i'm leaving on a jet plane*

THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO FOR THE NEXT WEEK COME SATURDAY!!!!!! I CAN'T EVEN WAIT! I'M GOING TO CANCUN WITH MY MOM AND AAGE, TIA AND TERRY, AND TRIPP, AND TERRY'S PARENTS WENDALL AND KAREN. IT SHOULD BE SO MUCH FUN! I AM JUST LOOKING FORWARD TO SITTING ON THE BEACH AND LEAVING ALL MY PROBLEMS, CRAZY LIFE AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT AT HOME, AND CHILLING AT THE BEACH FOR A WEEK! I WILL MOST DEF TAKE TONS OF PICS SO YOU ALL CAN SEE WHAT FUN WE'RE HAVING... HOPEFULLY IT DOESN'T SNOW WHILE WE ARE GONE, SO YOU ALL CAN ENJOY SOME KINDA SPRING WEATHER! SO FOR THE NEXT WEEK PEACE OUT! HA HA HA!

2 of my favorite people!!!!!!!!!!

i thought this was so cute! i took this pic tonight of tripp and tycee eating popcorn and watching a movie! man i just love these2 little kids so much!!!!!!! and Tripp! he's so funny now! He repeats every word and action you do! i walked down to tia's tonight to get tripp so i could babysit him and tycee while she went to a baby shower. well i'm giving tripp a piggy back ride back to my mom's and i'm talking to him asking him to say" tanni, and mama, tycee, and papa" and he says all of those words clear as can be! i love having him say my name, because he actually says tanni, and not "nanni" tycee and tripp just crack me up so i thought i'd share this cute pic of them!

* this may be uncalled for... but who cares.

Ok so long story short. One of my friends is trying to hook up with my married friends... Not cool right? Well my married friends ask me to speak to..let's call him DB....cuz he's a douche. Anyways they ask me to speak with DB and say please just knock it off. Its not cool its one reason to try and hook up with someone that's single and quite another when they are married. I was nice, very professional. About the whole thing cuz DB is supposed to be my friend. Well the shit hits the fan and db thinks I "created" all this dramb just because. I didn't I hate drama. More then anything. I do not create it for any reason. This said, he blames me and doesn't own up to him being a complete douche bag, we end up fighting me saying stuff like I'm only friends with him cuz he pays for everything when we go out, and that's all he's good for. He ends up calling me some really nasty names. We are no longer friends as of about 1130 this morning. I don't understand how he can blame this on me since I was bringing it to his attention, and I told him flat out I think he's awesome this no way effects our friendship, I still want to chill, and whatever. If he would own up and not blame me for his stupid mistakes everything would be fine. The whole situation sucks because we ended on very very bad terms. Like we no longer have each othes phone #'s he deleted and blocked me off of myspace and facebook I took him off of all my messenger services. We are no longer friends. And its shitty cuz he was pretty awesome. But the names he called me and the words he yelled at me hurt the worst because I've never been called them before. I'm just like how can a friend turn around and call me a cunt, a 2 faced bitch, and a liar, when he was the DB that was trying to get with my married friends! Now maybe I should've stayed out of it, but my other friend came to me and asked me to talk to db. How is that fair that he's treating me like this and yeah I said hateful stuff. But not that hateful. And its just a shitty situation. He's a complete ass, I know and can I guess peace out and "take it easy" in his words cuz he's a douche. But this has had me upset all day. I was only looking out for him. And obviously he doesn't care. That's all I can come up with. Anyone that knows me knows I'm so kind and generous, but at the sametime don't mess with me! I really had to just vent about this douche bag who is no longer apart of my life.............

*SAD DAY*

Pk so I'm sure I've all told you, that I'm moving to a town closer to my family and I'm happy to do that. I have a need to be close to the ones I love, its hard to explain. But its as if its a drug for me. Because I care so deeply for everyone in my family, but at the sametime I'm so so so so so so sad to leave the life I have up here in O town. All my single friends. My bff Karissa. It just makes me so sad. And I'm not sure how I'll deal with it. I'm sure most of you think, my god tania they are just friends.... But that's not it. When I make friends with someone I'm friends with them for life. Its feels like a little bit of my heart is breaking. Even though I know with out a doubt this is the right thing for me to do. It just saddens me a little bit. I guess more then a little bit since I'm posting about this. But I'm pretty positive that GOOD THINGS are instore for me and this wonderful move. I will get to see 3 of my favorite nieces and nephew on a daily basisis. Which now its like and every other weekend if that. And I can help my mom and dad out. And that's what's important right? Yes! Of course. See my pops is having surgery tomorrow to have a stint put in his heart. Which stresses me out like no other. And I know he'll be fine. But hello* he is my dad. The best dad I could ever ask for, and it makes me sad he isn't feeling that great. So I know this move is good so I can help him out when he needs it, which seems lately more often. Man. Seeing your parents get old really sucks. More when your single and you seem to think...crap...I better marry the first douche bag I see... Ha ha just teasing. Jus so I'm not alone. But pretty much this is a pity on tania post, and please bless my pops in your prayers tonight. Dad if you read this I love you and am so grateful you are apart of my life every single day I thank god for you and mom! I love you! And will talk to you after your surgery!