*SAD DAY*

Pk so I'm sure I've all told you, that I'm moving to a town closer to my family and I'm happy to do that. I have a need to be close to the ones I love, its hard to explain. But its as if its a drug for me. Because I care so deeply for everyone in my family, but at the sametime I'm so so so so so so sad to leave the life I have up here in O town. All my single friends. My bff Karissa. It just makes me so sad. And I'm not sure how I'll deal with it. I'm sure most of you think, my god tania they are just friends.... But that's not it. When I make friends with someone I'm friends with them for life. Its feels like a little bit of my heart is breaking. Even though I know with out a doubt this is the right thing for me to do. It just saddens me a little bit. I guess more then a little bit since I'm posting about this. But I'm pretty positive that GOOD THINGS are instore for me and this wonderful move. I will get to see 3 of my favorite nieces and nephew on a daily basisis. Which now its like and every other weekend if that. And I can help my mom and dad out. And that's what's important right? Yes! Of course. See my pops is having surgery tomorrow to have a stint put in his heart. Which stresses me out like no other. And I know he'll be fine. But hello* he is my dad. The best dad I could ever ask for, and it makes me sad he isn't feeling that great. So I know this move is good so I can help him out when he needs it, which seems lately more often. Man. Seeing your parents get old really sucks. More when your single and you seem to think...crap...I better marry the first douche bag I see... Ha ha just teasing. Jus so I'm not alone. But pretty much this is a pity on tania post, and please bless my pops in your prayers tonight. Dad if you read this I love you and am so grateful you are apart of my life every single day I thank god for you and mom! I love you! And will talk to you after your surgery!