new years!!!!!!!!

i just want to wish everyone a Happy New years and to please be safe and to not drink and drive! If you do that is! Troye and Arian are going home thursday... I'm sad to see them go, but they need to get home to Brian, and i guess Arian needs to go back to school. It was so wonderfully amazing to have them here or Christmas! Such a blast! this Christmas was truely the best! I don't think we've had a Christmas free of drama EVER! For as long as i can remember which has made this christmas so speacial. I truely hope thats a sign for this huge family of mine to finally come together as one, and forget each other's differences. ANYHOW! HAPPY NEW YEAR! AND I'LL SEE YA OR POST ANOTHER BLOG NEXT YEAR! HAHAHAHAH!

Denise! your gonna be proud!

alright so i set up troye and brian a blog, and my dad and peggy! yay! so hopefully they will use them. i'm pretty sure my pops will, but troye i may have to remind her to post on a regular basis! so check them out!!!!!!!!!! www.troye-redneckheaven.blogspot.com, my dad is www.keithandpeggy.blogspot.com

*SNOWMOBILING CHRISTMAS PICS*

So for Christmas this year, my mom and Aage took all 5 milion of us snowmobiling up to Daniel Summit Lodge for 2 nights and 3 days... just kidding there really isnt 5 million... it sure did seem like it though when the WHOLE family gets together. It was so much fun, I can't even say how grateful i am for Having the most AMAZING MOM and the most AMAZING step-dad EVER! I thank God everyday for blessing me with this amazing and yet crazy family and i coudn't ask for a better one! i hope you all enjoy these pics.

Tia, troye, myself and my mom don't mind the cheesy smile i'm giving.. if i don't cheese it, i look real grumpy in my pics.... so yeah...

This pic is a little dark but its my step sister Christie my step dad aage, my step sister Julie all in front then there is my step brothers Jeff and Brian in the back

This is my Amazing Step dad Aage, and my Amazing mom!

Troye, my mom and Becca my sister in law-->

Then the above pic is 3 of my nieces with their FAVORITE aunt in the whole world! These are just a few of the pics from snowmobiling up at the lodge. It was a blast and this has got to be the best Christmas ever. Everyone in my family was able to be there, and there was no fighting whatsoever, everyone just really had a good time and really wanted to be there. Its such a blessing to have so many wonderful people in my life and we all know that i can be a brat most of the time but i just want you all to know i love you so much! and is so grateful to have you in my life! Merry Christmas and I hope all of yours was a speacial as mine was this year!

NEVER AGAIN!

OK so friday at work yvonne and i were craving chinese food. it was real snowy and just terrible weather, so we decided to have chinese food delivered to my store. Well i'm someone that always orders the same thing everytime, and thought i should order something different. Well this was a BIG MISTAKE! The above picture is how our shrimp looked.. can we say EWWWW!!!!!! its not what i had in mind. they deep fried the whole SHRIMP! most of the time they don't do that. so i thought! Well we start eating and i finally just peel all the breading off, cuz i'm sick of only eating that. well come to find out.......... this is what our shrimp looked like ..........














it still had the LEGS ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can i just say i puked a little bit in my mouth! That has got to be against food handleing law or something! so needless to say, i'm done eating shrimp! any kind! YUCK! so yeah it just made me so sick that they wouldn't even peel all the nasty gross stuff off! leaving the legs! come on now! I highly doubt I will ever eat at that place again...... it seriously makes me vomit just thinking about it......

my little red*

This is Arian! my sweet niece... as we all call her "RED" i found this pic at my dad's house today, he took while he was back in oklahoma for Thanksgiving. The dog in the pic is Henry Jay. he's a bulldog, blue heeler,and like 2 other things. he's a cutie! but anyhow i just wanted to post about one of my favorite people! Arian is amazing! she's such a loving, caring, girl. and i just wanted to tell her how much I LOVE HER AND MISS HER! and i can't even wait to spend this christmas with her and troye! its been about 5 years since i've spent an actual christmas with them and I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*STEELERS*

Oh yes! I may have lost my mind! Most of you know I'm not really a fan of sports. I think they're boring, and can pretty much just ruin my day. BUT this season of football I begun to just love it! I don't have a favorite team yet... But I must say my favorite team is anyone who kicks the cowboys ASS! The cowboy's and steeler's game today WAS AMAZING! I thought the cowboys were gonna win, until the 4th quarter and the good ole steeler's came through for me with 2 touch downs at the last min! I really just love any team that can kick Tony homo and the douche bag cowboys... No offense to you cowboy fans! Ha ha ha it was a damn good game and I wanted to let ya'll know....I have come over to the dark side finally! Ha ha ha

*an amazing person*

I just felt the need to share with you all about a speacial person that came into my life when I was about 12. He married my sister Troye. As most of you know Brian is his name. He is such an amazing guy. I think of him as my buddy, my friend, my 2nd dad. I lived with them for 3 years in oklahoma and let me tell you those were the best years of my life! Watching my adorable niece grow up, hanging out with Troye and Brian. Anyways. I don't tell Brian enough how much I love him, and that he is such a huge part of my life, I should be Better at calling him just to say hi. Believe me I'm working on that. I love that he's a fantastic provider for my sister and my niece, and that he would move the moon and stars for me. He is an amazing son in law to my amazing pops =) I wish I had a pic of him to post on my blog, but I don't. I guess I just want him to know that he's amazing, I'm sure glad he is apart of my family! My family and my life would be so dull and not fun with out him, I just thought I'd tell you all about my most favorite person in the world (except for my nieces and nephews!)

ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!

i pretty much changed my blog background........................and some how lost my play list! and everytime i get a new password to make a playlist the damn thing doesnt work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eh....whatev! ya'll will have to suffer with out my amazing music! sorry...............

great news......

So apparently I don't have to make the move or decide on moving until spring..so I'm think March or April? Which is fabulous news on my part! I was seriously stressing so much about what to do! Now I have sometime to really think if I want to give up my life here............. Ha ha not really give it up.....more like social suicide! And start over down there. Just because a lot well all of my friends down there are married and on their 3rd kid.. What fun is that hanging out with a bunch of married people when your 25 and single? Its alright. No offense my friends that read this.... I'm just glad I have a good 3 or 4 months to decide! Thanks for all your advice!

I NEED ADVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........NOW!

Ok so my DM just asked me if I would take over the provo store! What do I do? I need your guys advice! I want to move down there cuz my family is down there! But then I hate Utah county!!!! I hate it down there so much! I love it up north it feels like home up here.... But my family! What do I do????? My mom says take it. My dad says ask for a raise and if they give me a raise then take it....... I just don't know.

my amazing SISTER! atleast one of my amazing sisters!

TYMARIE AND TIA

MY AMAZING SISTER RAN THIS MARATHON WITH A BROKEN PELVIS!

2 AMAZING PEOPLE THAT I LOVE SO DEARLY

ANOTHER PERSON THAT I LOVE SO DEARLY

LOVE THIS PIC!

this one of paige ty and me I love it! we were bored sittin on the floor of the harley store.. in san fransisco

tycee and paige with their DELICIOUS DONUTS!

PAIGE WITH HERS!

STINKIN CUTE TYCEE WITH HER'S

ADORABLE TRIPP!

TIA AND TYCEE

THE FUTURE STORE WHERE MY WEDDING RING WILL BE BOUGHT! HA HA HA YEAH........RIGHT!

MY AMAZING MOM FILLING OUT A POSTER FOR TIA

MY AMAZING PAPA! WITH HIS LOVELY HANDWRITTING!

UNION SQUARE DOWNTOWN...

T AND T WALKIN BACK TO OUR CONDO.
ok ok ok ok i know this is a lot of pics, for one post.......... but i just wanted to hurry up and post them, before everyone forgot that my sister tia, ran this marathon with a broken pelvis! she is seriously so amazing! how is it that 1 girl can have so MANY AMAZING PEOPLE THAT SHE JUST ADORES AND LOVES SO MUCH! IN HER LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!! every single person in these pics, are my life my everything and i hope that they all know how much i truly do love them! even though.............................. I CAN BE A BRAT....ha ha ha remember dinner Terry................. any how i hope you guys enjoy these! this trip was so much fun!

finally reba and kelly pics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alrighty! denise you should be proud of me! man oh man... 4 posts in one day! boy am i feeling ambitious today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha these pics are from the reba and kelly concert about a month ago! this was such a damn good concert! don't worry about the cheesiness of the pic of karissa and i......THAT'S HOW WE ROLL......... so anyhow..... i really did go to this concert, i didn't lie and say that i did.................. hope you enjoy!

A VERY SAD, SAD, SAD, DAY!

On Wedensday, one of my employees put in her 2 weeks. I am very sad about this. Her name is karen. and can i just say she is AMAZING! she put in her 2 weeks because she feels like she should be at home with her teenage daughters. Which she probably should be. BUT at the sametime I NEED HER AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so now i have to go through the dreaded interviewing process! which can i just say SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! i really hate interviewing people. Its just so uncomfortable and it just plain sucks! I just wish i could find some way for her to stay working and not have to quit! but she can't cut her hours and still get the same pay! so i have 2 weeks to find someone...the interviewing isnt even the worst! its the 4 days of training, and the awkward silence, becauase the new girl doesn't dare to talk! ugh!!!! but i either have to hire a full time employee or 2 part time.... which i may just hire a full time so i dont' have to train 2 people and interview 2 people! Karen is such an amazing person, she has such a hard life, a very difficult husband. I can't even imagine being in her shoes and dealing with the bs that her husband puts her through! but hopefully she is making the right desicion! i assume she is. She has totally fasted and prayed. which i personally tell her to do ALL THE TIME! she needs a lot of miricales in her life! i'm so sad that i won't be working with this amazing woman anymore! I wish you good luck karen, and if you EVER want to come back don't you worry! i will get rid of whoever i hire to replace you! =)

**FEARLESS***

AGAIN! i am the new proud owner of TAYLOR SWIFTS FEARLESS CD! oh my! how i love this cd! it just breaks and melts my heart all at once! so if you guys like country music or dont... i suggest you go spend 10 bucks and buy this amazing cd! i have much thanks to karissa for picking it up for me at target! so right now my 2 favorite cd's are kenny's lucky old sun and taylor's FEARLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously GO BUY IT! YOU'LL THANK ME!

ugh!

So I've been dating matt for 2 months. Can I just say its been the longest 2 months of my life! Ha ha! I thought he was this "amazing" guy! Oh well boy was I WRONG! I was talkin to him on my way home from work, and he asked me who I was going to vote for. I said I was just going to put down my friends name cuz I didn't really know that much about obama and McCain. And I just said I'm more liberal then anything. And he full on starts calling me a free loader and all of that! I was all are you freakin kidding me! I have a full time job and I cut hair on the side. I pay my bills, I am not a free loade! So he says that he pays for everything. I was like damn straight you do! If your gonna date me you will pay to take me out. Your the guy so that's how it will be if you don't like it find another girl to date. Then after that arguement I got a invite to a baby shower. And I told him i've been looking forward to this cuz my friend got knocked up by this douche bag, and she needs lots of stuff. And he's all where is her husband? I said she has a boyfriend and he's a douche, so she needs lots of stuff. And he goes off about well I'm surprised you haven't had lots of one night stands and haven't gotten yourself prego! I was like 1st of all I AM NOT A SLUT! I do have some morals! Jesus. He really pissed me off so needless to say I haven't seen him at all this week, and he wanted to take me to lunch on Friday. Oh I called him and told him I was working in slc. I'm pretty much done with that Loser. I did meet this really cool guy on Halloween at my house party. He was really awesome. His name is Justin. Maybe somethin will happen with him. If not WHO CARES! I have another guy that's 36 that I'm supposed to go out with one of these days. So wish me luck on this stupid thing call dating! Ha ha ha ha.

*2008*

**** I MUST WARN AGAINST ANYONE READING THIS POST!IT MAY OFFEND SOME OF YOU AND THAT IS NOT MY INTENTION* SO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK**** I was very surprised at the out come of the presidential elections. I assumed McCain would win. But knew in the back of my head obama would win. I was very surprised that California and Florida voted and changed to democrate. But I feel that America does need a change. This may or may not be the change we need. I feel that we need to put all the rumors to rest about barack obama. And give him a chance! Even though I'm sure i Have the same doubts as many of you. He is our next president elect. And he deserves that. And aside from that. The whole proposition 8 in california really pisses me off. Who are we to say who can fall in love and be married? Its discriminaton and I say its bull shit. It all goes back to slavery and when women couldn't vote and all of that. Its plain discrimination and its wrong for us to choose who can and can't get married. Its not the life I would choose. But I feel its the greater power to decide whatever you believe in. I believe in a lot of what the lds church believes in. But at the sametime. I don't believe in discriminating people for who and what they are or choose to be. That's why we live in a free country. And that's pretty much all I have to say about that. Comment if you want and if you don't that's fine as well

alright

I've been REAL LAZY with my blog the last little while. And I know I need to post pics. But all I felt like doing was posting 7 pics onto my myspace. So check them out. Maybe tomorrow I'll have more motivation to upload them to blogspot..... We'll see.............. My pics are under my photos they are from Halloween. So check them out and comment if you want.

*Halloween parties*

Alright so I know I'm pretty lame for not taking pictures of the Halloween parties I went to this past weekend....but I just forgot to take them while I was dressed up! I went as a Gothic alice in wonderland! My costume was so short! And so uncomfortable! But everyone loved it! I first went to a party with Christina, dave and karissa, in north Ogden. That party was ok.... Then we left and went over to MaTt's. Well he didn't know I was dressing up. So dave called him and was like "matt! You've gotta see tania! She looks hot! All dressed up like a sexy alice in wonderland! I was all oh jeez. No I don't! I showed up to matt's, and he didn't even say one thing hardly! From across the room he was like she looks HOT! But didn't talk to me hardly at all the first hour I was there. So Shawn this guy I barely met that night. Was freakin stuck to my hip! He kept askin me to take shots and all that finally I had like 3 shots of jager and was like I gotta drive home! I'm not drinkin anymore! So I didn't... Well to ske a long story short the reason matt wasn't talking to me is. Because he thought Shawn and I were together! I was like um no!!!!! I wouldn't bring another guy to your house!!! I'm not like that! Ha ha ha so now I tease him and is like yeah...so my other boyfriend is takin me out tomorrow so I'll can't with you.. Or I'm going to wendover on the 8th. I'd invite you...but my 2nd boyfriend is going! He knows I'm teasing. He's the one that thought that! Ha ha ha it cracked me up. But when I go out Friday I'll take pics! It should be fun. And if you want to see pics of san fransisco go to tia's blog. She posted a bunch from my camera there. I'll admit it I'm too lazy right now to post them! Ha ha!

*san fransico*

This trip was so much fun! I would've posted a bunch of pics but stupid me.... Lost the cord to my camera! So its gonna be a few days to get pics up! My sister tia. She's amazing. Not a day goes by that I don't think that. I learned today that she ran 13 miles which is a half marathon with a broken pelvis bone! Who does that! Only her I guess! She went to the dr and he said she may have to have surgery.. Hopefully not. But if she does. You can bet I'll be workin 4 10 hour days so I can help with the kids on the weekends. She did amazing! 2 hrs 13 mins she ran! I'm so proud of her! I can't even express how awesome it is to see someone you care so much for do something they love so much! I mean I'm such a lazy person I couldn't run a 1/2 mile with out running out of breathe or dying from a heart attack! Ha ha ha! San fransico is a great city! Hopefully I can go back with my friends and really party it up! Being able to go on a trip with tycee and Paige and tripp. Was so much fun! I just adore them so much! Paige and tycee both wrote me letters saying how much they loved me and how so so so so so so cute I am and funny as well. They are the best. Along with arian. As soon as I find my damn cord I'll post pics. Oh yeah. We went to alcatraz. It was awesome! Tycee loved it!!!! She even wrote a half page report about it! She did a great job I of course give her an A +! In closing TIA YOUR AMAZING! I'm SO PROUD OF YOU!!!! Even though you were in pain the whole time! I love you and your the best!

*the lucky old sun*

As you all know I am a HUGE COUNTRY MUSIC FAN! So I am officially the proud owner of Kenny Chesney's new cd "the lucky old sun"now this isn't your typical Kenny chesney cd. Its a real mellow chill relaxed CD, except for the 10 and 2 song. I heard this CD was all about his break up with Renee zellweger, I may have to listen to the lyrics more closely. But the song I'm alive with dave Matthews is so good! I just love it. So if your a Kenny fan, go by this CD, but don't expect it to be like the last CD. Its a totally different style. Oh and on another note I'm going to san fransico tomorrow!!!!! I'm so excited! When I get back I will most def post pics of my trip and all the close up pics I took at the reba and kelly concert!

*because of you*

I can't even wait for tonight!!!!! I'm going to see reba macintire and Kelly Clarkson in concert! It should be fun. I hope so I've heard nothing but good things about this tour! Of course I'm going with my concert going buddy. So we should have lots of fun. I'll take tons of pics and post them sometime this weekend if I have time!

DRAMA

One of my room mates moved out in Sept. So we had to all pay double the rent for Oct. Well I have these 2 friends that needed a place to live so I talked to brit about it and asked her if they could move in. It would save us from having to pay More in rent and give them a place to live. These girls are pretty cool. I only know them a little. But Tuesday I told both of them its fine they can move in. Well Nicole (the one I don't get a long with) is in Texas for the week visiting her boyfriend. She finds out they moved in calls brit up and says "what the fuck is going on in my house?" brit explains the situation and Nicole is pissed that we didn't mention anything to her. She's like the rents gonna be split 5 ways then. And if its not then I'm gonna charge you guys for laundry and all this bull shit. I called up Nicole and was like "first of all this is just your house, 2nd of all you never talked to us about Danielle moving in you just moved her in.so what is the difference of us doing this now?" then Nicole is all " the rent will be split 5 ways or I'm gone. I'll take my stuff and take my name off the lease, and brit and I are both like " do it then. That'll be the best day of our lives when you get the hell out of our lives!" she just pisses me off. She thinks because we are using her couches it automatically gives her seniority of what goes on in the house! It took me a good 9 months to finally be civil to her, and make our house a great place to live, and she pulls this bull shit. Well you don't tell me how it is. That doesn't sit well with me. We can talk and try to work something else, but don't tell me your gonna charge me for stupid shit. So Nicole is just as stubborn as I am, so I guess we'll see who ends up moving out.... There is 4 of us against her stupid ass. So it just may be her! Eh..I'm so annoyed!

veronica's bday at the port!

As as soon as.veronica emails me the pics from last night I will post them on here. We all went out to Port o' Col in slc. I kind of wasn't looking forward to it because I just wanted to stay home. But I'm glad I went out because whenever I go out dancing with Veronica we NEVER have to buy our own drinks. Which is fabulous! But anyhow we go up to the top level and This guy starts talkin to us, he buys us all a shot of tequilla, and then walks off cuz I guess Veronica was being rude. But anyways. We go back to our table to drink our shots and guess who walks by us?!!? Oh Paul milsap, Ronnie brewer. From the Utah JAZZ! It was awesome! Veronica is freakin out, her and I walk up to them and start talking to them, veroncia tells milsap that they better take us all the way this year we got so close last year, and she was disappointed. I was like oh don't mind her! She's drunk! I was like Veronica! You don't say your disappointed in them! But he took it ok. We got pics with milsap, brewer and miles. So it was awesome! I will be posting those pics as soon as she emails them to me. Oooh and I have milsap a hug! Oh my! He's got a damn nice body! Ha ha ha! It was so much fun last night! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERONICA!!!!

*oh i am THAT BAD ASS*

Yeah I said it.I am that BAD ASS! I just won tickets to see reba and kelly clarkson! Even though I'm only a fan of reba's older stuff and kelly is ok..... I'm still excited to go! I've always wanted to see reba in concert! So this should be good times!!! I'm kinda torn on who I should take with me! Karissa my concert going buddy, or Matt...which he doesn't like country so I don't think I'll torture him with reba...also I don't think he is ready to see this side of me! Ha ha ha! So I guess karissa and I are going to the concert!!!! Yay!

my oooooh SO GUILTY PLEASURE!

I must say I'm so EXCITED for the new season for all my FAVORITE SHOWS!!!!!!! First GREY'S ANATOMY!! Oh my lord....this is the best show EVER!!!! Then DESP. HOUSEWIVES, brother's and sisters.. Those 3 shows are just the best. Anyhow I'm watching grey's tonight and meridith makes a very good point. Why get married, if 40 years down the road you feel dead inside? And you decide to go have an affair with your best Friends husband to fill that void? That's a pretty shitty situation. But then I guess you have to believe that the person you marry, that it will work out, And there will be a happy ending. Ahh! Grey's is the best show ever! But then I start thinking about all the what if's! I know its stupid! But still I have this fantasy that Derek and meridith will work out! But then she's so messed up in the head it may not.....SAD! Aw and then Taylor swifts song white horses plays at the end. Oh my what a sad song! Talkin about how she's not his princess this wasn't the fairy tale. Oh man. So so so sad! What a sad episode!! Jeez I think I need a drink! Ha ha just teasin....well sort of. But its late and I need to get to bed.

oh boy

I went out with Matt again on Saturday night. We went to this sushi restaurant called akasaka in the cottonwood area. It was ok. I ordered the spicy tuna crunch and it was not good at all!! But I traded rolls with my friend Christina and so her's was good. Anyways! We all decide to go back to matt's house in o town, to play beer pong. I was so tired at this point that I went and got a rockstar. We start playing beer pong, and I'm tired so I'm sitting on a stool so I don't have to stand. I asked Matt if he'd drink all my beers again and he's all I drank all of them last time. How about you drink every other one? I go ok.... I will its a deal. So we're playing and I'm not doing so good. I ended up having to drink all 6 of my beers cuz I lost big time and at the end of the game I was drunk. Matt is very drunk at this point to. So I'm standing in back of Matt trying to throw the ball into the cup and Matt is doing this dance I'm trying to throw the ball. Well I guess I was a little too close to Matt he full on elbowed me right in the nose!!! That was the worst pain EVER!!!! He felt so bad!! He's all" baby I'm so sorry! What can I do for you? Do you need anything? I'm so sorry baby!" I'm laughing trying not to cry. And so I go sit down on the couch and everytime I look at matt he has a sad look on his face and is like baby. I'm so sorry!!!! It was a good time I guess. I'm just glad that my nose isn't broke!!!!!! Everyone was teasing him and was like well Matt atleast we know your a hitter now. And he's like NO I'm really not! So later we're sittin on the couch watching the dark knight. Matt turns to me and is like "tania I am so, so sorry about your nose. I'm not like that at all. I just want you to know I'm really sorry. I'm all its ok. My nose doesn't even hurt anymore. So that's a lesson learned.. Don't stand behind Matt while we play beer pong. Ha ha ha.....jeez..... But he's a nice guy I like him a lot. And for some reason I don't hate it when he calls me baby, dear, honey. Or whatever. I LOVE it!!!!! WEIRD I know. He's a cutie. I may just keep him around for awhile.....

*talle's wedding*

here are some pics of talle's wedding! it was so much fun! And i am so,so,so,so,so HAPPY for my sister! it makes me feel so good, and amazing inside, to finally see her truly happy! she deserves this happiness as much as anyone. I'm so glad she found scott! He really loves her, and is so wonderful to her! The begining of the reception kinda started off for me not the best. my mom wasnt feeling good at all, so i had to go set up the center pieces and everything with my amazing aunt jo, and my mom had full on yelled at me, and all this, so i'm just like...ok.....i am NEVER EVER having a wedding! not if my mom acts like that! ANYHOW! after everyone started to show up things went really well. I saw most of my cousins i havent seen in ATLEAST a year. I was so Happy to see everyone again! Then my very good friend Aubree sang Rascal Flatts Everyday, for my sister and scott. SHE DID SUCH AN AMAZING JOB!!!!! AUBREE THANK YOU SO MUCH! YOUR AN AMAZING SINGER!!!!!!! My dad, mom, and Aage all gave a toast congratulation talle. She really is my hero, my everything, and my life would be nothing with out her in it. I am truly so happy for her and scott. I went over to their house to see what they got from everyone, THEY were in 7th heaven!!!!!!!!!!!! so grateful for everyone coming out to support them, and for all the gifts you all gave them. Talle just kept saying I can't believe everyone has been so nice! and to do this for us! she's so funny. again it was so nice to see everyone, and we all really need to get together now! FO SHO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha ha. as i've gotten a little older, i've realized that my cousins, aunts and uncles are so important to me, and we really need to get together on a regular basis! but thats all i've got for now. Scott and Talle congratulations! I'm so happy for you guys to start your new life together! I love you both so much!

50 posts!!!!!

I've come to the conclusion that life is wonderful, and amazing right now! Ha ha! Only because I went out with Matt last night! And he is just amazing! So nice and so sweet and is always wanting to make sure that I'm comfortable. We went to famous daves to eat. Which just happens to be my most favorite! Anyhow Matt is talking to my friend Christina, and all of a sudden turns to me and is all "I am so sorry that I haven't been paying enough attention to you tania, its just everytime I look at you you make me nervous with how beautiful you are!!!!! I completly turned red, and was like oh my gosh. Your fine. And thank you for saying that! Its just funny to me that when I walked up to the table he was like "damn tania, I didn't know we were supposed to dress up! You look beautiful. So sweet! I really had such a good time last night. And its so nice to know that there is a 25 years old, has a house and is looking to buy a 2nd home in january. And just works all the time, and has ZERO debt except for his house. Which I find just wonderful. I'm the other way around. I've got a little debt, rent a house, and don't work my life away. But its nice cuz he is very driven with what he wants in life. So that is really good. Also this might just be the perfect relationship for me! He works all the time and has Saturdays and Sundays off. So pretty much I'd see him 1 time a week. Which is perfect for right now just because if we are together every single day, I'll get sick of him. Ha ha sad but so true! Pretty much he's awesome for right now. And he makes me feel like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world! So yeah hopefully there will be many more posts about Matt!! =-)

*LADY ANTEBELLUM*

I'm so excited to go to the fair tonight to see the greatest most fabulous, rockin new country trio!!! LADY ANTEBELLUM! They are seriously so fun to see in concert! Hopefully I'll have good seats......since this is a free concert and all. I'm hoping not a lot of people know that its free.(until after I get my 6 tickets) anyhow on an other note. My bestfriend Necia, called me last night and said her grandpa had a heart attack and had to have open heart surgery. All my love, thoughts, and prayers go out to this amazing family. And I just want to ask you all a small favor and to include these very speacial people in your prayers. Thank you and have a wonderful weekend!

*anxious about tomorrow*

I'm going to lunch with 7 girls I went to highschool with, and they are all bringing their kids. So in total there will be 7 kids, and 7 adults. I called kirstyn today and told her I was being a brat and that I did not whatsoever want to go to lunch with 7 kids!!!!!! That is not what I call fun! Those of you who know me. Know that I freakin love kids more then anything! I want 5 or 6 of my own! But really, going to lunch with 7 kids! That's just terrible! I think I most def will have to get there early and have a drink at the bar or something! I will be the only one there that is not married and does not have kids. That is so weird to me! It really is!!!! Atleast I have ZERO responsibilities I except for me, myself, and I! Which right now I'm ok with. But yeah hopefully in the next 5 years there will be a marriage and a baby. WHO KNOWS! Right now I'm enjoying life as it is!

beer pong.

I went to a party on Saturday night with my friend geli and Christina. Geli and I went to the state fair first, and then decided to leave cuz it was pretty dumb. There weren't hardly any cute cowboys! So we left and met Christina in layton. Went back to my house and went to this party in Ogden. I had 2 beers at the state fair and like 8 more at the party, we walk into the party and its really a bunch of guys just playing the WII and beer pong. So I'm like oh jeez...this is going to be fun. Well we get there and Matt who's house it is, comes up to geli and I and is like who's your friend geli? And I go hi I'm tania. I like your house! So he gives me a tour of his house and in the mean time there is this stupid douche bag that keeps running up to me and knocking me over and trying to put the moves on me. He finally almost spilled my beer, so I was like "what the fuck man! Can you not handle your alcohol? You need to chill the fuck out!" he seriously pissed me off!!!!!! I'd go sit on the couch and he'd come sit right almost on top of me I'm like really? Who does that?! Anyhow. Matt asks me if I'll be his partner in beer pong. And I said sure if you drink all my beers cuz I've never played before. So we start playing and its so much fun! Matt of course got so shitty! But he was really nice from the min I walked through the door of his house. And he kept telling me how pretty I was and all of that. Actually all the guys were! Ha ha they were so drunk but still at the same time I was sick earlier that day and it made my day that these guys were like" whoa, your damn pretty! Even though they were drunk. Its still nice to hear. Anyhow, so we get ready to leave and Matt walks us out, I'm standing on his front pourch, and he's like give me a hug tania and so I did, he like full on picks me up and twirls me around! Ha ha ha I was like oh jeez.... Anyhow needless to say I have him my number. Hopefully he'll call or text or whatev. I've heard through the grapevine he wants me to come to another party..... We'll see about that. But yeah even though he kinda drank a lot he was so nice and not a sloppy drunk at all so that's good!

just have to blog about her!

So I'm going to blog about karissa my bff. (that sounds so highschool) anyways. We've become really good friends over the last year or so. She is like 4 years younger then me but its so funny how we became friends. I dated this guy named Paul 2 years ago, and a lot of drama happened between Paul and I. Well like 1 week after this "drama" Paul was takin karissa out! I was like WTF! Really. I hate her! Really? Who does that! Dates some girl then after stupid drama starts dating another girl. I hated karissa so much for like 6 months. I'd give her dirty looks and just be a real bitch. And looking back now, I'm like really? We both dated the same guy and he was such a douche! We went out shopping tonight and to dinner, and we got talkin about Paul, and karissa was like tania no wonder you hated me! Everyone made it out to be that you all dated last summer! And I was like um...no. Not so much. We were dating when you started dating him! It was just terrible! But needless to say she is one of my best friends now. And we just laugh about what a douche Paul was, and. I Never told her about any of this until a few months ago! Anyways karissa is awesome! The post I wrote about her "maybe" getting married was just a joke! But she is awesome and I'm glad that I ended up being friends with her instead of hating her. It seems like we both have been dating the WRONG GUYS! But I'm still holding out for my love James....I have a pic of this hottie, but I lost it. When I find it, I'll def post it and tell you about what an amazing guy he is! Ha ha ha have a great night.

*vacation time*

I'm so excited for October!!! I'm going to san Fransico! With my family! My sister was supposed to run in the marathon there, but she hurt her knee or something so she's not going to run. But still it should still be a lot of fun! And we're all going to cancun in feb for a week staying in my parents condo! That should be really good times. Except it will be one sober trip to Mexico for me! Because I don't feel that its approriate to drink in front of my very religious parents. I'm sure I'll have to sneak away to the bar at the place we stay at. Or SOMETHING!! Anyhow what should we do in san fransico! I've never been there before. I would like to go to china town. But I don't know! What exciting things is there to do? Let me know PLEASE! Ha ha have a great day everyone!

its official*

I am officially the last one in my family to get married! I am so sad about this. I am happy for my sister but my mom called me today and told me they are getting married on Sept. 19th. Can I just say my heart fell into my stomach? I've known for awhile that they were going to get married soon but I didn't think THIS SOON! I just always thought I'd be married by now, be on my 6th kid. All my friends that are married and have gotten divorced say that marriage is over rated... Is it really over rated? I guess it depends on whether or not you settle for less then what you want. When I think back on all the LOSERS I've dated. I'm so glad I didn't marry any of them! Ha ha but still its sad that I'm the last one in my family to get married. What should I do? Where should I go to meet the man of my dreams? Where should I go to look for a decent guy? I go out a lot to the bars and clubs but I don't ever go to look for guys. I go to dance and have fun. If I just so happen meet a cute guy that's fine. But SERIOUSLY I'm obviously looking in the wrong places for a guy to marry! Is 25 too young to get married? I just had this conversation with my friend Necia on Monday. That I'm fine not being married right now, I get to go out and have fun, and I'm kinda glad I'm not tied down to kids. But at the same time I DO want to be married!!! But really, I must be going to the wrong places to find a guy. Now I feel that I'm a pretty hot looking chic and I don't need to go to E harmony to find a date. But man... If I'm 30 by the time I get married that might be an option I'm willing to take!

heading down to wally world*

Yesterday I was so sick at work cuz I'm a dumb ass and took some iron pills that have been expired for 4 years! I've been taking them since Tuesday and had been so sick, throwing up, sick stomach. I finally decided to look at the date on the pills. I almost shit my pants! 4 years expired! No wonder I was sick! Left work early, paid my ticket from last week, picked my bff karissa up and went to wally world. We were getting groceries. And these dirt bag construction workers. NO OFFENSE to any of you construction workers out there. But these guys were such dirt bags! KArissa and I see probably the cutest and only single girls in our town, and these douche's freakin are talkin real loud sayin to each other, screw your wife, go talk to those girls. EW! They followed us from the frozen food section all the way to the toilet paper! Stupid douche bags. We're not 12, we don't go to wally world to "look for guys" and if your married stay away from these 2 bitches. Needless to say after that expirence at wally, we headed straight to the liquor store to get some yummy peach vodka, and a bottle of wine. Only drank the vodka, because mixing wine with anything makes for a huge disaster! I'm really begining to think there are no good guys out there anymore! Its just Terrible. Oh well tonight should be fun. Going out to my favorite martini bar EVER in the great SLC! So wish me luck that no married guys hit on us hotties tonight. That's just LAME!

myspace

It just amazes me how many people have found me on myspace. I was checking my myspace last night, and I got a message from my long lost friend that fell off the face of the earth for about 10 years. His name is Tate. And he lived with my family for a few years growing up. He got into some bad stuff, and decided to move to another state to get on the right track. Well in his message he was like I haven't seen you in years! What have you been up to? I've just been working, fishing, trying to stay busy so I don't get off track again. and all this stuff. I was freakin out! Cuz he really is awesome. I've known him my whole life and he's like a part of my family. So I'm so glad he's doing so well! And he is so freakin hot now!!! Some girl is very lucky to date him! Ha ha ha but I called my mama and told her he found me on myspace, and she was like that's crazy! I was just thinking about him yesterday! Let me know how he's doing and tell him I love him.. That seriously made my week since the past week has been REAL shitty!

*AVERY is finally here!!

I am so proud to announce that Becca and brett's baby girl avery has finally arrived to her loving parents arms! Becca sent me a pic of avery tonight. And oh my goodness! She is so precious! So beautiful! I was over come with such emotion when I saw that picture! I started crying! Because Brett and Becca have waited a long time to start a family, and now their dreams have come true! I can not express my love for Becca as I've gotten to know her over the past year. And being able to work with her, and see her and Brett embark on this wonderful journey has been the most amazing expirence I've ever had. It might be because I'm adopted and have got to see first hand from the adopting parents point of view. It is truly such a blessing for the parents adopting, and for the child. Its just amazing! I can't stop saying that! And how happy I am for these two amazing people!!!!!!!!!

fabulous news!!!......for Brett and Becca

I'm so excited and proud to annouce my sales asst. Becca is going to be a mommy today!! She found out this morning the girl that's having the baby she's adopting is going into labor!!! Her and her husband have waited a very long time for this, and I'm so excited that she's able to have her dream of becoming a mom. I can't possibly think of anyone that deserves this more then her. She is such an amazing person! Its very bittersweet for my because Becca is such a great asst. Manager, and I'm so,so, so sad that she won't be working for me anymore! But ya know I'm still very happy for her! So CONGRATULATIONS BRETT AND BECCA!!!! You guys will make amazing parents!!!!!!!!! You better bring your sweet baby girl into the store to visit us!!!

*LAME*

So I got pulled over today by the damn highway patrol. Its my own fault, I didn't get my car registered when I was supposed to. But still it makes for a shitty day!!!!

*COUNTY FAIRS*

OH I just love the end of summer begining of fall! When its time for all the county fairs, and of course the state fair! I went last night to the county fair with my friends, it was a lot of fun. But my allergies were just terrible! We went to look at the animals and I could only walk through and see the pigs, because I was sneezing SO BAD! One thing I've never expirenced before while getting a wrist band for a beer, is waiting in line for 45 mins to get the wrist band, then having the ladies check my id for. Any dui's I might have or have gotten in the past. They weren't doing this only with me. It was everyone that wanted a wrist band. It was really weird. Might I add I've never had a dui or even have a criminal back ground. I have a pic of the wrist band, but it full on says my whole name has my birth date. On it and a portion of my drivers license on it. When did they start doing this at any public function? I think its good and bad. Bad being the part where we wait in line for 45 mins just for a wrist band! But after we got those we were good to walk around and have fun. I felt REAL old there since everyone was either in high school or barely 18 and had 20 kids each! But one good thing is one of the sheriffs directing traffic was a total HOTTIE, so I made my friend drive back and I asked him if he was single or married, and he said he was in a relationship. And I said. Damn. I wanted your number. Oh well! I give props to him for actually saying he was in a realationship and not being at all like the other guys I've met in my life! So yeah... I LOVE-LOVE-LOVE county fairs can't even wait for the next one in Sept!

**dating disaster**

Friday night a bunch of us went out to the martini bar, and to the sky bar. Well I invited this guy I met at the auditions he seemed cool. I invited him cuz we all were talking about going at the auditions. So I texted him on Friday and was like so are you going down with us or meeting us down there? And he said I'll ride down with you guys. Me being kinda the brat I am, say oh well then can you drive? Ha ha ha. He was nice and said that was no problem. So I'm freakin out because my friend Bethany was supposed to drive with me to his house, well she was running late, so I had to ride with him BY MYSELF!!! Scary I know! I get to his house and he invites me in to have a shot of vodka before we go. I'm like suRe why not!? We're celebrating my birthday, I want to get my drink on.. We leave his house and have great conversation on the way down. Get to the martini bar all my friends are there and we find out HE'S MARRIED! So I turn to him and say, where's your wife at? He's like oh we're "seperated" just living together with our kids. And trying to work it out. Aubree replied obviously your not trying to work it out if your not wearing your wedding ring and your wife isn't here with us. I'm freakin out at this point because in no way shape or form did I intend on anything to happen with this dude. I was just being nice and invited him along. Well he bought all my drinks I felt bad, but. We were all there for me so why should I pay for my drinks! Ha ha anyways he drinks too much and I end up having to drive home cuz I didn't drink nearly as much as I wanted to. Well we're in his car and he turns to me and says" tania your unlike any girl I've ever met. Your not like any Mexican I've ever met.. Oh you don't EVER call me a Mexican. Cuz I'm not. I reply to him. "first off I'm not Mexican, I was born in el Salvador completly different country. 2nd of all probably cuz I'm adopted and my parents are white so pretty much I'm a white girl trapped in a brown girls body! Ha ha ha I was just trying to make light of the situation since he just pissed me off for the 100th time that night. so pretty much I guess I have written acrossed my forehead "homewrecker" so that all the loser DOUCHE-BAG married guys that are having "marriage problems" come find me! This is the 2nd time this has happened! Its just terrible. It really is. And it all started because I was trying to be nice.

a day of shooting

aubree pulling a "bad ass angelina jolie"!

oh boy! i should have worn my contacts! ha ha ha i had no idea how terrible i look! anyhow kevin, aubree, her step dad, and kids and me, all went shooting today! so much fun! i forget how much fun it is! Aubree told me that when she shoots kevin's hand gun, she feels as bad ass as angelina jolie! ha ha ha i had to just laugh about that! this was such a fun day!

finally!! pics from american idol!

These pics are from the auditions! aubree and i are in the first one, the 2nd one is where we had to audition. We had to GO DOWN TO THE FLOOR OF THE ESA, AND STAND IN A LINE OF 4 PEOPLE, AND SING IN FRONT OF EVERYONE! good thing they didnt have a microphone! the next one is of everyone is a huge group of people, standing on the stairs, ET and EXTRA were filming all of us! it seriously was the most fun and exciting thing EVER!!!!! so yeah i totally recomend this to anyone that can sing, to please do this! its such a fun process! so yeah... here at the pics from the auditions!

*SAD DAY*

I'm sad to say that chelsie and mark got voted off so you think you can dance... I'm so sad! Watching chelsie and herb crying her eyes out.. Man.... I cried my eyes out too! They were my favorite couple! I don't think I'll be able to watch the show anymore!!!! I'm so so so so so so so so SO so so so so SAD!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my my my.......

So GREAT NEWS!!!!!! I just barely noticed that gas went down 7 cents today! That is truly amazing in my eyes! Too bad I filled my SUV up yesterday at 4.15 a gallon..... Oh well. Just thought I'd let everyone know that has went down in my neck of the woods! Have a fabulous day. And by the way, VOTE for CHELSIE on So you think you can dance tonight on fox!!!!

A.I auditions........

Let me just say that I had so much fun at the auditions!!!! I got to see my friend Aubree, I haven't seen her in atleast 4 or 5 years. And it was so much good to see her. Anyways on Tuesday when we got to the ESA it was so crazy! All the news people where there, all the radio stations, EXTRA, and ET were there! It was so much fun! We met a lot of cool people. And I'm sure everyone in line thought we were on crack! Aubree had her ipod and a hook up for it,so we're all playing that loud dancing singing just having a good time. We had to stand outside of the esa for so long while the American idol flim crews taped us all screaming, then once we got inside we went to our seats and they filmed more of us screaming. Then all of a sudden RYAN SEACREST came out and everyone started yelling and screaming! We also saw justin guarini. I don't know if ya'll remember him. But he came in 2nd after kelly Clarkson. It was just so much fun! And my friends and I didn't make it through. But ya know. It was so much fun that it was totally worth all the sleep and food we missed out on while we were doing this! I took some more pics. And I'll post them this weekend when I have more time! Thank you everyone for wishing me good luck and for all your support!!!!

American idol up date*

So I just read through this paper I got yesterday and it says I have to know the lyrics to aint no mountain high enough by Marvin gaye and get ready by the temptations! I'm not sure how I'm gonna learn the lyrics to these songs! I know the chorus to aint no mountain high enough. But I have no clue what the other song is! Ha ha ha oh well, guess I shouldn't have gone to a bbq with my sister last night!

A.idol part 1

here are some pics, from my registration for american idol... i took a few more, but all i have time for is these. i am so nervous! the pics are of my wrist band i have to wear until tuesday. i CANNNOT take it off or let anything happen to it until then, which means i've got to cover it with something to shower etc. The next pic, is of some random people i was in line with. and the last pic is with aubree. she is my friend from jr high and high school. She has such an amazing VOICE! man so many people do! i have so much compitition it scares the hell out of me! i know i have a good voice, but jeez! tons of people have just amazing voices! but yeah. that's all i have for right now! the actual audition is on tuesday the 29th..i'm scared shittless! oh well! its something i've wanted to do since the first season of american idol. wish me luck!

one of my best friends

ok so this is karissa. one of my best friends. She's the one i go to all the country concerts with, and so on.. well today i was reading her bulletin on myspace. and she freakin said she's getting MARRIED!!! i'm hoping she is just joking. because me being her friend, and finding out on myspace would really piss me off.. WHAT IS IT WITH ME FINDING OUT SHIT ABOUT PEOPLE THAT ARE MY FRIENDS! oh man.. i would be happy for her, except that she broke a promise! last summer we both were down on our luck with stupid guys, and we said that both of us would not get married until the other one does.. well anyhow. i hope she's lying, because i don't even know this guy she says she's marrying! last i heard she was waiting for her missionary to come home! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA! oh jeez.. that's all i can say right now.