its official*

I am officially the last one in my family to get married! I am so sad about this. I am happy for my sister but my mom called me today and told me they are getting married on Sept. 19th. Can I just say my heart fell into my stomach? I've known for awhile that they were going to get married soon but I didn't think THIS SOON! I just always thought I'd be married by now, be on my 6th kid. All my friends that are married and have gotten divorced say that marriage is over rated... Is it really over rated? I guess it depends on whether or not you settle for less then what you want. When I think back on all the LOSERS I've dated. I'm so glad I didn't marry any of them! Ha ha but still its sad that I'm the last one in my family to get married. What should I do? Where should I go to meet the man of my dreams? Where should I go to look for a decent guy? I go out a lot to the bars and clubs but I don't ever go to look for guys. I go to dance and have fun. If I just so happen meet a cute guy that's fine. But SERIOUSLY I'm obviously looking in the wrong places for a guy to marry! Is 25 too young to get married? I just had this conversation with my friend Necia on Monday. That I'm fine not being married right now, I get to go out and have fun, and I'm kinda glad I'm not tied down to kids. But at the same time I DO want to be married!!! But really, I must be going to the wrong places to find a guy. Now I feel that I'm a pretty hot looking chic and I don't need to go to E harmony to find a date. But man... If I'm 30 by the time I get married that might be an option I'm willing to take!