*wow*

So I'm going to share with you all about my friend. I've known this person for just a little bit. Well in the short time I've gotten to know this person, I've come to adore, appreciate everything this person has to offer. Now this person is going through some shitty stuff right now and I feel bad! But some events have happened in recent weeks to lead me to believe that this person is having a nervous breakdown. Probably a lot worse then I think. All I can say is keep your chin up, know that so many people care about you and are behind you 100%!!!!!! No matter what! I've known you just a short time and I know the person you are, and the person you want to be. You inspire me in so many ways I can't even say! So as you said to me, no matter what happens we'll always be friends. Don't ever forget that! I make friends that last a lifetime, so your stuck with me no matter what!

*STAIND CONCERT*

I WENT TO SEE STAIND IN WENDOVER, THIS PAST SATURDAY. CAN I SAY IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!! I LIKED THEM BEFORE. BUT MAN, ONCE YOU SEE SOMEONE LIVE, IT CHANGES EVERYTHING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THEM BEFORE! THEY WERE AMAZING! I WENT WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS NECIA. WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE HIGHSCHOOL! AND SHE JUST IS SO MUCH FUN TO HANG OUT WITH! WE GOT TO THE CONCERT HALL ABOUT AN HOUR EARLY AND WAS JUST HANGING OUT, DECIDED TO GO IN AND GET A BEER, AND ARE SITTIN IN OUR SEATS, OH MY HECK AND THERE ARE THESE 2 GUYS SITTIN IN THE SAME ROW AS US JUST LIKE 10 SEATS AWAY, AND ONE OF THEM SAYS HI, TO US, SO I GO "HEY! AND THROW UP A PEACE SIGN, i GUESS THEY THOUGHT THAT MEANT TO COME AND TALK TO US... WELL I WAS GETTING ANNOYED WITH THEM AND WENT TO GET ANOTHER BEER, WELL NECIA HAD TO SMOKE, SO WE GO OUTSIDE, AND THIS OLDER GUY WALKS UP TO US AND ASKS US IF WE HAPPEN TO HAVE ANOTHER TICKET? AND I SAY NO, BUT MY BROTHER IN LAW WAS SUPPOSED TO COME OUT HERE, BUT HE ISN'T NOW, SO MAYBE I CAN GET HIM TO SELL HIS TICKET. WELL NO SUCH LUCK! WELL THE GUY IS REALLY APPREACIATIVE OF ME TRYING TO FIND HIM A TICKET, AND CONTINUES TO TALK TO US, WELL WE GO BACK IN AND ENJOY THE SHOW, AND WE ARE WAITING TO BUY A T SHIRT, AND THE SAME OLDER GUY WAS BEHIND US! HE'S ALL I GOT TO SEE THE SHOW! FOR 50 BUCKS! AND WE SAY THAT IS SO AWESOME! WE ARE GLAD YOU GOT TO SEE THE SHOW! WELL HE ASKS US WHAT WE ARE DOING, AND I SAY, WE ARE GOING TO EAT SOMETHING, THEN GO BACK TO THE PEPPERMILL, AND HE SAID OK WELL LETS GO TO THE PEPPERMILL AND I WILL BUY YOU LADIES BOTH A BEER, FOR TRYING TO GET ME A TICKET! SO I'M OF COURSE DOWN WITH THIS, I REALLY WISH I COULD REMEMBER THIS GUYS NAME, BECAUSE HE LOOKED JUST LIKE MY HUSBAND GARY ALLAN, OOOH HE WAS SO CUTE! FOR BEING AN OLDER GUY! I THINK HE REALLY LIKED ME, BUT HE WAS WAY TOO OLD FOR ME! LOL I WANTED TO GET HIS NUMBER SO I COULD HOOK MY FRIENDS MOM UP WITH HIM, BECAUSE YOU KNOW HOW YOU CAN JUST TELL WHEN SOMEONE IS A GOOD PERSON? WELL THIS GUY WAS! THERE WAS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT HIM, THAT I WAS LIKE WOW... WHAT A GREAT GUY! AND THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE IN WENDOVER, WE WOULD SEE HIM EVERYWHERE! IT WAS SO FUNNY! WHEN WE GOT READY TO LEAVE WE WENT AND GOT GAS, AND OF COURSE OUR DUDE WAS AT THE GAS STATION! THEN WE WENT TO SMITHS, AND SOMEHOW HE WAS THERE TOO! AS WE'RE WALKIN OUT OF SMITHS, HE PULLS UP ON HIS HARELY, AND IS LIKE HEY! I SAID HI! HOWS IT GOING? AND HE SAID GOOD, JUST ON MY WAY BACK TO ELKO! SO I SAID WE'RE ON OUR WAY HOME TOO! DRIVE SAFE! MAN I WISH I WOULD'VE GOTTEN HIS NUMBER FOR MY FRIENDS MOM!!!!!!! OH WELL... THE CONCERT WAS A LOT OF FUN. HERE ARE SOME PICS,! ENJOY!

*GRATEFUL*

I got the saddest phone call from my best friend tonight. She was just sobbing, and sobbing because she is depressed. I had no idea. I'm so glad that she called me and told me. She just broke up with her boyfriend. Had to tell her other best friend they can't be friends anymore, and was just having such a terrible day! Then she goes on to tell me she's all alone, because she has no one, her best friend is in Provo, and she does everything for everyone and everyone just screws her over in the end. I told her ya know, that's how it is with me. No matter who you date, who your friends with someone will screw you over because we being the amazing people we are tend to care more then we should about people and always end up getting hurt. Its shitty but really what can you do? Its not in our personalities to screw people over, lie cheat and do whatever to be a horrible person. Its just not us. I said friend, don't let these people bring you down! Its their loss they screw you over and aren't in their lives anymore. Its part of being a genuinely nice caring person. Some people take advantage and some appreciate it. Just know that I miss you and you are my dearest friend, and I'm so lucky that I got over "hating" you years ago! And soon we'll go dancing or just chill!

1 YEAR*

And have I really done anything with my blog except bitch about lame guys that I seem to attract? Not really!!???? Well this next year I hope to find happiness with an amazing guy that hopefully I will meet....... Actually scratch the hopefully! I WILL find much happiness with an amazing guy... This year. I'm thinking positive this year, more so then last year. And so far it has brought good things! I have a couple of fun exciting things planned for the summer! 1 takes place in June, white water rafting in MOAB with the family! I mean the GIESSING/KERBY clan. 2 of the best concerts ever! Kenny chesney on july 23rd, and the one and only my love GEORGE STRAIT! I'm taking tycee to see kenny chesney. She will just love it I know! And just possibly a few trips to st. George.... Perhaps? So yes I'm excited for this summer! And the next year of blogging! Not as much bitching I promise! Lol!

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ANNOYED*

So I'm watching this show called "INTERVENTION" and usually I love this show. But tonight it sets me on fire. A girl named Brittany is addicted to this prescription drug that's similar to herion, I forget the name. BUT apparently she's been addicted to it since she was a teenager, and that is really sad, but it really sets me of fire because her mother had a daughter and when she was 5 got kidnapped and murdered. SAD I know. Well the mom gets prego with Brittany and I guess puts all this pressur on Brittany to be like the daughter that got kidnapped. Well apparently the mom will take Brittany to the drug dealers house and even pay for the drugs her daughter is taking! I could NOT believe that when I heard that! What kind of dumb ass parent are you to enable your Childs drug habit by taking them personally, to buy the drugs!!!???? I just about shit my pants. Also her boyfriend of 5 years does drugs with her, and enables her as well! WTF!!!!!! Its so sad to me that this has happened to this poor girl, and I don't even know who the hell she is. I was just on fire while watching this! So I thought I'd share. Why would any parent enable their kids to do drugs!!?? I realize the loss of the moms other daughter was hard, and she's trying to make up for it. But my hell. Its just sad. Really sad.