fire. A girl named Brittany is addicted to this prescription drug that's similar to herion, I forget the name. BUT apparently she's been addicted to it since she was a teenager, and that is really sad, but it really sets me of fire because her mother had a daughter and when she was 5 got kidnapped and murdered. SAD I know. Well the mom gets prego with Brittany and I guess puts all this pressur on Brittany to be like the daughter that got kidnapped. Well apparently the mom will take Brittany to the drug dealers house and even pay for the drugs her daughter is taking! I could NOT believe that when I heard that! What kind of dumb ass parent are you to enable your Childs drug habit by taking them personally, to buy the drugs!!!???? I just about shit my pants. Also her boyfriend of 5 years does drugs with her, and enables her as well! WTF!!!!!! Its so sad to me that this has happened to this poor girl, and I don't even know who the hell she is. I was just on fire while watching this! So I thought I'd share. Why would any parent enable their kids to do drugs!!?? I realize the loss of the moms other daughter was hard, and she's trying to make up for it. But my hell. Its just sad. Really sad.

terrible SAD day!!!!

So today was a pretty good day. I went to lunch with my step sister and niece Maren to osaka and enjoyed some YUMMY sushi! It was a lot of fun getting together with those 2! Well I get back to work, and my assistant manager Christina tells me she needs to talk to me. So we go in the backroom and I say ok what's up? And she's all let's go outside. So I say ok.... She then tells me she is giving me her 2 weeks because her boyfriend is in Alaska, working and she wants to be there with him. I sort of freak out, one because she has been my friend for 5 years. And for 2 I think its so ridiculous she is packing up and moving out there. For 1 her boyfriend sits there and tells her he doesn't want to marry her, because he is hung up on some girl in Canada.... Well to me that would be a clue to get out of this relationship... Well she thinks it feels so "right" and I'm sure it does. I told her she really needed to fast and pray about this maybe even get a blessing because this is a huge deal! I did apologize to her for freakin out and I do only have her best interest at heart. I hope it works out for her in the long run. I really do. Me being me, I just wouldn't run off to Alaska with some guy that won't even marry me!(if I wanted to get married that is) Christina is such an amazing person I just hate to see her get screwed over by another douche bag! But yeah so just a sad day that she is leaving our job and me behind! Now who am I gonna go dancing with!!!???? Lol just teasing!

this pic reminds of springtime and i am so happy that is has finally arrived! life is GREAT right now! just thought you all should know!!!!!!!

non- existence love life.

Ok ok ok ok I know I have posted a lot about the losers I have dated. Well it gets worse. This boy I have just adored for more them 5 years of course turned out to be the douche bag of all douche bags! Seriously!!!! With all the moving I have done, from utah to Oklahoma, back to utah to northern utah back down to central utah I guess would be where I'm at now. We have stayed in touch thanks to my EX brother in law dave. He and this boy are quite good friends. And everytime they'd want to hang out I'd drive 2 hours to hang out with this boy because I was so in to this boy. I'd go shooting, bowling whatever just to hang out with him. Well in the past 6 maybe 10 months he has ditched me about 5 times. I always have him the excuse, " oh he has his horses to tend to, or his work is so busy and blah, blah, blah" well I called him up about 2 weeks ago, and said hey what are you doing this weekend? And he's all nothing except I gotta shoe my horses Saturday morning and finish up putting these cabinets in this house, so I said ok, well do you want to come out with my friends and I Saturday night? And this boy is all sure! I will "try" and make it if I can't I will call you and let you know. Well come Saturday a little birdie by the name of dave tells me this boy is in cedar city with another girl! I literally fly off tha handle text him and say what the hell man? You couldn't even text or call me and say you have other plans or something came up? You are such a piece of shit, and for me to stand there and let you do this to me 5 freakin times in a row? What the hell man? All I ever wanted was honesty, that's all I ever want in anyone whether they are just a friend or not. I atleast deserve that. Oh man, did I lay into him so bad, he finally told me I needed to "get over myself" and he was already hanging out with the "hottest" girl in utah"..which I called him out on that and said bull shit, I bet your just hanging out with your ugly neighbor girl, and you can kiss my ass goodbye. I have nothing to get over, and for you to treat someone that badly. Buddy you need to get over your hick piece of shit self. Now I know that may have been a little extreme but my hell seriously you should've told me you had plans when I called you plenty of time in advance to hang out. I mean come on people I am 26 years old. I'm sick of this bull shit, lying and drama! That goes with dating. Its ridiculous, how many posts have I posted about douche bags lying to me!!!! I have honestly had enough. If your gonna lie to me about you being married having a girlfriend, or having other plans when I make plans with you, BOY you best keep on walking, because this girl is done, and as kellie pickler would say" I'll be there in the back of your mind from the day we met, to when you were making me cry, and its just to bad you've already had the best days the best days of your life!!!!!!!!o

doofus!

I have no idea if I spelled that word right but... Oh well. So the story today, is I went to target with Tycee yesterday to buy a lamp and some garbages and cleaning supplies for my new apartment. Well the night before I'm putting my clothes away and realize at 11 at night I don't have a shower curtain! So I'm very annoyed go to bed, and work the next day run over to my mom's house for a second and Tycee was over there. So I ask her to go to target with me and she goes, "tan I just got back from there with grandma! And I was like I'll be really quick! I just gotta but a lamp and a few things. So she went with me. And we come back to my moms and I say well I'm going home I can't wait to put my shower curtain up! So Tycee says" fine tan, go have fun putting your shower curtain up! Ya doofus! I just laughed at her! And then thought....oh no! I've ACtually turned into my mom and my sisters being excited to hang up a shower curtain, or go clean!!!!!!!!! What has this world come too!!!!!!!! Ha ha ha just kidding. I just laughed at Tycee. She always says the funniest things and puts a smile on my face.

i'm leaving on a jet plane*

THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO FOR THE NEXT WEEK COME SATURDAY!!!!!! I CAN'T EVEN WAIT! I'M GOING TO CANCUN WITH MY MOM AND AAGE, TIA AND TERRY, AND TRIPP, AND TERRY'S PARENTS WENDALL AND KAREN. IT SHOULD BE SO MUCH FUN! I AM JUST LOOKING FORWARD TO SITTING ON THE BEACH AND LEAVING ALL MY PROBLEMS, CRAZY LIFE AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT AT HOME, AND CHILLING AT THE BEACH FOR A WEEK! I WILL MOST DEF TAKE TONS OF PICS SO YOU ALL CAN SEE WHAT FUN WE'RE HAVING... HOPEFULLY IT DOESN'T SNOW WHILE WE ARE GONE, SO YOU ALL CAN ENJOY SOME KINDA SPRING WEATHER! SO FOR THE NEXT WEEK PEACE OUT! HA HA HA!

2 of my favorite people!!!!!!!!!!

i thought this was so cute! i took this pic tonight of tripp and tycee eating popcorn and watching a movie! man i just love these2 little kids so much!!!!!!! and Tripp! he's so funny now! He repeats every word and action you do! i walked down to tia's tonight to get tripp so i could babysit him and tycee while she went to a baby shower. well i'm giving tripp a piggy back ride back to my mom's and i'm talking to him asking him to say" tanni, and mama, tycee, and papa" and he says all of those words clear as can be! i love having him say my name, because he actually says tanni, and not "nanni" tycee and tripp just crack me up so i thought i'd share this cute pic of them!