just have to blog about her!

So I'm going to blog about karissa my bff. (that sounds so highschool) anyways. We've become really good friends over the last year or so. She is like 4 years younger then me but its so funny how we became friends. I dated this guy named Paul 2 years ago, and a lot of drama happened between Paul and I. Well like 1 week after this "drama" Paul was takin karissa out! I was like WTF! Really. I hate her! Really? Who does that! Dates some girl then after stupid drama starts dating another girl. I hated karissa so much for like 6 months. I'd give her dirty looks and just be a real bitch. And looking back now, I'm like really? We both dated the same guy and he was such a douche! We went out shopping tonight and to dinner, and we got talkin about Paul, and karissa was like tania no wonder you hated me! Everyone made it out to be that you all dated last summer! And I was like um...no. Not so much. We were dating when you started dating him! It was just terrible! But needless to say she is one of my best friends now. And we just laugh about what a douche Paul was, and. I Never told her about any of this until a few months ago! Anyways karissa is awesome! The post I wrote about her "maybe" getting married was just a joke! But she is awesome and I'm glad that I ended up being friends with her instead of hating her. It seems like we both have been dating the WRONG GUYS! But I'm still holding out for my love James....I have a pic of this hottie, but I lost it. When I find it, I'll def post it and tell you about what an amazing guy he is! Ha ha ha have a great night.

*vacation time*

I'm so excited for October!!! I'm going to san Fransico! With my family! My sister was supposed to run in the marathon there, but she hurt her knee or something so she's not going to run. But still it should still be a lot of fun! And we're all going to cancun in feb for a week staying in my parents condo! That should be really good times. Except it will be one sober trip to Mexico for me! Because I don't feel that its approriate to drink in front of my very religious parents. I'm sure I'll have to sneak away to the bar at the place we stay at. Or SOMETHING!! Anyhow what should we do in san fransico! I've never been there before. I would like to go to china town. But I don't know! What exciting things is there to do? Let me know PLEASE! Ha ha have a great day everyone!

its official*

I am officially the last one in my family to get married! I am so sad about this. I am happy for my sister but my mom called me today and told me they are getting married on Sept. 19th. Can I just say my heart fell into my stomach? I've known for awhile that they were going to get married soon but I didn't think THIS SOON! I just always thought I'd be married by now, be on my 6th kid. All my friends that are married and have gotten divorced say that marriage is over rated... Is it really over rated? I guess it depends on whether or not you settle for less then what you want. When I think back on all the LOSERS I've dated. I'm so glad I didn't marry any of them! Ha ha but still its sad that I'm the last one in my family to get married. What should I do? Where should I go to meet the man of my dreams? Where should I go to look for a decent guy? I go out a lot to the bars and clubs but I don't ever go to look for guys. I go to dance and have fun. If I just so happen meet a cute guy that's fine. But SERIOUSLY I'm obviously looking in the wrong places for a guy to marry! Is 25 too young to get married? I just had this conversation with my friend Necia on Monday. That I'm fine not being married right now, I get to go out and have fun, and I'm kinda glad I'm not tied down to kids. But at the same time I DO want to be married!!! But really, I must be going to the wrong places to find a guy. Now I feel that I'm a pretty hot looking chic and I don't need to go to E harmony to find a date. But man... If I'm 30 by the time I get married that might be an option I'm willing to take!

heading down to wally world*

Yesterday I was so sick at work cuz I'm a dumb ass and took some iron pills that have been expired for 4 years! I've been taking them since Tuesday and had been so sick, throwing up, sick stomach. I finally decided to look at the date on the pills. I almost shit my pants! 4 years expired! No wonder I was sick! Left work early, paid my ticket from last week, picked my bff karissa up and went to wally world. We were getting groceries. And these dirt bag construction workers. NO OFFENSE to any of you construction workers out there. But these guys were such dirt bags! KArissa and I see probably the cutest and only single girls in our town, and these douche's freakin are talkin real loud sayin to each other, screw your wife, go talk to those girls. EW! They followed us from the frozen food section all the way to the toilet paper! Stupid douche bags. We're not 12, we don't go to wally world to "look for guys" and if your married stay away from these 2 bitches. Needless to say after that expirence at wally, we headed straight to the liquor store to get some yummy peach vodka, and a bottle of wine. Only drank the vodka, because mixing wine with anything makes for a huge disaster! I'm really begining to think there are no good guys out there anymore! Its just Terrible. Oh well tonight should be fun. Going out to my favorite martini bar EVER in the great SLC! So wish me luck that no married guys hit on us hotties tonight. That's just LAME!

myspace

It just amazes me how many people have found me on myspace. I was checking my myspace last night, and I got a message from my long lost friend that fell off the face of the earth for about 10 years. His name is Tate. And he lived with my family for a few years growing up. He got into some bad stuff, and decided to move to another state to get on the right track. Well in his message he was like I haven't seen you in years! What have you been up to? I've just been working, fishing, trying to stay busy so I don't get off track again. and all this stuff. I was freakin out! Cuz he really is awesome. I've known him my whole life and he's like a part of my family. So I'm so glad he's doing so well! And he is so freakin hot now!!! Some girl is very lucky to date him! Ha ha ha but I called my mama and told her he found me on myspace, and she was like that's crazy! I was just thinking about him yesterday! Let me know how he's doing and tell him I love him.. That seriously made my week since the past week has been REAL shitty!

*AVERY is finally here!!

I am so proud to announce that Becca and brett's baby girl avery has finally arrived to her loving parents arms! Becca sent me a pic of avery tonight. And oh my goodness! She is so precious! So beautiful! I was over come with such emotion when I saw that picture! I started crying! Because Brett and Becca have waited a long time to start a family, and now their dreams have come true! I can not express my love for Becca as I've gotten to know her over the past year. And being able to work with her, and see her and Brett embark on this wonderful journey has been the most amazing expirence I've ever had. It might be because I'm adopted and have got to see first hand from the adopting parents point of view. It is truly such a blessing for the parents adopting, and for the child. Its just amazing! I can't stop saying that! And how happy I am for these two amazing people!!!!!!!!!

fabulous news!!!......for Brett and Becca

I'm so excited and proud to annouce my sales asst. Becca is going to be a mommy today!! She found out this morning the girl that's having the baby she's adopting is going into labor!!! Her and her husband have waited a very long time for this, and I'm so excited that she's able to have her dream of becoming a mom. I can't possibly think of anyone that deserves this more then her. She is such an amazing person! Its very bittersweet for my because Becca is such a great asst. Manager, and I'm so,so, so sad that she won't be working for me anymore! But ya know I'm still very happy for her! So CONGRATULATIONS BRETT AND BECCA!!!! You guys will make amazing parents!!!!!!!!! You better bring your sweet baby girl into the store to visit us!!!