Guess we should play Catch up again.

SO......here it goes. MY life lately has been anything but crazy. Not since living om my own. I still go to as man concerts as I can possibly go to. I am an Addict.. I may need to go to CA. CONCERTS ANNONYMOUS. LOL but I guess its a good thing to be addicted to. I have recently removed some people out of my life that are no bueno for me and it has been such a RELIEF! Tyler just got kicked to the curb, because he is a loser that thinks he has been saved by GOD for all his transgressions. Which maybe he has I just think he is a loser and a liar and have no need for him in my life EVER again. And then just some other random nobody's. I wonder why its so hard to find Good honest people out there? It just seems to me like there are so many dis honest people out there and it makes me sad. But such is life I guess. I have recently come into contact with this guy I went to high school with. He seems ok. I'm sure you all have noticed a Brady that as my step sister Julie says "DROOLS all over me" and as my friend Aubree says he "L-O-V-E loves you Tan" lol he is nice and I talk to him everyday of my life since Nov 14th. There is just one problem with him. Wheb we make plans to hang out something always comes up. He always tells me he likes my attitude and that he loves that I'm so honest. Also that I don't judge him for his past. Believe me he has a small past. But coming from Small town usa where everyone except me and a few others were junkies in high school. He was, has been clean for 5 years and has totally tured his life around for the better. I am proud of him because for one, He is not dead. And for 2, he has made something of himself. Which is fantastic. But like I said we talk everyday. All day long, just about anything and everything. I am so glad that he is able to talk to me about anything. But at the same time, its like WTF dude. Let's habg out, be friends instead of the guy and the girl that only talk on the phone or text. I have invited him to come hang out and he always has something come up!!! Makes me think something is not right. Maybe I intimidate him? I get that a lot that I am very intimidating because I know what I want, and won't accept anything less. He knows that and maybe he thinks he can't be friends with me. Who the hell knows. But anyways. There really isn't much going on in my life at the moment. Other then trying to get B to hang out. I guess I just don't understand how people can be so fake. I'm sure you guys have notice most of my posts on facebook. I truly am such a nice, caring person. But you do me wrong and I am done. Its that fire cracker in me! Lol I just have zero tolerence for people that lie. Be honest people. Because I am. Maybe a little too honest, but atleast I'm not fake and don't treat people like a piece of shit unless they have done me wrong. Enough about that!!!! I'm SO EXCITED for Christmas. MY whole family is going to the Grand Canyon to ride the polar express around the canyon. It should be a good time!!! I just love my family so much and wouldn't know who I'd be if it weren't foor them. I've come a long way this past year. I'm not the partyer I used to be. Which is good because that got old real fast! Although I still enjoy a nive glass of red wine or a beer once in a while. But yeah what a random post!!!!! That's about all that is going on in my life! Out with the bad news people in with the great new honest people. Peace until next time