non- existence love life.

Ok ok ok ok I know I have posted a lot about the losers I have dated. Well it gets worse. This boy I have just adored for more them 5 years of course turned out to be the douche bag of all douche bags! Seriously!!!! With all the moving I have done, from utah to Oklahoma, back to utah to northern utah back down to central utah I guess would be where I'm at now. We have stayed in touch thanks to my EX brother in law dave. He and this boy are quite good friends. And everytime they'd want to hang out I'd drive 2 hours to hang out with this boy because I was so in to this boy. I'd go shooting, bowling whatever just to hang out with him. Well in the past 6 maybe 10 months he has ditched me about 5 times. I always have him the excuse, " oh he has his horses to tend to, or his work is so busy and blah, blah, blah" well I called him up about 2 weeks ago, and said hey what are you doing this weekend? And he's all nothing except I gotta shoe my horses Saturday morning and finish up putting these cabinets in this house, so I said ok, well do you want to come out with my friends and I Saturday night? And this boy is all sure! I will "try" and make it if I can't I will call you and let you know. Well come Saturday a little birdie by the name of dave tells me this boy is in cedar city with another girl! I literally fly off tha handle text him and say what the hell man? You couldn't even text or call me and say you have other plans or something came up? You are such a piece of shit, and for me to stand there and let you do this to me 5 freakin times in a row? What the hell man? All I ever wanted was honesty, that's all I ever want in anyone whether they are just a friend or not. I atleast deserve that. Oh man, did I lay into him so bad, he finally told me I needed to "get over myself" and he was already hanging out with the "hottest" girl in utah"..which I called him out on that and said bull shit, I bet your just hanging out with your ugly neighbor girl, and you can kiss my ass goodbye. I have nothing to get over, and for you to treat someone that badly. Buddy you need to get over your hick piece of shit self. Now I know that may have been a little extreme but my hell seriously you should've told me you had plans when I called you plenty of time in advance to hang out. I mean come on people I am 26 years old. I'm sick of this bull shit, lying and drama! That goes with dating. Its ridiculous, how many posts have I posted about douche bags lying to me!!!! I have honestly had enough. If your gonna lie to me about you being married having a girlfriend, or having other plans when I make plans with you, BOY you best keep on walking, because this girl is done, and as kellie pickler would say" I'll be there in the back of your mind from the day we met, to when you were making me cry, and its just to bad you've already had the best days the best days of your life!!!!!!!!o