*my crazy week*

Ok..well it first started off with this guy I recently became friends with. He called me after not speaking to him for about 2 weeks and just basically wanted to say hi. Well after he did that I spoke to my friend and she told me all of this stuff that happened one friday night. I was like what!? Are you kidding me! Well supposedly my guy friend had been over to her house with this chic we went to highschool with. Well she is married and her hubby had been out of town for the week and she and my guy friend had been hanging out the whole week.... That's not too bad. But my friend told me when he and this chic showed up to her house they looked like they did something they shouldn't. So I'm all what a piece of shit! Are you kidding me? Why the hell would he do that if his wife cheated on him? Well I asked him and he denied it of course, so that night I went to the bar with my friends and this guy I had been playin pool with asked me awhile later and said tania are you doing better? Because no one should ever have a hold of anyone like they do of you. Right when he said that I seriously had an "ah ha" moment sort of! I was all your so right! I don't even know you and these 3 dumb ass people have caused so much drama in my life that I was so upset at the bar everyone could tell and I shouldn't have gone. So I want to say thank you to guy at the bar that said that to me! The next day my mom had surgery. She was going to have her stomach removed, but ended up only having to have the opening to her stomach widened. Which is a less invasive surgery then the other they were going to do. I have been so worried about her for 6 weeks and I am so grateful that she is ok, and that the surgery went well. She is still in the hospital until Monday. But she is doing well. I just love her to pieces! And on another note, Troye and arian are here! They have been here for about 2 weeks now. I just adore those 2 and love them to pieces! Arian is now 5'4 she is 4 inches taller then me! And she's 12! And just the most beautiful 12 year old I've ever met! Just wanted to catch ya'll up on my crazy week!

*wow*

So I'm going to share with you all about my friend. I've known this person for just a little bit. Well in the short time I've gotten to know this person, I've come to adore, appreciate everything this person has to offer. Now this person is going through some shitty stuff right now and I feel bad! But some events have happened in recent weeks to lead me to believe that this person is having a nervous breakdown. Probably a lot worse then I think. All I can say is keep your chin up, know that so many people care about you and are behind you 100%!!!!!! No matter what! I've known you just a short time and I know the person you are, and the person you want to be. You inspire me in so many ways I can't even say! So as you said to me, no matter what happens we'll always be friends. Don't ever forget that! I make friends that last a lifetime, so your stuck with me no matter what!

*STAIND CONCERT*

I WENT TO SEE STAIND IN WENDOVER, THIS PAST SATURDAY. CAN I SAY IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!! I LIKED THEM BEFORE. BUT MAN, ONCE YOU SEE SOMEONE LIVE, IT CHANGES EVERYTHING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THEM BEFORE! THEY WERE AMAZING! I WENT WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS NECIA. WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE HIGHSCHOOL! AND SHE JUST IS SO MUCH FUN TO HANG OUT WITH! WE GOT TO THE CONCERT HALL ABOUT AN HOUR EARLY AND WAS JUST HANGING OUT, DECIDED TO GO IN AND GET A BEER, AND ARE SITTIN IN OUR SEATS, OH MY HECK AND THERE ARE THESE 2 GUYS SITTIN IN THE SAME ROW AS US JUST LIKE 10 SEATS AWAY, AND ONE OF THEM SAYS HI, TO US, SO I GO "HEY! AND THROW UP A PEACE SIGN, i GUESS THEY THOUGHT THAT MEANT TO COME AND TALK TO US... WELL I WAS GETTING ANNOYED WITH THEM AND WENT TO GET ANOTHER BEER, WELL NECIA HAD TO SMOKE, SO WE GO OUTSIDE, AND THIS OLDER GUY WALKS UP TO US AND ASKS US IF WE HAPPEN TO HAVE ANOTHER TICKET? AND I SAY NO, BUT MY BROTHER IN LAW WAS SUPPOSED TO COME OUT HERE, BUT HE ISN'T NOW, SO MAYBE I CAN GET HIM TO SELL HIS TICKET. WELL NO SUCH LUCK! WELL THE GUY IS REALLY APPREACIATIVE OF ME TRYING TO FIND HIM A TICKET, AND CONTINUES TO TALK TO US, WELL WE GO BACK IN AND ENJOY THE SHOW, AND WE ARE WAITING TO BUY A T SHIRT, AND THE SAME OLDER GUY WAS BEHIND US! HE'S ALL I GOT TO SEE THE SHOW! FOR 50 BUCKS! AND WE SAY THAT IS SO AWESOME! WE ARE GLAD YOU GOT TO SEE THE SHOW! WELL HE ASKS US WHAT WE ARE DOING, AND I SAY, WE ARE GOING TO EAT SOMETHING, THEN GO BACK TO THE PEPPERMILL, AND HE SAID OK WELL LETS GO TO THE PEPPERMILL AND I WILL BUY YOU LADIES BOTH A BEER, FOR TRYING TO GET ME A TICKET! SO I'M OF COURSE DOWN WITH THIS, I REALLY WISH I COULD REMEMBER THIS GUYS NAME, BECAUSE HE LOOKED JUST LIKE MY HUSBAND GARY ALLAN, OOOH HE WAS SO CUTE! FOR BEING AN OLDER GUY! I THINK HE REALLY LIKED ME, BUT HE WAS WAY TOO OLD FOR ME! LOL I WANTED TO GET HIS NUMBER SO I COULD HOOK MY FRIENDS MOM UP WITH HIM, BECAUSE YOU KNOW HOW YOU CAN JUST TELL WHEN SOMEONE IS A GOOD PERSON? WELL THIS GUY WAS! THERE WAS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT HIM, THAT I WAS LIKE WOW... WHAT A GREAT GUY! AND THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE IN WENDOVER, WE WOULD SEE HIM EVERYWHERE! IT WAS SO FUNNY! WHEN WE GOT READY TO LEAVE WE WENT AND GOT GAS, AND OF COURSE OUR DUDE WAS AT THE GAS STATION! THEN WE WENT TO SMITHS, AND SOMEHOW HE WAS THERE TOO! AS WE'RE WALKIN OUT OF SMITHS, HE PULLS UP ON HIS HARELY, AND IS LIKE HEY! I SAID HI! HOWS IT GOING? AND HE SAID GOOD, JUST ON MY WAY BACK TO ELKO! SO I SAID WE'RE ON OUR WAY HOME TOO! DRIVE SAFE! MAN I WISH I WOULD'VE GOTTEN HIS NUMBER FOR MY FRIENDS MOM!!!!!!! OH WELL... THE CONCERT WAS A LOT OF FUN. HERE ARE SOME PICS,! ENJOY!

*GRATEFUL*

I got the saddest phone call from my best friend tonight. She was just sobbing, and sobbing because she is depressed. I had no idea. I'm so glad that she called me and told me. She just broke up with her boyfriend. Had to tell her other best friend they can't be friends anymore, and was just having such a terrible day! Then she goes on to tell me she's all alone, because she has no one, her best friend is in Provo, and she does everything for everyone and everyone just screws her over in the end. I told her ya know, that's how it is with me. No matter who you date, who your friends with someone will screw you over because we being the amazing people we are tend to care more then we should about people and always end up getting hurt. Its shitty but really what can you do? Its not in our personalities to screw people over, lie cheat and do whatever to be a horrible person. Its just not us. I said friend, don't let these people bring you down! Its their loss they screw you over and aren't in their lives anymore. Its part of being a genuinely nice caring person. Some people take advantage and some appreciate it. Just know that I miss you and you are my dearest friend, and I'm so lucky that I got over "hating" you years ago! And soon we'll go dancing or just chill!

1 YEAR*

And have I really done anything with my blog except bitch about lame guys that I seem to attract? Not really!!???? Well this next year I hope to find happiness with an amazing guy that hopefully I will meet....... Actually scratch the hopefully! I WILL find much happiness with an amazing guy... This year. I'm thinking positive this year, more so then last year. And so far it has brought good things! I have a couple of fun exciting things planned for the summer! 1 takes place in June, white water rafting in MOAB with the family! I mean the GIESSING/KERBY clan. 2 of the best concerts ever! Kenny chesney on july 23rd, and the one and only my love GEORGE STRAIT! I'm taking tycee to see kenny chesney. She will just love it I know! And just possibly a few trips to st. George.... Perhaps? So yes I'm excited for this summer! And the next year of blogging! Not as much bitching I promise! Lol!

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